LaA dEe DaA~

2009-07-02T03:20:00.003+08:00

Sedey pulak tgk my post yg last week. guess 2mths did took its toll. Heh.

But anyway everyting's cool now. So ya. Heh.

After being far for quite some tym, n u get the chance to meet n hang out again, u'll be more appreciative.

Anyways, so happy to be surrounded by my loved ones! Geee!

Still wondering how Fa n the others are doing at UIA. Tkde khabar berita pon. Hmmm.

Ohh untuk pemilik bear ni, take care n drive safely k. Go n hv fun! Jgn lupa my souvenier. Hehe! If not, no cheesy! Bluek!

N paaaling important dun ever forget me. haha. Keep in touch k?

Gonna miss ya! =)

"2 bulan bole tahan takkn 3hari je tkle?"

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ye lahh....

2009-07-02T02:40:00.006+08:00

ookay its like.. a week more before school?

ayoyo.. sooo not ready seyy!

apparently my mahallah or hostel is kind of lyk on top of a hill gitu.. tis is the view from top. so everytym going to campus ke ape, had to go down tangga tinggi gitu. then nk alek pon same. kne go up. u can imagine how tinggi the tangga is lahh from the view itself.

But looks lyk even tangga mahallah ni pon didnt do any good to me. yea i gained weight. n now lyk struggling to get back in shape. urgh. lets skip dat part k?

Going back to sch kan so mcm terigt tangga tu. haha.

Ohh ya i'm no longer working at KK hospital. Sch's reopening rite. So ya managed to endure 2mth of work without getting terminated. haha.

Yey no more torture of wearing mask!! hee!

Goodbye Children's Tower!

I'm lyk sooo happy sehh at last abis jgk keje. Very tiring lahh the job 12hrs. But okay lahh kan. Rather than doing nothing during the hols. Alhamdulillah at least got a temporary job.

Werking there really opened my eyes sey. The politics. The bad talks about fellow colleagues. Lyk gosh. The ppl there. Lyk 97% of the teenagers there smoke. Alahh even mak budak pon ada yg heavy smoker. Nowadays so difficult to find lyk a decent boy or girl. Ada gal muka jambu2, skali smoke sehh. Siap main tymer lg. Power. Heh. So yah u learn to appreciate the nice ppl around u.

But not all are bad. There are really nice ppl that i got to know there. There's tis one indian lady, she was a housewife lah. 57yrs old. Very nice lady. Always cheerful n smiling. She doesnt look lyk she's over 45! Seriusly! She lyks to gv me "asam". Hehe. I definitely wun forget her.

Also there's tis one makcik she taught us to make paper flowers! hehe. Yep i did that by myself! So proud sehh! lawa kn? hehe!

2009-06-18T13:49:00.002+08:00

i did read back my last two n three years post.

its... different from the way i post now.

then, evryting was so happy. not much worries. i enjoyed life to the max.

but now, i dunno.. mayb just wat i'm feeling now.

n i'm feeling down dats for sure.

its really frustrating. tot evryting was going smoothly. but apparently it wasn't.

tot we were ok. then reality sank in.

shucks. i need my tym alone.

need to find the gd 'ol aja.

now i'm all geared up to go shopping! gaji da msk. ahakz!

wow i'm actually smiling. haha.

slack!

2009-06-18T13:44:00.003+08:00

so guess wat? woke up at 6 my head was spinning from lack of sleep.

plus simply NO MOOD to go work.

clutching my hp n laying down for 20mins, made up my mind.

text my supervisor n team leader i'm not coming today.

so my pay for today gone. plus mayb 20bucks deducted for not informing 12hrs earlier.

watever lahh.

da tkde mood pon nk keje lg.

cpt lahh end of the mth pls?

cant sleep

2009-06-18T02:18:00.002+08:00

its 2:18am n i still cant sleep.

n at 6 i hv to get ready for work. 12hrs work. dunno how i'm gonna survive.

mayb i'm still shocked.

the qstn "am i THAT bad?" is lyk stuck in my head.

i ckp je tp tk buat.
i main ckp je semata2 nk jaga perasaan org.
i emo tk kne tmpt.
i damn org.
i gunakan kata2 org utk jatuhkn dorang alik.

n dats only SOME of it.

guess i AM really bad. wow.

i know they say big girls dun cry, but exception pls?

urgh.

can't sleep la dey!

its 2:36am btw.

thanks ah.

comeback

2009-06-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

i miss my blog. i really do.
this is where i "luahkn perasaan" n share "apape yg berlaku".

no human being is perfect. we make mistakes along the way. sometimes without even realizing it.
but its the role of those ppl close to us to correct our wrongdoings. am i right?

if i did things that may offend u, n i din realise it, y not tell me? if i'm on the wrong side, definitely i'll apologise n try not to do it again.

but y bottle up everything n only after i bug u lyk wat to tell me, only then u let evrything out. even so u were very reluctant. n being very general. i was lyk, i did that? when sey?. tetap tknk bilang jgk.

how on earth am i suppose to know n realise my wrongdoings?? some things may be ok to me but not to u. n vice versa. i may be observant but i cannot read ppl's minds. n we're still getting to noe each other better.

get a grip aja. relax.

yes i admit i bnyk kekurangan. bnyk sgt. some offensive habits or things that i did or said, i'll try to change for the better. but some things, u just need to accept me for who i am.

i can be VERY defensive. but if u can prove me wrong, definitely i'll relent.

anyway i'm sorry i hurt u a lot. terus terang i tak ada niat langsung to hurt u. only a psycho wud want to hurt their close n love ones. when u asked me to muhasabah diri, i mcm kena 1 tight slap. am i THAT bad? wow.

now my turn. pls be more reasonable. as in prove ur points. or try putting urself in my shus, how'd u feel. am i fair to react that way.
n pls dun b selfish. its not only abt u. u dun wanna explain or prove my wrongdoings coz u dun wanna rmbr those bad memories. but thats the only way i can learn my mistakes. so i wun keep repeating them secara tak sengaja.

i'm sorry.

but lyk i said this is MY blog. tmpt i pour my heart out.

2007-12-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

ohh ya btw i want to apply a bookstore privilege card.

Kinokuniya or Borders??

Alhamdulillah..

2007-12-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Teacher Hajar. How does it sounds? haha! =P nahh i think Miss Hajar sounds better.

so ya i got a job at zulfa kindergarten! alhamdulillah.. =) was applying for ustazah cum assistant teacher but end up got a teacher post. so i've to handle 2 classes, teach academic in english except malay lahh and sabar dgn apape dugaan yang melanda dlm claz tu from 8am to 5pm. well thats my werking hours lahh dunno i've to teach 'em til wat tym.

so now i'm kinda lyk going thru on job training. ohh ya my pay? since i only hv my O n i'm a beginner, tkla dpt bnyk sgt. lg2 klw they insist potong cpf. i'm bringing back lyk someone wud say "peanuts". haha! tkpe lahh. can get other means to earn more.

guess wat? i'm gonna handle nursery and k1. GOSHHH!!! I'M SOOO DEAD!! nasib baik cuma for lyk 8months gitu. think i'm gonna hv to read some books on small kids psychology or sumting? get ready mentally n physically. haha! anybody wants to gv some tips or sumting feel free to do so k? thanks! =) bye~

I'm missing my frens so muchh!!

interview zulfa!

2007-12-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

da malas nk carik keje.

yep. haha. but just now went for interview at zulfa. 8.30am. omg. mcm da lame sgt tk bgn pagi2. its at jurong west btw. heh. end up taking a cab there. nasib ayah sponsor. haha. den biasa lahh kene isi form. there's a lady yg tgh isi the same form jgk lahh. ohh ya btw i wasnt really sure i was applying for what job actually. kwang3. i only know teaching. weekend ke weekdays ke bdk kecik ke bdk besar i've no idea.

when it came to the part kena write down ur sijil/diploma/ijazah, i only wrote 2. my preu n olvl. but the lady terus lyk whip out a file yg well, quite tebal n starts flipping thru. i was lyk wow. haha. then also ade this part u hv to write down 2names yg bkn ur sedara so they can so called gv info abt u. erk. pikiran kejap. so i wrote zah fadila n tcr hatta. then kne tulis add n their occupation. nasib kat undergrd tu i still got reception. haha. mule2 tkde seyy. then goyang2 kn hp sket ade la dpt 1bar. jadi lahh tu. call abg hatta den tried calling zah but tkde org angkat. so had to call sarya tnye add zah. haha. da nearly a year n lyk evry week pegi uma de still tk igt add. ahakz! malunye. tu pon i only got her blk n ave. tp kn pikir alek camne they want to contact those ppl ehh. num tk mintk even emel pon tkde. hmmmmmmmmmm. gimmick je gaknye. n even the lady pon mcm pikiran nk tulis ape. i tink her hp tk dpt reception lahh. after i finish, aru nk bg de pinjam hp abe rupe2nye de da submit. n she din fill up dat part. ler.

she kena interview lyk less than 10mins. then i kena lyk ard 15mins seyy. i think. but it feel so long! next was my turn. ade 2 zah. den she asked me i prefer aja bdk level ape. i said pri. den de tnye presch? i was lyk i can teach lahh but i'd prefer teaching pri lvl. den drg kata the position i'm applying for is actually for permanent kindergarten ustazah. mon to sat. erkkk. wah piangg eyy. haha. then de suro converse in eng. ok lahh. coz the ustazah has to teach in eng. maju sehh bdk2 ni. nnt seme tk tau ckp melayu. hah.

drg ade tnye abt my next step. tk smbg blaja ke. i didnt actually lie lahh. i just play ard with my werds. i said i've no plans yet to study overseas. which is quite true. smp skrg sehh tk tau nk gi mane n kuliah ape. sng kata i was very careful abt my choice of werds lahh. haha.

then ade this 1part they gv me a senario. panic kejap ar. ingtkn drg nk tanye wat will i do klw ade bdk dlm claz uat hal ke. reti nye akuu!! skali drg suro mcm write a note to parents klw let say anak drg termuntah then kte salinkn baju kai uniform kte. how'd we inform the parents n suro mintk bg alek the uniform. lahh. basically they're testing my writing skills lahh. ohh keeeeyyy. tulis ar but i'm more concern abt my grammar. heck da 1yr sehh tinggalkn eng. conversing tu ok lahh. ni tulis! to parents! i was frantically going thru my basic sey. has ke had ke abe klw a pair consider singular or wat. gaaaa! mane yg rasa bunyinya sedap i just wrote lahh. haiyyo.

last2 i end up try mengaja. well coz thats the only thing i hv experience in. haha. wahh so draggy seh my post. tkpe lahh. wish me luck k ppl! bye~

p/s: i only lied once ok. that tym. but not anymore. so stop making it sound so bad. lyk i lie everytym. i just play ard with my werds ok. i'm just so tired of all this phm tk? i dun hv control over my own future. i do things coz thats wat ppl want me to n thats wat they expect me to do. not coz i want to do it. not coz siti hajar really wants to do it. i dun hv my own say to mould my own future. wat they say is not mujarrad iqtiraah. bal ijbaaran li. maa índi sultoh fi takwiini mustaqbalii nafsii. how pathetic.

dun ask me y the sudden change of language. i've simply no idea.

i'm missing my frens. a lot.

i feel mcm so distant frm u. mayb its just me lahh. i dunno. but i'm lyk more sensitive nowadays. sng t'kecik ati klw ur gurau t'lebih. nta lahh dats how i'm feelg now. i may look strong but i'm so soft when it comes to things related to emotions. dunno if u saw that. nta ehh mayb coz u're so busy nowadays. which i dun blame u at all. but i miss u dats for sure. dunno if u're reading this. but i hope this doesnt add to ur already-huge-burden-cum-problems. sorry ehh.

fat chance!

2007-11-28T13:29:00.000+08:00

mama asked me to get some things for her at the shop. so pegi lahh. then at the entrance ade these 2 chinese gals. this 1 particular gal kept looking at me. then she approached me. ingatkn nk ask for directions ke ape. she asked for a favour. being a gd singaporean, i gave her a smile n said "yes wat is it?"

n her answer totally caught me off guard. "can u buy for me cigarette?". i was lyk "ahh??". haha! t'diam kejap. then i told her, "cannot" then she summore ask why cannot. i was lyk "erm.. i still underage leyy!" haha! t'pikir kejap wats the legal age to buy a cigarette. then the gal mcm tk caya n still not convinced with my answer. lagi de le cakap, "nvm u just try lahh!" ishh mina ni aku sepak kang skali. iye apape nnt aku yg kene. so i just said "cannot lahh underage mehh" n i just walk off. haha! =P

then masa tgh bayar at the cashier, there's this guy he doesnt look at all like the type yg smoke. plus he looks a bit nervous lahh. haha. he asked for a menthol lite or sumting n the aunty at the cashier actually asked for his IC. but i think he's already pass the legal age which is 18 kn if i'm not wrong. nasib i didnt bersubahat ngn drg. da la tk bawak IC. well yea i'm legal. but there's still the agama part to consider yea? tk pasal2 share dosa ngn drg nnt. n mama freaked out when she hears the story. haha! she was lyk "ishh jgn pandai2 nk blikn org ehh.. klw tk pasal2 cik lela tingkat 6 tu nmpk ke, da lain cite. nnt ade2 je cite anak si salmah tu bdk madrasah tp bli rokok." haha!! typical mama. so ya tu je cite de.

moral of the story, da kecik tu buat hal kecik je la! nk step rokok konon! nyahaha!! pathetic seyy
k i gotta go siap. nk kua ngn fiza lee. bye!! =) l

piano

2007-11-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

enjoy k! =)

2007-11-25T22:15:00.001+08:00

I'm addicted to these kind of quizzes.

Which Disney Princess Are You?
	You are part Belle. You are strong, deep, and you are not a slave to petty superficial things. You are independent and allow yourself to see inner beauty without sacrificing your values. You are almost too good of a person.
	You are part Cinderella. You are hard-working and never complain, however, your trust is sometimes misplaced and people sometimes take advantage of you. Still, you are beautiful inside and out, and one day you will realize it and find true love.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

2007-11-25T22:06:00.001+08:00

Which Heroes Character Are You?
	You are part Jessica. You are a two-faced bitch most of the time. Friends are friends, and enemies don't want to be your enemies. No one messes with you.
	You are part Sylar. You are very aggressive. You like to pick fights and play mind games. You've got it coming.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

hmmm?

2007-11-25T21:59:00.001+08:00

Which College Major Should You Be?
	Your major should be Business. You believe confidence is everything, and nothing's more important than a first impression. Success is measured in dollars and your attitude's going to make you very successful. All that's left is to choose which I-Bank to work for after you graduate.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

(haha! i kinda find it a bit true.. i dunno. waddya think?)

nsscc

2007-11-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

1st of all, to those who wished me happy b'day, THANKS A LOT! really appreciate it. =) to those who sms-ed me sorry i cudnt reply. was busy at the ayc thing. wateve it is, i love u guys. (awww!)

okay so update abt alj's rock climbing team. our pri individuals didnt make it and the 2 teams, 1 team got 5th n the other one 2nd!! yey!! mabruk! =)
while the sec team, well there was a bit of a glitch. we only got to know like 3days b4 the competition that we cud only participate in the pri n open category. i'm not really sure y we cudnt join the sec category. so the sec1 n 2 kids actually had to compete with ppl from poly n ite. lyk wow. they were lyk so cute standing among the abg2 n kakak2. heh. they didnt win but hey, at least they tried. so ya, mabruk lahum! =)

btw, my tangan kanan lenguh. dunno y. irritating sehh. lyk my movemnt terhad gitu. wat shud i do eh? dkt tengkuk bahagian blakang pon same. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

thats it.

i'm already missing my frens.

he din rmbr. he din even know when. e best part was he actuali asked "ohh nov ehh?". gosh. he wun know if din didnt call. wow. twas so heartbreaking. n to tink, i actually waited. evrytym my fone vibrated, i was actuali hoping twas him wishg. haha. but heck, wat to do. nahh bende da lpas. tkle uat pape. at least he apologised. duh. i dunno. but twas really2 hard on me. bnde kecik but reali.. sensitive? i dunno. pms kot. argh. i dunno i dunno i dunno...... (til fades)

how to squeeze in......

2007-11-22T11:16:00.000+08:00

i'm back to my usual self. B-U-S-Y. haha! n still no job. =P bluek!

lyk tmr, today teach the p1 kid. ohh btw the kid's trying to enter alj p2. so ya, its a so called intensive arabic tuition. for ard 5days. heh! n ust bahar called me personally asking to teach the kid. how in the world could anybody say no to ust bahar or ust goumaa u tell me. haha. n i need to squeeze in my volunteer thing schedule plus my unfinished talaqqi. in fact today got talaqqi after 4. dunno if i can make it.

just got to know that tmr also kena the volunteer thing. 1whole day. for the AYC. Asian Youth Championship. IF i'm not wrong. but its at climb adventure. so dat means all of us cant watch the pri kids in action at suntec. awww. =( but if tmr kena teach also, i cabot b4 5. heh. its a gd thing we said sat not free. if not, cannot watch the sec kids also mehh!

talaqqi. bile nk abes sehh. haha. gotta squeeze in my schedule. somehow. but maybe i'm gonna really start again next week. yg penting nk finish up ASAP.

tk tau lahh nk blog ape lg. haha. da tk sch, tkde cite best2 nk share. ahakz. k bye assalamualaikum!

my dear frens, we'll meet again.

at last...

2007-11-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

gosh its been soooo long since i last updated yea? sorry guys. its the M-A-L-A-S syndrome. heh! so i guess u guys already knew, NO MORE SCH! YEY! still cant believe i've finished my thani 'ali. wow. next stop: university. insyAllah.

BUT before i start my dilemma all over again be it abt which uni to go or even which kuliyyah to take, there's the J-O-B problem. i just want an office job. preferably the ones u only need to type non-stop. mama n ayah wants me to teach. at a kindergarten. not that i dun like to teach. nor that i hate kids. i adore 'em. but its too tiring. and i dun think i can handle a whole bunch of 'em with their diff kerenah n all. let alone teach 'em. teaching at a kindergarten will be my last resort i guess. heh.

ohh this coming friday, aljunied's rock climbing team they're gonna participate in the NSSCC. National School Sports Climbing Competition. its a madrasah's debut participation in a national school rock climbing competition so do pray for their success k? thanks! btw, the team consist of mainly pri6 and sec1 kids. n ain from sec2. they've been working really hard for this. really. the time n effort they put in. lyk wow. we're really proud of u guys. =) dun forget ur doa k? n parents blessings. "allahumma bi'aunika ij'alhum minal faaiziin" amin!

n ya, iman shila yah n me, we'll be the ushers for that comp on sun morning. (nsscc t-shirt! yey!)
ohh the comp in on fri sat n sun. the prelim rounds and semi will be on the fri n sat. finals on sun.

after finishing my preu2, i realise from day to day there's more n more decisions to be made. n not just any decisions. important ones. regarding my future. i'm no more in the comfort zone i used to be. gone were the days when most of my tym were spent in sch. no tym to think abt uni. no tym to really think abt the future. busy with sch life. exams. cca. simply enjoying lyf as a student. ayah was my banker. now so paiseh want to ask ayah for allowance. no more a student wat. thats y desperately looking for a job. haha.

my dear frens. we'll meet again. insyAllah.

dedicated to maan

2007-06-13T01:48:00.000+08:00

the 2 pics were edited by aimaan. *claps*

kenangan kat riau island.. yep the island belongs to US! see? siap ngn certificate num de lg.. heh!

lawa kn? btw CT refers to me, HAFIZAH her name obviously n ALI's aimaan surname. yep, our name combined together. waaa i miss those wonderful tyms!!

k i just HAVE to put this pic up! tgk lahh pinggan maan! mcm pinggan bdk2 kn?? hahaha!! kiut sehh! lyk baby2 lyk dat.. tk blang pon maan ko kne ade pinggan cam tu aru le mkn? heh! *winks* jgn mara....... =)

p/s: eyy awk jgn ktawekn kwn kte tau! walaupon de mkn ngn pinggan baby, de pandai edit gamba tau! n bnyk gamba de bg kte... hee! jgn mara babe!

rock climbing weyy!

2007-06-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

ROCK CLIMBING

so wat does spiderman got to do with rock climbing?? hmmm...

aaaahhh! cool! konon mcm panjat the buildings gitu ar. i was tempted to try sehh. *shakes head* nahh!spiderman 3! woohoo! best!
tgk ar! style kn?? pakkal benda ni drg buat in the open. dkt depan lot 1. klw tdk me da le jd spidergal sehh! hmph!
now lets move on to the real rock climbing. erm tu ape? the huge mammoth's the mascot or logo of the place ar gitu. n the small one.. well.. anak de ar. yg telah di-adopt oleh abg hatta. yep.notty kamali. de yg ltak the small mammoth kat atas situ. den abg hatta rescue it. touching kan story de? heh!apa tuuu?? seramnyeeeee!! haha! aisya lahh tu. sape kata pakai juba tkle rock climb? huh??"...n its anybody's race now.. who will emerge the winner? the juba gal or the notty i-love-bullying-small-mammoth gal??"
"hah!! fat chance! aku la winner de! muahaha!!" =P n here's kamali smiling walaupon telah mengalami kekalahan yg besar. thats the spirit! cey mcm paham jekk.. heh!never do this ok! keje giler sehh! haha! klw hp jato tuuuuuu.. woohoo! btw dat's aisya n kamali belaying me. n well, half of abg hatta in the pic.
there! my belayer n my coach! =) style ar gamba dari atas.

hijrah!

2007-06-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

k well there was this once i relief-ed jenab at hijrah kindergarten. the kids were soo adorable. n of course mischievous. dunno how zul, jenab n the others manage 'em. wa salute sama lu seme! haha! then i realized one thing. i'm such a softie when it comes to handling kids! ahakz! really! whenever i gave 'em the stern voice, they'll have this innocent i-didnt-do-anything-wrong-right-teacher? look. then i just HAVE to smile. grrr! well maybe klw just layan drg den ok lahh. but teaching 'em? hmmmmmmmmm. kena pikir dulu. haha! n even tho kena layan kerenah drg seme for 3hours aje, i was mentally tired seh! heh! tp tk stress lahh.. thats the good part. k btw these are some pics of 'em in class. enjoy! =)

the class.well this was one of the only-several-tyms all of 'em actually sit down n draw lyk gd gals n boys. heh!

u probably went "wahh they all so obedient" when u saw this pic. trust me, this doesnt last for even 10mins.

this was colouring tym!! they were really a handful to handle but nevetheless adorable. =)

ilhan. such a handsome boy. BUT nakal de, MasyaAllah.......................

gosh i forgot the name of this gal in blue. name de pelik sket. de lahh yg paling tkle dudok diam among all the gals. see the innocent look on her face? n u wonder why i'm such a softie when handling 'em??

fathin over excited to show me her work. she's the one in black btw. n yea she's one of the obedient ones lahh. amysha the one in red, muke stress seh. haha! i think coz she still doesnt get it how to write huruf "shin". but she's my fav student lahh. soo cute! =)

okey the one on the left is amirul. the quietest student. n there was this once tetibe je de nangis! panic aku kejap! haha! then called zul over to handle this small guy n she said bdk ni mmg gembeng sket. haha. suspen jek! then the boy on my right. ni si pak turot. ape yg ilhan buat seme de nk ikot. n manja de bole tahan! asik nk b'kepit ngn me je! haha! mcm2 lahh drg nii..

they're a cute bunch aren't they? ;)

amany bashh

2007-06-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

heya! my mood to post pics da dtg! (yey!!)

jeng jeng jeng...

heh! so gonna post pics during amany's surprise b'day bash.

pics nye credits all goes to fiza! =) thanks a lot babe!

(all the pics grabbed from her frenster btw. yea well after she bugged me lyk crazy to grab those pics! haha! kiddinggggggg!!)

amany kena kelentong-ed!! by me n zul btw.. haha! gimme 5 zul! see b'day gal's face da merah!! ahakz! kena cilok kappa babe??

the b'day gal cutting her nutella cake.. why nutella? coz she's crazy over it. haha! believe it or not, everyday de bawak roti sapu nutella to sch. really! heh!then tym to eat! sarya yg masak mee tuu. ;) btw kim asal muke t'kejot?? hee! kakak2 kat blakang tu sempat posing pe~dee fiza n ha5 looking oh-so-sweet =)den ape lg.. tym utk amik gamba lerr! these are the members for the black tudung grup! heh!'em again! black rule!!
y maan muke sad?? zul, cuba pujok sket.. yg si fiza n az, maintain nmpk?? "wei az ko berat lahh!" heh! amany konon mcm hawaii nye style gitu ada bebunga kat kpale.. hahaha!ohh ya btw i didnt mention ehh kte celebrate kat esplanade? hee! yep ni kat rooftop de. "psst zul, kte tolak drg sket jom. k one.. two.. three!!" ehem sorry we're not dat evil ok. haha!nice group pic! but not dat nice coz i'm not in it! haha!
maan kena buli!! muahaha! buli ape? tgk the pic btol2.. still tk dpt guess? well.. biarlah rahsia. ahakz! =Pkonon mcm hindustan ar gitu main pusing2 kat pokok. hee! i look so.. cheeky?"lets go home guys" itu saja dari saya for this post! =)

luahan hatiku

2007-06-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

i don't feel so good. my throat feels funny.

n usually that leads to fever.

oh no.

for the past 6months, i lost my momentum.

lost my focus.

i was thrown off guard

by the fact that i'm in an all arabic environment now.

it feels.. different?

n so it became kind of a routine.

dragged myself to sch everyday.

sit in class til sch ends.

heck i barely concentrate on wat the teachers are saying.

its all so.. vague?

and so i've to bear the consequence of my act of neglect.

my position in class?

the worst that i've ever gotten in the history of my sch days.

needless to say

the worst time to get it too.

hah.

ppl just dont understand.

tried explaining my situation.

my stand.

but no.

i'm set to follow the blardy flow.

why can't i have the best of the two worlds?

hell no.

wat are my choices?

na da.

this is my life.

why am i still clinging on to u?
the reality is crystal clear.
it was agreed upon that there's no way we cud be together.
we both know that one day we're gonna have to let go of each other.
but i just.. cant.

y??

2007-05-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

to err is human. right?
n they say its not really abt how big or how horrible the mistake is, but wat u learn from it.

then why is it ppl repeat the same mistake over n over again? even after saying to themselves "ok so that was a mistake. i wont do it again." thats wat u call learning from mistake right?

gaaaaaaaaa~

silly + idiot + subconscious = repeat the same darn mistake.

is it just the human nature? n this is the reason of kewujudan the word "repent"? but to think, isnt it sheer stooopidness that u know its a mistake n yet u do it again?

also,

they say when there is a will, there is a way. is it really true? personally to me, there are things that even how bad u want ém to happen, it just couldnt happen. simple as that.

even how much u ponder over it and rack ur brains to find just one simple solution, u just could not find it. even with the aid of gd brains and experience.

yet again,

nothing is impossible right?

"kun fayakun"

(aper ni hajar, bobal belit2 sehh.)

dats exactly wats on my mind.

positive: impossible is nothing!
negative: face the reality gal!!

part of me is just letting it go. but yea i have to admit, the other part of me is still holding on. tight.

but how??

n we're back to square one. again.

i'm just mad at myself. heh. tu je.

tgh xm................

2007-05-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

well ok. skrg tgh xm. truth is i dun feel as if skrg tgh xm. really!
mcm gi sch, msk claz uat excercise, den go home.
no xm jitters, xm fever or watsoever. na-da.
am i abnormal?

da la tk blaja. heh. mon was insya'n sorf. well at least insya' i did hafal the mufradat (vocab). but i kinda underestimated ust bahar's paper. nmpk mcm tk bnyk the qstns. but end up tk abez uat. yep. my mistake. i admit. ni kes da t'biasa ngn ust razif nye paper lahh. hehe.

as for sorf, i only went thru the qaída kat tusyen. tk sempat hafal pon. n yet, i entered the xm room dgn confident skali. haha. even masa nk klua uma pagi tu, mama was lyk worried abez nye coz tk nmpk i blaja. n dgn selambanya i said, alahh insyaAllah bole uat nye. overconfident la pulak. but alhamdulillah dpt uat. =)

then juz now was nahu. i need to score this paper. coz nahu is lyk one of my strong subj lah. n again, tk sentuh pon buku smp lah td pagi. the day b4 chatting lahh.. tgk tv lahh.. heh! den td pagi pon stakat go thru notes yg ust bagi. b4 nk msk xm room aru flip thru the book. n hamdan lillah dpt uat. =)

so tmr is tafsir. ni jap lagi aru nk bukak buku. with my dear tafsir maraghi by my side. well at least i hope jap lg mood nk blaja tu ada lahh. bole gitu ehh. haha.

btol jgk lahh they say bile da preu2 ni bnyk btol dugaan de. dis is part of it lahh. xm pon mcm tk xm. malas sgt nk blaja.

btw, i'm sunburnt. yep. da gelap sgt. hehe. pasal archery kat asyakirin. sat the whole day there. n sun half day je. coz lpaz tu gi tusyen. panas de masyaAllah. details next tym lahh k. then org seme igt sal mandi laut. tcr yasmin said, u ni org blaja during the weekends u plak pegi mandi laut.
haha. kn da nmpk sgt yg aku ni tk blaja. sheesh!

gamble gamble n gamble. tk pna nk blaja btol2. klw klua ape yg da blaja, den alhamdulillah. klw tk, nasib ar. haiyyo. when am i gonna snap out of this lazy n heck-care syndrome? hmmmmmmm...

happy bday nina!!

2007-05-04T09:24:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a short one.

a really really short entry.

oh btw today alj cuti. hehehe.

so later going to dee's house to study.

but i really need to post this.

HAPPY 17TH BDAY NINA!!! (she's the one in green btw)

yeah i know i wished u already but i just have to put this up in my blog. hahaha. n obviously i dun have a pic of u only so t'paksa ltak gamba ni. hehe. all the best k dear cousin!

btw Mak Uda says Happy Birthday n may u success in ur O's insya-Allah.

dats it. daa~

qiyam n maulid

2007-04-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

ni pics tym qiyam n the next day maulid.

before this ade rewang. lepas tu kne mandi n kai baju wite. my towel color BLUE!! hehe. aru beli tau! sal lupe nk bwk. hahaha.

the nite start off with dibaí mostly from the preu gals. n some sec 4's.

ni lahh bakat2 yg t'pendam kakak2 kte ni ade. cewahh~
after dat seme lepak je... ukhuwwah yg t'jalin... =)
then we kena help out with the board thingy....

the next day... maulud! =) these were some of the performances...

BROTHERS

then ade bnyk gerai2 yg dibuka. mostly manned by bdk2 alj themselves.

ni bdk2 entrepreneur. bagus lerr. kecik2 da berniaga yek.. nnt da besar bukak company sendri jadi tauke ice jelly ke.. air mango ke.. mesti meletop!

wahhh! nmpknye kakak2 kte pon tknk ketinggalan menonjolkn bakat kebisnes-an mereka.. klw lelaki ble uat, we can do better!

ni pulak abg2 yg bertulisan cantik...

ni alj nye gallery. ehh tu kn syamil yg ade album solo sendri tu ke???

not forgetting archery booth. cey mcm paham je kakak tu ehh..ni pulak.. ermm.. tgh mengkaji cuaca? 'panas yek hari ni... hmmm..'. ala kot2 tgh tgk awek nun di sana. haha. =P

cikgu jumli aka the ever smilling cikgu, dear ust syed maqsud n ust roslan aka sibawaihi?

ust ahmad aka the nasyid guy n.. i dunno. anak de ehh?

jeng jeng jeng. ohh no. apa itu?? #shocked face#

so dats it. =) credits to maan for all the pics! syukran!

miscellenous pics

2007-04-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

so i found my usb adapter!! yey! hehe. so ya i'm posting pictures. but kinda lyk randomly ahh. enjoy!

coolness kan?? too bad this is not my shot. masih t'kial2 using the sight thing. haha. ni maan nye. she's pretty good sehh. n yeah she actually kinda "paksa" me to put up this pic in my blog AND mention her name. no shame! hehe so maan this pic specially 4 u. haha. ;)

this is MY shot. haha. really. bkn kne board tau. kena kayu yg pat side board de. yep dats how bad my shooting using sight is. ahakz!

candid shot. kong asam tol maan. yeah burok i know. tgh mengenang nasib lahh... hehe. abe shooting terok!

yeah sofyan u can do it! he keeps saying dat he's short n tk smp. so i kinda paksa him ar. smp la pulak. see. its all abt confidence. cey mcm paham.

he came coz kat uma boring. haha. well at least he got to do the abseiling thing. cool kn?

i just have to put up this pic! hehehe. kiut kn maan?? its lyk u can only see her head bobbing on top of the board. nmpk sgt... ermm.. hehe. u noe wat. =P

the result of archery. yes. n its my gold badge. nasib baik dpt baru nye. moral of story: nak main archery bukak lahh segala badge2 yek.

sesungguhnye ni tkde kne mengena ngn archery. rmbr my post abt along t'langgar krete org? hah ni lahh de. but skrg da repair lahh. ayah had to fork out ard 400 -if i'm not wrong- juz for this. n even tho krete org tu suffer minor damage, kena nearly 300 seh. wow.

this were some of the chocs yg mama n ayah beli tym pat europe.

ni lahh de pesanan terakhir buat kte adik beradik. haha. mama kanchiong seyy nk tinggalkn kte. relek ar..

a fren said i'm a health freak juz bcoz i eat this salad thing. pe jek!!

ni lahh de hp bdk row blakang. hehe. tk penting. ya i know. tym ni tgh boring ar. tkde keje. hee.

ni lg satu gamba tym tgh btol2 nye boring n rasa mendak tym blaja. pls dun do this k. its unhealthy.

need i say more???

dis was during the nasyratul akhbar. didnt put my heart in doing this. pasal da btolnye pnat. too many things on my mind. so preu1 gals they won. followed by huri n fiza. 3rd place fiz n fattah. marha marha!! =)

kes senyum paksa sehh. haha. actually ni da btol nye tired.

yep. i made this mess during the filming of my akhbar. hehe.

maan n amany mcm paham. haha. but style ahh. cuma sedey sehh juz coz preu1 boys drg took a lot tym, film kte tk abez tunjok. btol2 stop tym tgh tunjok grp ni. n kire drg disqualified ahh. buang masa sehh. upset.

haha. me zul n amany uat our own version of fear factor. evrybody had to try. n it taste URGH!! tk sedap sehh! ewww! tgk je da mcm gross kn. buat keje bodo ni pat LJS. hehe. then sayang ar, i took a video of kte seme tgh try this awful thing. but then all the videos n pics file not supported. woah. wat the...??? sumting wrong wif my hp gaknye.

hehehe. i juz had to take this pic. tgh dlm mrt. was holding my hp ar. abe nmpk ade tissue. i tot it was juz lyk mcm de t'pijak ke ape ar. den tgk btol2 ehh apesal pat dlm kasut de. due2 plak tu! burok kan?? i was smiling2 sorg2 sehh. geli hati! klw melecet pon jgn lahh buat mcm gitu. da lahh slua 3/4. hehehe.

ni lahh de the most jambu-est gal in our class. hehe.

bal pulak de mng the most classic guy in our class. sana sini ngn kain pelekat de. haha.

akhir skali marilah kte mengambil pedoman dari sedutan episod "jejak kasih" ini.

dua sahabt Yun dan Dah telah berkelahi kerana sabab min asbab. mereka telah memutuskan hubungan persahabatan kerana perkelahian tersebut.

Dah: kte da malas nk layan awk lg! hmph!

Yun: da ar! kte tknk geng awk lg!

Dah: kte pon! bluek!!

masing2 tetap dgn ego mereka. tiada satu pon yg hendak mengalah. maka drg pon "lost contact".

beberapa tahun kemudian, Dah menelefon krew "jejak kasih" dan meminta kami menjejaki Yun. selang beberapa jam kemudian, kami mendpt panggilan yg sama dr Yun. maka dgn mudahnya kami telah mengaturkan perjumpaan antara mereka.

Dah: yun!! i'm sowwy. i promise i wun do it again. (in a cute2 manner)

Yun: kte jd fwen balik k?

Dah: okey!

maka berakhirlah kisah ini with a happy ending. awwwwwwwwww. oh btw jam tu adalah hadiah dr krew jejak kasih utk mereka.

hahaha. amcm?? lame. ya i know. hehe. saja je ltak nk kacau yun n aidah. hehe. sorry ehh krg. heee! daaa!

my tests

2007-04-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

yey!! finally!! no sch!!!

for sat, sun n tues only. duh.

i'm sick of all those afalan. really. afal utk subjs yg tk perlu. for me its lyk as if hadaf belajar tu tk kesampaian. org yg paham but tk afal, wun get thru coz ust nk bulat2 dr buku. then org yg afal tp tk paham can pass with flying colors. wat the..??

of all the 4 tests yg aru lepas, i'm only confident in balaga. ust syed maqsud is undoubtedly the cutest ust in alj. truly. no no ni bkn nk ampu ehh coz xm de sng.
he marked our xm paper on the spot. with his dear magnifying glass. hehe. tkde org pon dpt cross ke ape. seme tick. den i think he sensed the nervousness in me when he was marking my paper n he was lyk "la takhafiin insyaAllah tanjah" with his arab slang n his reassuring smile. haiz. even papa ros aka the teddy bear, ust aqil aka ust "hacks", ust yusuf aka the gorgeous ust, ust ali who has the most peminat in sch (at least dats wat i think lahh coz bnyk sec gals go ga-ga over him when they see him. haha. dun ask me y. i've totally no idea) n ust hatta with his dimple n all pon kalah ngn cuteness ust syed maqsud. hehehe. =P
note: ni seme hanyalah pandangan umum pelajar alj semata mata n bkn my personal opinion.

then qawaid. did i ever mentioned that ust mokhson gave us MA nye standard test paper? yep. even sepandai2 ust bahar pon when he saw the paper he had to read it lyk several tyms before he actually understand wat its all abt. the best part was, there was no qstn. really. de cume ade one paragraph. then 5 statements. dats it. rupe2nye kne talk abt the 5statements. the paragraph was only there to gv us the rough idea abt the whole topic which is abt niat. wahh piangg eyy! evrybody sort of lyk kena culture shock gitu bile tgk the paper n seme lyk gabra. haha. i took lyk nearly 15mins to kickstart my writing. n i just wrote watever i felt lyk writing. heh.

mustola. as usual. qstn afalan. sumting which i'm really BAD in. so dun even try to ask me how was it. but its all over now. tgh tawakkal jek. doakn all of us pass mustola k? syukran jazilan. =)

lastly usul. bingit sehh. there were 3sections. of all yg paling confiden le jwp n the one yg paling nk score was sect3. de mintk 3misal for each qa'idah. so buat ahh. i spent most of the tym doing dat. then move on sect1. cuma dpt jwp lyk 1 n half out of 3qstns? teruk ahh. tk cukop tym. sect2 paling susah ahh. dat one main hentam je. then bile nk abez tym, ust ckp yg sect3 cuma tulis 1misal je sal tk cukop tym. wat the hell?? i was blardy pissed off sehh!! so bnyk tk sempat abizkn ar. overall my usul test: rabak giler nye.

basically i'm screwed lahh. slack abez sehh my studies. i really salute sape yg kuat afalan n they actually understand ape yg drg afal. to those yg afal je "kal babgha' " n they actually get gd grades, tk respect ahh.

anybody got photocopy kinda brain? can i borrow? please? pretty please?? with a cherry on top? -desperate gal

blah

2007-04-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

actually this is the worse tym to blog. coz as i've mentioned

mon : test balaga

tues : test mustola (i'm sooooo not prepared! urgh!)

wed : test usul

yep. mutataliyah. which translated to berterusan or continuously. hmm.

so yesterday had archery course level 1. my shooting sucks. big tym. especially during the test. yeah i know i totally screwed up. the only reason i got the probational cert is becoz abg hatta tk sampai hati nk fail kn. i think. da la dtg lmbt. haha. overslept sey! start kul 8, 7:50 aru bgn. heh. so bad. yah i know. hee.

surprisingly the anger from such a minor n small problem can consume n took over me during the test. hish. da lah nampak as if tgh attitude dat tym. moral of the story : jgn pandang remeh benda yg kecik. but alhamdulillah evrything da settle. n apologies to abg hatta for not giving my best yesterday. after exam i'll train btol2 use the sight thing again k.

then on fri after sch we held a surprise party for hakimah (19) n sarya (20). bnyk btol dosa kte ehh ari tu asik kelentong org jek. haha. lagi2 aidah. *wink* hehehe. so here are some pics. tk bnyk lahh.

ni de b'day gal yg da ehem "dewasa". ceyy! ahakz! sarya n hakimah.

the b'day gals cutting their cakes. kimah overexcited sehh.. ahakz! muke maintain ar beb!

ok so i was caught eating tgh diri. "abey kerusi seme occupied! hmph!" ya ya its still wrong. kids, pls dun do this k.

see! i'm a gd gal after all! mkn dudok ar! =P

actually before this ade episode "jejak kasih". kte menjejaki pasangan sahabat yg terpisah. panjang ar cite de. yg penting da dipertemukn. tu pasal lah senyum de melebar jek.. hee!

ni lahh muke abg2 kte dapat mkn kek free.. haha!

the b'day gal n their prezzys!!

so dats it.... =) hope u guys suke ngn surprise tu. sorry klw its too simple ke ape.

hmm.. nk blog sal ape lg ehh? bnyk sbenarnye yg da b'laku. but memandangkn exam is near n strangely i miss studying academic subjects, especially math n eng, i'm gonna post pictures kte gi arnold -tcr nana belanje!!-.

this pic was taken masa me blum sampai. everybody looks ohh-so-swit. =)

ape sbenarnye masalah yun n maan?? hmmm....

alalala.. swit kn tcr nana? hehe.. ehh jap. asal mcm ade org missing gitu? hmm?

aaaahh! baru complete! td pic amany tkde! tehehe! sowwy beb!

tk sempat nk smile. heh. sedap ar ayam die. mesti ar. kata mkn free. hehe.

hehe! actually sya nk amik gamba ngn dee. me kepo2! hehehe!

huda aru tau yg dat day tcr blanje. padehal de lahh one of the important person yg kne ade pat situ. so tcr paksa de tron gak, n i hv to teman her. took my own sweet tym to eat. hehe.

i lyk this pic. tgk muke tcr. hehehe. kiut kn?? ade lahh tu. if i'm not mistaken she gave me "the face" to make sure me teman huda smp de abez mkn. hehe.

me n amany! =)

den after dat sum of us singgah TKC jap mkn ice-cream. hehehe.

malas ar nk ltak pape gamba lg. hehehe. remind me to put up gamba maulid n qiyam yg b4 dat.

cume dis last gamba....

....ditujukan khas kepada org2 yg tk agree that i wanna be rich. i have my own reasons. pasal ah.

so dats it everybody. doakn k dpt buat all the test. ameen! =)

to a certain someone (this tym its for u ok. hehe) : i'm cool with evryting. really. dun feel guilty or watsoever tau. cuma i just hope dat things will be as per how it was before it all started. k? for me, benda da lepas. malas nk pikir2 lg. u take care k. keep in touch. aja doakn u'll get wat u want ASAP.. =)

hectic

2007-04-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

hectic hectic hectic.

gotta finish up my nasyratul akhbar by tmr.

study qawaid for test on thurs. (a subj yg tk pna concentrate!)

finish up usul by mon.

afal 9pages of qur'an.

afal mustola.

revise back balaga for mon test.

sumbat all the hafalan for last mustola test on tues.

n usul fiqh test on wed.

need i say more?

i want to kayak!

cannot upload pics!!

2007-04-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeee~ hey guys!! woah so long sehh neva blog. been busy ley. really. sch's damn hectic rite now. bleargh!! oh ya btw i've got a bad news. my hp's usb meragam. n my mini sd nye adapter... well.. i kinda misplaced it. heee. moral of the story: no pics for this tym nye post. really sorry.

k so juz now kena taqdim fiqh. fas was absent. so twas up to me, maan n azlina to run the show. i pity maan actually coz she slept lyk only few hours to finish up the slides for this taqdim. thanks ehh. so we agreed that i will do the reading n azlina will handle the syarah. we already booked the com lab for both periods since we wasnt sure whether ustaz wanted the taqdim during the 1st or the 2nd. n from wat i know is that taqdim cuma 1period jek. that was wat other groups kena lah. so i told ust dat taqdim was the 2nd one. HISSAH SANIAH. n he said ok. so we waited for him to enter claz. few mins pass die lum naik2. the 3 of us baru nak turon gi com lab check mana tau ust sala paham ke, den baru die masok claz. angry. he said he checked pat com lab n it was written there da booked for 2periods. so die ingt 1st period pon sama. i tried explaining to him but standard ah ust je yg menang pe. n he said "klw taqdim 1period aje, taqdim ape tu name de??". woahh piang ey! maan n me were pissed off ar. then bile pat com lab, we edited some stuff yg maan tersala type seme sambil tunggu yg lain masok, then ust suro kite start cepat in a well, not so polite tone? haiyyooo. betol2 teruji sey kesabaran. den masa tgh syara plak, ada this one part abt ikhtilaf ara' ulama'. ade yg kata akikah tu sunnah n ada yg kata ibaha. den de tanye knape drg cakap mcm gitu, den i said lahh becoz pemahaman drg berbeza bila baca that particular hadis. den bole tanye lg knape pemahaman drg bole berbeza. huh?? how am i suppose to answer dat?? woahh........ even dlm buku tu pon tk elaborate apa2. wadoiiiiii. n lastly, kte lum abez baca dat slide, de da tanye abt topic lain. topic yg ada btol2 pat the next slide. bile azlina kata kite nk continue the presentation, ust mati2 tk bg. de suro jawap soalan de dulu. maan was lyk "wei ans de pat next slide!!" n i was going lyk "tau!! tp ust tk bg kte continue~" haha. kecoh kan. but alhamdulillah. everything da settled. n pls jgn sala paham eh, mmg td kte bingit ngn ust. tp bile evryting da selesai, da tkde perasaan mara ke ape lagi lahh terhadap ust. jgn igt kte damn de pulak. no. we still do respect him k.

ohh ya btw mama n ayah skrg overseas. they went for a holiday at amsterdam n paris. for a week. tinggal lah kite 3beradik jek. sedey kan. haha. ohh a'ahh! masa balik dari anta them pat senai airport, along drive jalan orchard ar, he actually langgar sumone else's car!!!! really!! that tym jam ar.. kinda lyk the move a bit then stop, move summore then stop, kinda jam ar. then the car in front suddenly jam brake. along nk brake pon tk sempat. woahh i totally freaked out sehh! nasib baik krete org tu cuma damage sikit jek. krete kite yg terok. haha. tp krete de krete mazda. bangsa yg klw anta gi repair pat agent, kena mahal giler nye. n bersyukur sgt2 the owner of the car is an understanding n gentle guy. he said he dont want to make a huge fuss abt this incident. tknk smp report2 ke aper ar. he just asked for a token of compensation. de tknk anta repair then give along the receipt coz it will cost along a bomb ar. parah ahh along. ni 2nd tym tau de langgar vehicle lain. ishhhhhh. so now waiting for ayah to alik, name an amount to compensate that guy.keco keco.....

the thing when mama tkde pat uma, kne beli makan sendri kn. masalah yg paling besar yg ku hadapi is deciding wat to buy for lunch n dinner. dilemma sehh! really! haha! my main concern is always abt food. hehe. smp td sarya tnye, "heran ahh hajar asik makan jek, tp tk kenyang2. hajar mkn smp tahap mana tu baru rasa kenyang??" ahakz! n how am i suppose to answer dat? tehehe. so just now alek sch gi PS jap stakat nk pegi secret recipe to buy cheesecake yg ku idam2kan. hehehe. ehhh penting ar! i just had to satisfy my craving for cheesecake. eyy idop cuma skali beb! nnt da tua tkle makan lg bende2 ni seme. tkt diabetes! heeeeee.

actually bnyk lagi lahh cerita. gamba2 yg tk dpt di upload ke com. but now i wanna eat. nari dinner beli pat long john. hehe. nta la sok nk beli ape pulak ehhh... hmmmmmmmmmmmm. daaa~

ps: sorry ehh tk dpt reply tags. boleh baca but nk jawap tu ada masalah sket..................

"kte doakn yg terbaik utk awk.. insya-Allah awk akan jmpe ape yg awk cari selama ni. bg kte, pengalaman ini sedikit sebnyk membuka mata kte... walaupun skejap, it taught me a lot. cuma secara jujurnya, i felt as if this whole thing created a distance between us. we werent lyk how we used to be. maybe its just me. i dunno. but ya, mcm terasa sikit ar. kadang2 mcm terfikir, was the concern really abt me? or was it abt u? ni BKN nk mintk simpati ke perhatian or watsoever. sekadar nk luahkn ape yg terpendam. maybe i'm sensitive. so be it..."

mukhayyam '07!

2007-03-17T02:03:00.000+08:00

so last mon, tues n wed ade mukhayyam pat sch. totally cool n totally awesome! really! let the pics do the talking k? =)

i'm the only gal yg tk pakai baju sukma. sheesh!

lets get started! well actually b4 dis ade werkshop abt personality. cool ar. n ni da bagi2 grp.

abg hatta giving away our rations for 5meals! n yes kte kne masak sendri... btw, perasan tk ade 2bulan mengambang? hehehe. jgn mara! =)

thats our tent! besar kn?? n tu seme my grp member. plus sarya lum dtg..

yep dats me tgh bg tazkira. k fine not really tazkira lahh. more to munaqasha. n sharing of experience. tazkira mendak ar babe!!

me posing wif homer simpson. hehe.

archery. konon mcm da terer ar. jd kne tlg bdk2 tuuu.. =P

amcm?? ada gaya tk? hehe... "ready!! bows up!"

"pull the string n aim~" cey t'klua seme urat2 pat tgn. ahakz!

"lepazkn!" woohoo! even tho not really pat center, still consider good mahh.. heee!

cooking tym! me n zainab. ramai org kata kte adek beradik coz muke kte same. hehe. ehh??

actually ni tym abseiling.. tknk ltak gamba pakai harness seme coz burok sgt. hehe. jd ltak lahh gamba ni. me n nas. she's in my grp. btw, masa abseiling kaki ade t'hentak tembok! best! lebam sehh! ahakz!

gamba ni plak tym tgh tunggu nk pray. sorry ehh sesape yg muke dpt stengah jek. heee.

ni plak tym kayak. abg2 kite tangkap macho ngn life jacket drg. konon feeling mcm lifeguard2 pat baywatch ar. haha!

sempat posing lagik abg hatta kte! cey konon mcm kiut gitu.. haha. i wonder if he can see without his glasses... hmmm..

so they taught us how to paddle....

then tym to angkat the boats n kayak! weee~! ohh ya btw, me dee min zainab sufi n wan capsized. tehehehe.

then mlm ade cooking competition! ahakz! zainab, me n sarya nga cook...

me with our dish. mee goreng udon. looks nice n taste nice. btol! cume kte tk mng coz bnyk goreng. haha!

told u! menyelerakn rite?? haa! tgk lahh sape yg msk! heee!

b4 hiking kte 3 kelam kabot lari naik atas ltak our cooking stuff. the secret to our faster-than-lightning sprint? converse shus of coz! ahakz!

baru2 start hiking jgk..

door ape ehh? haa! ni lahh de door pat bridge de..

me on da bridge.. soo cool man!

sarya, adik sharifa n me.. pat bridge jgk..

me n sarya pat the final tangga after a whole flight of stairs kte naik. its an accomplishment!! haha!

me n syila resting jap.....

ni lah de natijah after 3hour plus of hiking.. =) such a nice scenery.. subhanallah..

fun kann?? haa tu lahh de. n also ada dis one activity called niteline. kte seme blindfolded then kne jalan ikot tali. best tu best, but as a leader yg kne jln paling depan skali, i had to endure the torture of langgar mcm2 benda, t'hantok dua kali pat tembok (kuat) n also t'gelincir pat tangga. hah. dats it. bye!

mu'tamar waqf

2007-03-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

k 1st of all, td ada cite "impian siti hajar"! hehehe. so sedey seyy cite de. serves her ex hubby rite for mengzalimi such a nice lady. hmph! fiza n huri i dun care but ako is a bad guy! ade ke patot he did that to siti hajar?? sheesh! i cant n wun accept dat! ceyy.. emo lg. ahakz!

the waqf conference thing at FULLERTON. totally awesome man! yeah! i mean i do understand most of wat they said n dat makes me feel lyk.. an important person there? haha! n also a sense of belonging. doesnt mean dat i'm a madrasah student, i'm only considered mcm belen2 gitu. but there were some parts lah that i was lyk totally lost. n nearly doze off. hehe. but the highlite of the event was obviously THE FOOD! really! especially the cheesecake. my goodness.. *drools* k snap out of it hajar! dat was lyk once in a lyftym thing. hehe. n the ppl there they really welcomed us. after everyting had ended, the mufti himself n encik Alami Musa came to us n asked whether this conference thing is beneficial for us. then the organizers also came to us.. so yah. twas totally cool!

inside fullerton's toilet. class u! haha! standard ahh touch up2 seme. n standard jgk i'm the 1st person yg da ready. yg pat blakang tu mady..

me, huda n aisya.. ni aru2 nk start tu pasal muka seme smgt.. hehe

this was during the teabreak if i'm not wrong.. nyummy! hehe.

so i was starting to get sleepy.. see how thick my coffee is??nk stay awake punye pasal!

this was one of the things that i did to stay awake.. hehe.

then finally, EATING TYM!! hehehe. i took nearly evrything.. n somehow the plate's kinda too small. heeee. sedap kan?? sayang sehh my pic of the dessert tk jadi.. klw tdk, meleleh air liur krg tgk! ahakz!

evrybody's enjoying their meal.. esp mady. btolnye menikmati makanan de! hehe.

see the happy look on my face??? haha!

then it was tym for zohor prayers. they actually booked a room (512 izit?) juz for praying. cool ehh. pe lg, ku n fiza pon posing lahh. hehe.

with huri.. cian de selsema.. u shud've seen her nose.. mcm the red-nose reindeer. hehehe. jgn mara! =)

mezti krg heran kn ni ape. hehe. ni lahh de permandangan dari bilik tu. ahakz!

the happy, full n contented look.

the bed i tell u, btol nye tempting sehh. really! so tkle salakn lahh bdk2 maarif ni over excited.. hehe.

me n fiza pon ape lg, naik ar atas katil de! hehehe!

so it was tym to get ready.. fiza, step kiut perr! ahakz! mady smgt kai celak.....

ni in the lift, da lmbt2 pon sempat posing lg. heh.

after da kenyang seme, ape lagi, makinlah ngantok. aisya aisya.. sempat ko tdo.. hehe.

n it finally ended.. =)

aaaarrrrrrghhh!! bingit!

2007-03-11T13:20:00.000+08:00

i'm pissed off. blardy pissed off. n dissapointed.

firstly, krg mintak kte tlg. n this is you ppl's way of showing ur interest? "janji melayu". pah! even dat's better. dari tk dtg terus. forget it lahh. klw yg lain nk ajar tu drg nye pasal. as for me, JGN HARAP. iye2 je nk turon. huh! go to hell. at least klw krg lmbt, aku tk pasal. but this?

secondly, penting ehh nk kne msg smrg the day b4, waste my precious sms, juz to inform krg seme? kan last week kte da ittifaq yg akan ade. klw tkde kte inform lahh. tkde initiative sendri ke nk tanye?? n pls lahh jgn nk mengamok atau salahkn aku. ohh, sakit ati? aku ape lagi ehh??

thirdly, jgn jd pampered sgt boleh tk?? harapkan org jek. sendri bgn pagi2 tkle ke?? ehh tk.. nk kne org kejotkn jgk. tu pon nasib aku call. aku da klua uma aru krg bgn. bagus. bagus sgt.

lastly, org tgh bingit understand lahh sket. ehh tk. mcm2 soalan ko tnye. klw ko pat dpn aku, mmg da kena sepak seh.

klw tk mampu nk bgn pagi2, JGN MIMPI konon NK KEEP FIT. read this carefully : RELEK SUA! utk sesape yg terasa n marah ngn post aku dis tym, I DUN GIVE A F*CKING DAMN. rasa dulu ape yg aku rasa. baru boleh bukak mulot krg. k? dats it.

2007-03-09T02:21:00.001+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

2007-03-09T02:19:00.001+08:00

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.

You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

2007-03-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

2007-03-09T02:05:00.001+08:00

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

b'day!

2007-03-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

k ni seme pics tym kte celebrate bday yun n aidah. =) sorry fiz ku curik pic2 ni seme. heee.

ni la b'day gals nyer...... da besaaaar rupenye anak mak ni yek.. hehe.

tgh makaan!! yeyy!! haha. jemput! az ni ape hal pulak tutop muke. aperrrrr jek. hehe.

yey! enjoying ourselves! hehe. yg aja tgh tutop mata tu knape ehh? hahaha. ohh ya btw chili sos tu satu kejayaan tau aja dpt bukak!! punye ketat tutop de!

abez meja guru tu penoh ngn mknan. hehe. plz do maafkan "kesopanan" cara ku dudok yek. hee. tgh khusyuk tu mkn ayam kfc! best gler!!

alahh b'suap2 lg. menyampahnye. hehehe. sme muke da kenyang sehh.
n as usual, ku lahh juara b'tahan bab mkn ni! nyahaha!
abe aja srg je yg ade "expandable
stomach". ahakz! seme org mkn sket sehh.
diet ke??

dah lame sey tk update..

2007-03-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

okay so its been lyk more than a week since i last updated. yeah i'm bad. i know. 1st of all, my nokia's memory card is 1GB!! no more 64MB! ahakz! ayah won 22nd prize in a chinese new yr lucky draw or sumting.. i was actually anticipating a notebook. coz its lyk rectangular in shape n quite thin. n 22nd prize? waddya expect?? WOAH! total coolness! ayah won a mini SD n its adapter 1GB!! n the only person in this house who can use that kinda memory card is me. me myself n i only. heee! so obviously aja yg kebas lah! muahaha! yey! nasib baik lom beli lg sehh. coz ade jgk niat nk beli only that i dun have the tym. so alhamdulillah. =) actually last week da dpt. n ni jap lg aru nk sumbat mcm2 mp3 kat dlm. hehehe.

22nd:

so the imtihan tauhid was quite difficult actually. i didnt really understand the 1st qstn. hee. so juz wrote wateva i wanna write. haha. really. but alhamdulillah the 2nd qstn was ok.

23rd:

we got taqdim tafsir. me, maan, azlina n fas. afwan sgt2 sal last minit. i only kuakn the points the day b4. then igt nk scan n send to maan via emel. tp tk dpt2! i was on the verge of tears seh! coz we cudnt use the com lab. da fully booked. so t'pasksa kai transparency. then nk kne type n print pat transparency lg. so last2 paksa maan msk msn n gv her the points. leceh sehh. haha. so that day jgk, pagi2, i dragged azlina n fas gi claz, n explain to 'em. nasib baik drg paham. gd job ppl! am so proud of u all. even tho last minit abez, we managed to pull it off well. =)

n at last i managed to finish the prefect nye lauhah. hamdan lillah. credits to aimaan. she did all of dat. urgh. forgot to take a pic of that. hee. sorry.

so instead this pic tym tgh stress nk abizkn uat dat board. muke pnat sehh. haha. n dat ting i'm holding?? totally cool i tell u! de really balance on my fingertip. yep. its all abt science n balancing.

qiyam went quite ok i guess. i was really worn out sehh. ahakz! finishing the board den got the archery practice. nasib baik halimah n the others tolong cover2 kn. syukran jazilan. barakallahu fiikunna. =) cume sedey sket lahh coz the turn up cume sket jek. coz ramai yg bz with the deco for the open house the next day. yep. actually they shud juz cancel the qiyam sehh. bdk2 seme pnat. but tkle lahh tu agaknye. then i actually slept at 3am! tolong ustaz jum'ah with all the lauhah. nk dkt seme lauhah sehh de tukar. hehe. but ust da mintk tlg kn. cian de. nasib baik sempat bgn for qiyam. haha. tk sempat solat jemaah. tu yg sedey. but ok lahh. at least dpt kn. the best part was when ustzh fatimah talked abt fadilat2 ma'surat. tk pna tau sehh. n i was quite surprised baaaaaaaaaaaanyak sgt kelebihan de. n ape yg ustzh blang tu aru sikit. ade lg. subhaanallah.

got the open house. jaga the archery booth. n aja main bnyk kali sehh. ahakz! smp lebam2 tgn dibuatnye. keke. but it was sooo fun. totally.

26th:

absent. huahua. actually malas nk gi sch. hehe. i was sooo tired sehh. n ade imtihan qur'an. tp lum afal. heee. so gi poly. stakat nk amik MC skali haaa kau! kne amik blood test sehh! argh! pe saje!

27th:

alhamdulillah imtihan qur'an dpt jgk lahh. insya-Allah le pass. amiiin. then start my talaqqi with dearest ustzh fatimah. =)

1st march:

got the archery thing after sch. kte more to ajar org lahh. konon da terer. kwang3. then ada org bg pinjam laptop de!! coz i need to type my at-least-5pg-usul-so-called-thesis. n my com yg ade arab crash n burn. juz when i badly need it. sheesh. truthfully klw aja ade laptop even tho a spare one, tak rasa sehh nk pinjamkn org. this really opened my eyes. imagine smorang b'pikiran lyk me. ishh! merana lahh aku kne tulis tu usul kai tgn with my ohh so tk lawa handwriting. so ya. but dun start approaching me mintk pinjam lappy plak. coz aja tkde tau! hehe. syukran jazilan kasiran ehh pinjamkn. u're my lifesaver! haha. tknk lahh blang sape. nnt krg pikir lain ahh.

this is the borrowed lappy. gamba ni amik tym pagi2 before nk mskkn dlm bag n return it to its owner. konon sedey ar nk b'pisah ngn lappy ni. smp amik2 gamba seme. haha. juz hopefully tuan empunya tk mara i publish gamba lappy de pat sini. heeee.

2nd:

after sch terus alik. gotta finish my dear usul. kuakn points then bersengkang mata sampai lahh pukul 5 the next day. really. heck i'm a horrible arabic typer. then why do u think in a group i always have to do things lyk translating n kuakn points? n tkde kne mengena ngn type2 ni seme?? hehehe.

k den dgn semangatnye ku menampal the arabic letters. hahaha. pathetic.

sedaaaaaaaap kaaaaaaannn?? hehehe. oreo cheesecake. beli kat royals. haiz. best! jgn jelez....

3rd:

jumpe maan kul 10 gitu then sama2 anta the usul. thanks maan for printing out my copy for me. then main archery! huahuahua. perasan tk i'm lyk addicted to archery?? hahaha. coz de nye benda2 seme da dipasang. tinggal main jek. so mcm tempting gitu. abe abg hatta bg green light. ape lg. hehe. tp obviously kena simpan alek sendri lahh. rajin plak abg hatta layankn kte seme. haha. so this tym me, maan n kima seme kai the sight thing. cey mcm paham. after dat tgn lebam lg. haha. dis tym mcm scary sket ar lebam de. but they say, no pain no gain. cedebahh!! jayyid aja!! =P

4th:

main netball! there was only the 7 of us. so main half court. at least our stamina better than the previous game. improvement ar konon. ahakz! nasib baik tk kne sunburn sgt. argh!! tknk gelap!! then yah ajak gi uma de to washup n go tusyen. weeeeee!

okay erm muke mepek. haha. ni grp far, kim n fiz. i'm the neutral center.

ni "converse" grp. nape name camtu? tgk pt bawa. hee. haa. ni muke orite sket. haha.

pasal ni lahh name team "converse". sal seme kai converse shu. hehe. style kan?? the black one zul nye, the darker blu maan, brown color yah n mine's the lite blu.

lawa kann?? hahaha. tk penting. yes i noe. yg black nmpk stokin tu kima nye. black sport shu cam ade mera2 gitu fiz. n yg nmpk kaki tu far.

5th:

can u believe it? kte main archery lg. hahahahaha. jeles kan?? abe banin main. nk jgk! lgpn amany lum pna try. so de yg paling smgt. me kim n amany. abg hatta kate klw tk terer jgk archery tk tau nk ckp ape. hahaha. sooo true man. ohh ya before dat gi yg entrepreneur thing. mcm paham sehh. tibe2 kne present. pe jek.

k gamba ni tkde kene mengena ngn archery. tp ia mengzahirkan kegilaan kte berempat. heeee.

ade2 jek nk main dlm claz!

ust razif! such a dedicated ustaz.

k pic ni dlm claz. our ohh so elegant n beautiful castle. hehehe. style kan???

so dats it! panjangnye. hahaha. rajiiiiiiiin krg baca yekk. keke. n tmr i'm going to the conference thing. pakai blazer seme! soo cool kan?? woahhh! kat fullerton hotel lg beb! tk saba nye!! k pape nnt update lg k. take care evrybody. daaaaaaaaaaa~ (btw gamba pat atas ni konon feeling2 jd prof lahh. hehehe.)

2007-02-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

forgot to add that my stamina's damn bad. had netball practice last sun n after lyk 20mins gitu dahh pancit!! ohh my! musibah kabirah! n my body ached lyk wat sehh the day after. heh heh. nmpk sgt da tk fit lagik. keke. so hopefully dis sun tk pnat sgt n can play with the sec2. paisey dok klw pancit dulu!! ahakz! juz a frenly match lahh.

btw i'm kinda doubting myself. specialist bahagian climbing?? really ahh? nta sampai nta tdk pat atas rock tu lau gi rock climbing. nyahaha.

n also td mcm suay gitu kn. tgh fening2 dlm claz, truz ust bahar panggil baca pat depan for usul. urgh! main baca je sehh! quite a num of mistakes lahh. nasib ust tk cakap pape. how to think of grammar when my head's pounding lyk crazy?? haiyyo! then after dat insya' pon same. kne panggil with madi for the munaqasha thingie. nasib sehh i still remebered all the vocabs n the story a bit lahh. so relieved sehh! n tanks mady for not bombarding me with tricky qstns. hehe. so at least da lepas lahh my part. even azlina n marhama said kecian sehh aja tgh sakit2 den due2 insya' n usul kne panggil. haha. dugaan.

2007-02-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

suffering from terrible headache. wahh pianggg eyy! i juz realised sumting. i keep falling sick. first twas the flu which alhamdulillah stopped already. n now headache..?? my immune system's low. ouch. n i actually slept lyk for an hour during mustalah? wooo. n i woke up, tgh blur2, den suddenly panic coz cant control my hand. i mean lyk my hand juz fell off from the chair!! n i was lyk ehhh?? apesal?? few seconds passed, my mind clear already den i was lyk ye'elehh.. semut2 lahh. haha. idiot. ya i noe. abe tk senonoh plak tu. bgn je tros tnye azlina qiyam nnt mkn ape. nyahaha.

ohh ya did i tell u dat test mustalah was cancelled?? weee!! really! obviously i wasnt ready at all. n was lyk dahh tawakal je lahh. tk sanggop sehh nk hafal bnyk2. coz truly, memorising is lyk one of my weakest points. soo evrybody was practically holding their breath when ust came in. n ust was lyk oblivious to the tense atmosphere, took out his book n innocently asked, nari blaja ape??. evrybody was lyk ohh hifz ust! then ha5 reminded ust n u noe wat he said?? "ohh actually bkn nari. saya cume nk kamu seme bersedia dulu saje." hehehe. juz my luck.

i'm a busy gal. yep. aside from my ohh so huge responsibility as prefect, i'm also this coming qiyam's head programmer. haiyyo. then juz not got to know for the archery n adv club i'm the specialist for the climbing stuff?? WOAHH. so juz now alhamdulillah managed to draft the program amidst the gigglings, laughings n headache. credits to kimah, maan, fiza lee n huri! yeah! juz hope the asatizah gonna approve everyting.

then tmr got test tauhid which i THINK i can handle. i kinda have a rough idea of ustzh's qstn n juz hoping for the best. dats it. doakn kte seme yek? syukran! also tmr got the crash course thing for archery. kinda looking fwd to it. total coolness. ALSO tmr have to make sure the prefects board is complete. ust sandisi's been bugging me abt it until juz now sehh. n he was lyk "mataa ya bint? ghadan? qiyamah!". but i'm really really grateful that all my frens bangsa yg le harap nye. mati sehh klw kne uat bende ni seme sendri. hamdan lillah.

ohh ya lastly i realized too that when i'm having this terrible headache, my mood's kinda terrible too. was buying bubble tea juz now (heck i need some sort of jolt to this brain of mine. brain freeze..? get it??), n the aunty was asking me got 20cent not? n i actually retorted back "no" in a.. well.. not so polite way. n the aunty gave me this surprised "relax man!" look. heehee. sowwy aunty. then there's few sec malay guys behind me going lyk ehh garangnyerrrr. kong asam btol. pegi sujud syukur aku tk ape2kn krg. hmph! mcm real jek. but after dat i tried to control lahh. got these 2 makciks peranakan lyk.. muslim lahh.. they actually bagi salam at me. n so i put on my best frenly n polite expression n answered their salam. see? i'm not so bad after all.

k got to go now peeps! makan, gosok baju n lau masih fening nk gi tdo! lau tk then maybe juz MAYBE revise my tauhid? weeeeeeee~ nyahaha! but i kinda doubt that. heehee. bye!

my new skin? nahhh

2007-02-18T02:36:00.000+08:00

changed my skin as u can see. i'm really attached to black i think. have to stop myself from choosing another black backgrd skin. my blog needs color. but this is too plain i think. maybe i'm gonna change it when i've got the tym. but i'll stick to this for the mean tym. adios ppl.

weeeeeeeeeee

2007-02-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

k sorry havent update for quite sumtym. been busy in sch. really busy. on friday me n maan actually went out of sch at 7pm! can u believe it?? soo late sehh! even ust Hasbi went home already. terror kan kte? principal pon da alek sehh. all coz of the prefect lauhah. i insisted on finishing it up dat day. even though there wasnt enuf white vanguard. coz we kinda estimated wrongly. i didnt expect maan's green splosh was dat small. so we recycled from the previous's lauhah deco. there were several thin wite strips. so tampal2 n cover2, alhamdulillah jadi! =) i was soo proud man. at 1st maan was lyk cukop ke? then i was lyk insya-Allah bole2. then cekik dara ade ke de kate susah btol dapat head kedekut! hahaha! bknnye ape, as i've said, nk abizkn everything on dat day. so da sng. can focus on other things. still a lot of things to do sehh. do taqdim tafsir. plan for qiyam. study for test. afal qur'an. i doubt maan is reading this but if u are, thanks a lot k.. for evryting. when u said u'll stand by me all the way, u really did. i wun forget this. ever.

u guys shud see the lauhah. damn pretty i tell u. n ALL credits go to aimaan. de yg wat seme. me cuma tolong gunting2 jek. i'll try to post the pic one day k. coz the pic wif yun.

so tadi celebrated yun n aidah's bday!! hehehe.. we actually held a small party in claz. i brought the cake, fries n those chicken seaweed wrap or wateva u call dat. amany brought mee. maan brought drinks. n az muffins. well that was suppose to be her breakfast btw. haha. then actually we kinda messed up yun's surprise part. kima lahh de bwk yun naik. then she was lyk ehh krg tk blang pon nk wat party. she tot we're only celebrating aida's bday. dgn selamba nye de mkn fries dulu seme. then she even put the bday thing on the cake. klaka sehh. ltak bende tu pat cake sendri! haha! even after sarya said tkmo. then we brought aida to class. then sang 'em both the bday song. aida was surprised. yun paisey. kena cilok kappa gal?? nyahaha! den we eat lor.. ohh ya even fiza came! cool rite?? ohh ya n she brought KFC. then gave 'em both the present.

after stuffing ourselves with all the food -as usual i'm the juara b'tahan when it comes to eating- we finish up our filming for the tauhid. alhamdulillah.. we managed to wrap up evryting. it was loads of fun sehh. keco.

then after that me yun n fas we pusing2 bugis. tk best sgt lahh. coz bnyk kedai tutop. then hit home.

so tmr insya-Allah in the morning we're gonna play netball. saje2 je. da lame sehh tk main. actually hadaf de nk excercise. i mean it's been quite some tym sehh tk excercise! soooo bad! confem lari2 sket je da pancit! ahakz! need to build up my stamina. nnt archery n adventure start, klw cant keep up with the kids, buat malu jekk!! haha! especially lau panjat tembok skejap da tk mampu. u'll know why. *wink* we're gonna excercise in the morning, then head to ustzh's house utk mandi n all. then tuition. juz harap2 not too tired. n ohh tmr me n maan gonna discuss abt tafsir a bit. yeah we're in the same group. cool huh?

i'm feeling more attached to my members. maybe coz we spent a lot of tym together. cant imagine when we go our separate ways. even aidah dat tym during recez mentioned sadly nnt next year cume de az far n zul je pat meja yg kte salu dok. sedey sehh. how tym flies. n u simply dun realise it. n how i miss my sis. maybe coz of my hectic schedule. mcm da lame sgt kte tige wif amany tk dok together n talk2. zul, aku rinduuuuuuuu sgt kat ko!! sorry ehh aku tk spend tym sgt ngn ko.... =(

so much things on my mind. so much things to do. responsibilities keliling pinggang. dats wat preu2 is all abt. but i accept all that. so that i'm fully prepared for Uni lyf insya-Allah. cehh! lyk they said, if u can handle preu2 alj, u can handle anything. mcm btol jek. ahakz!

btw i chatted wif masyhadi juz now! i was lyk soo shocked n surprised sehh when he added me. we all miss him. n i wonder how he looks now. n his loghat is all indon. heh. tkle disalah kn lahh.

woahh i have this tendency to update my blog once in a lot of while but wif a blardy long entry. mcm mana lahh krg le sanggop baca all this crap smp abez? haha. btw fiza wat is ur blog's url?? aku nk curik gamba td!!

dats it i guess. thanks ppl for enduring the torture of reading all this. bye.

my result

2007-02-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday didnt go sch. bad case of flu. really bad. cant breathe thru my nose. urgh.

so 9feb. ari penentuan. nyahaha. sesungguhnya ku amatlah tk berperasaan. really. i mean most of them were lyk "ehh seram nyeeee!!" esp kimah (smgt countdown summore!). but me, maan n yun? na-da. even tcr nana n tcr yasmin were freaked out. its lyk we're emotionless or sumting. i was only worrying abt my majalah whether can finish on tym or not. haha. really. maybe coz already tawakkal-ed evrything lah. i mean logically even if u worry lyk crazy, it still wun change ur result rite? da termaktub. so juz accept it with an open heart. ikot rezeki n nasib masing2 lah. n ard 2+ i actually started to worry! okay fine not abt my reults. but worrying why i dun feel as nervous n anxious as the others. kinda lyk abnormal. weird. haha. stupid. ya i noe.

so 1 of the first person to log in and check her result was kimah. she did quite gd except for her science. n i was lyk, ookay if she got dat grade, ape lg aku sehh?? so at last! i'm feeling more human. i was actually worrying abt my result! then suddenly heard a commotion. huda's result. woahh only A's n B's!! i was lyk green with envy seh! congrats huda!! then maan actually screamed! coz she got B3 for math n science! i was lyk, WOW!! no way i'm gonna get DAT kinda result. so became more greener with jealousy.

my turn. ok ya i actually screamed too. coz i passed my math n science!! nyahaha!! lame. ya i noe. i mean at least maan screamed coz she got B. but i screamed coz i got C?? pathetic seyy. ahakz! burst into tears summore! but tell u the truth? i wasnt confident lahh that i can pass my math n science. math?? i got a freaking F9 ok for my prelim. n my paper 1 i didnt manage to finish my paper. AT LEAST 20marks down the drain juz lyk dat! serious! as for science, also i didnt manage to finish the paper. cudnt really rmbr y. tk cukop tym gaknye. so yahh my result? 3A 1B 2C. alhamdulillah. i achieved my goals which is to pass all the subjects, get distinction for both malay n irk n also to get an agg of below 20 for all 6subjs. hamdan lillah. =)

notice to all. pls dun compare the aljuniedianz's result with those who study Olevel full-tym. coz it's juz sooo not fair. we only study lyk half of wat they study. the num of academic periods dat is. they also can focus only on the O. but for us, we cudnt give our undivided attention coz we still have our arabic subjs to worry abt. ard 10 or more? yup. n the best part? sch xm clashed with O. its lyk for all the days we dun hv O, we hv to sit for sch xm. so u really cant blame us for not passing with flying colors. yg pelajaran pat sch pon penting pe. bknnye ape, but i'm sick of hearing ppl say that madrasah student cant do well in O. they look down on us. especially alj. my say to dat kinda ppl : shuddup. try to be in our shoes. then u can open ur blardy mouth.

now for the next step. shud i juz follow the flow -u noe lyk finish alj den go azhar- or shud i gamble n start study for my A? i'm reconsidering my latter's choice coz my math C6? its lyk, u're kidding me?? math C6 berangan nk amek A??. yahh dat kinda thing. and also considering my assignments b'lambak sgt. dunno if i can cope. argh! help ppl!

k la dats it. tmr going sch. compulsory for evrybody. y? to deco class. yeah pathetic. i noe. especially kena dtg as per normal. 7:30. lyk heck?? they shud at least start a bit later. haiyyo. so after dat gonna do tauhid project n a bit of usul. sorf lagi kena anta next week. n next week's also last week for hifz. after dat imtihan hifz 6 pages. lyk #&%!@??? aru afal ngn ust 1page!! omg! i really gotta buck up sehh!! k k gotta go. nak finish up my part for the tauhid project. k la ppl. niwei thanks a lot k sal doakan n wishing kejayaan for me. jazaakallahu khaira jazaa'! daa~

btw to all my frens out there, yg b'jaya CONGRATS!! bg yg kurang b'jaya, NEVA GV UP!! retake the paper if u think its necessary. venture elsewhere klw mampu lyk m'sia ke ape. its not the end of the world. bumi Allah ni luas. ilmu ade sana sini. dun fret. sembahyang istikharah klw perlu utk mintk petunjuk. never forget dat we're always there 4 u. supporting u all the way insya-Allah. n bagi yg bakal mengambil O, blaja btol2 k. study smart. krg beruntung sgt2 sal da ade bnyk pertukaran utk bg krg lg sng blaja for O. tk mcm kte last yr. so u guys shud get better result then us. k? =)

bye.

o results? haiz...

2007-02-06T18:13:00.000+08:00

i just have to tell u guys abt how paiseh i was yesterday. ust sandisi's teaching us tafsir n fiqh. n every monday there's both subjects. i alwaaaaays get confused on which one's first. tafsir of fiqh. then maan took out tafsir. i was lyk confem ehh tafsir? n she confidently nod. then ust asked wat was the last thing we studied so dgn segala confiden nye me ckp "wahdaaniyyah!"(tafsir). then dee pat depan truz pusing n she was lyk ehh skrg bkn fiqh ehh? then amany checked her timetable n it was fiqh at dat tym!! omg!! nasib baik yg dgr cuma row depan (dee,amal n fas). erk!! *so paisey ley*

so today. was blardy pissed off when i alighted at near-my-house-bus-stop. on my way home i always have to cross the road. n now there's stupid green fences between the two roads! which means i have to take the overhead bridge then up another flight of stairs plus another flight to finally reach my house's front door. urgh!! so pathetic! well alhamdulillah i'm still capable of enduring all that up the stairs thing but i really pity mama. i mean even when there was no fences, evrytym she climbs the stairs je da t'mengah2. ni tambah lagi torture. they shud at least wait until the promised lift which stops at evry floor is placed here. so bad man.

so its confirmed. O results on the 9th which is this friday. i dun feel anything lahh. tgh tawakkal jek. n well still hoping for some miracle to happen. lyk my result t'tuka ngn ade bdk pandai ni ke. haha. i dunno. but i'm totally not having high hopes. i'm just hoping to get credit for all the subjects. dats it. argh! bende da lepas pe. malas ar nk pikir2.

so to all my frens yg tgh tunggu O results : ALL THE BEST OF LUCK TO U GUYS! JGN LUPA UTK SALING MENDOAKAN SESAMA KITE YEK! =)

n to all those yg tgh baca this entry : DOAKAN KITE SEME K. dlm ramai2 yg doa, insya-Allah satu mesti kena punye.. =) syukran jazilan.

its feb already!

2007-02-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

okay so i didn't really blog til lyk the 15th.. ahakz! sorry ppl. too busy i guess. i'm kinda having flu rite now. n a bit of cough. its an on and off kinda ting. so lyf's starting to be kinda hectic rite now. sooo many projects still pending. but now we're still werking on the tauhid one. coz that'll cost us our CA marks. n the usul thingie, we sorta have to do a thesis type. individually. lyk wow. haha. its lyk we're already in U.

so we're gonna meet up later to discuss abt the tauhid.

ohh ya btw i just got to know the o results will be out on the 8th!! doakan kte seme k.. =)

n i just have to post our bitoqoh. 5ppl's bitoqoh merge together into one. a star. cool huh? n the lauhah dat we decorated together. and also the gallery thingie we have at the canteen. it sells lyk souvenier and much more. soo awesome. dats me n azlina btw.

i'm baaaaaaaack!!

2007-01-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

yeah ppl i'm baaaack!! heh! it's been lyk wat.. 2weeks since i last blog?? ahakz! yeahh.. i'm soo bad. i noe. but truth? sch's been kinda tiring lately. yep. so.. i think i'm gonna blog lyk waaay back to.. ermm.. the 15th?? haha. really. if tym permits dat is. so lets get started babe!!

28th (today)

went tusyen. after dat accompanied the others to the library. i oso want to return book. mine n angah's. no more story books for me now. its tym to read sch books dude! n of coz hafalan. haiz.

27th(saturday)

well actually the day before we had qiyam. me n aimaan we actually woke up at 2:30am! juz to bathe. ahakz! k i'm gonna let u in our little secret. its becoz we didnt bathe the nite b4. really!! hehehe! syyyy!! so i guess dat explains why i didnt have a gd nite sleep. besides the class's carpet which totally made my head and face all itchy? hah!

qiyam finished quite early. evryone's dismissed at ard 7+. it was great. of coz there were some flaws here n there. but we cant blame the itmaj. its their 1st tym. but wat makes this qiyam memorable was the strengthening of ukhuwwah for the preu2's. we totally had each others' back. n i guess sumtym we juz have to keep reminding ppl that we're always behind 'em supporting all the way. thats wat frens are for.

since we were in no rush -me,kima,maan,amany n yun- so we juz took our tym. i had 2 packets of nasi goreng for breakfast btw. haha! i mean there was lyk lots of packets of nasi goreng left. kn membazir tu? so it was kinda lyk "lapar kecian". n aizah was stuffing me with all the leftovers from their mcd delivery. hashbrown n milo ice. haha. then helped azlina took the trash out.

yeah dats super-me! okay fine u can actually see maan at the back there.
me n maan. ey ni kerja mulia ok!

then we tidied our 0h-so-messy classroom. yeah.

see the neat cupboard. are we good or wat?
n oh how tidy the class is. maan even brushed the carpet. i'm so proud.

then wham! outta sch! changed clothes n head to wdlnds library to start planning for the project. tauhid project. yep.

btw dis was us b4 yun n me tuka baju. we look lyk angels dont we? ahakz! =P

took the bus n evrybody slept lyk babies! haha! knocked flat! maan ade hal so she didnt join us. we read some books n photocopied some papers. our topic is kinda scientific. u noe abt the sun.. galaxy thing. so yah. aft dat me yun n amany pusing2 the bazaar there. then home sweet home. there was chappati waiting for me already. ahakz! watched prison break n aft dat.. SLEEP! all the way. til nite tym. horrible. ya i noe.

26th (friday)

after sch had to meet up with the prefect kiddies. me n syakir had to gv 'em their duties. which we only sorted out lyk.. the 2periods before? ahakz!

then me, maan, far n amany we headed to amany's house. coz she wanted to change bag n some other things lahh. the 3 of us tagged along juz to eat. haha. coz her maid cooked ayam masak lemak n sambal udang. so now u noe y. hehe. then went back to sch. since we're kinda late -thanks to amany. mandi punye lmbt. but we cudnt strangle her or watsoever coz she'd been kind enuf to serve us food.- so we took cab to sch.

in da cab!

caught maan in the middle of her process of sticking out her tongue! i'm suuuch a gd photographer!

n arrived lyk 15mins late. but thank god twas raining so we're kinda excused lahh. haha. after changing into our jubas, me n maan became gd prefects n started to "halau" the boys from sch. we even looked for umbrellas for 'em. haha. then qiyam start. i'm one of the facis lahh. n my groups quite fun. except for this one quiet gal n one i-cant-be-bothered gal. the others are ok. they really made my day. n our grp's name. adila was sticking to KRAYON. hidaya was giving stupid names lyk JUBA n TELEKONG. haha. there was dis gal, adibah if i'm not wrong, she wanted names lyk EXCEL from the werd excellence which totally reminds me of microsoft excel. hah. we nearly settled for CHUPACHUPS which was obviously my idea. but another gal amirah i tink, she wants name lyk the islamic2 ones. so i suggested SYUWAYYA. its in arabic n it means step by step or bit by bit. kind of. n they agreed.

SYUWAYYA
group piccie!!

k i'll try to rmbr their names k. theres amirah, hidaya, me, rauda n adila at the back. then in front's chubby gal (gosh i forgot her name!) another amirah n adiba. there. i'm a gd faci after all. hey only 1name ok!

aft dat played a game. it was actually lotsa fun but sadly stopped halfway much to the disapproval of the kids. n on one of the station we actually had to drink kopi tawar which totally made my stomach meragam dat nite. then at nite, some of us preu2, last minit planned a sketsa abt hari asyura. we actually had lyk only 45mins to plan n practice n all. but it took us an hour. i dunno. they say the sketsa was good. but i still think the narrator was kinda lame. coz its me. haha.

25th (thursday)

nothing much. except during tajammu' got the bahas thing between the preu1 boys n the UIA used-to-be-aljuneidian ppl. best speaker nuzul -again n again-. UIA won by less than a point. but kudos te the preu 1's! they were awesome. congrats!!

24th (wednesday)

after sch helped out with the bahas deco. deco-ed the tables n all. went home pretty late. we got out of sch at ard 7:30pm. yeah.

this is the main table. where the judges n host sat.

n this is the pembahas' table. lawa kannn?? dats the deco ppl.

k i'm soo gonna stop here. its already kinda late. n tmr got sch. only god noes when i'm gonna update again. ahakz! but i'll try my best k.. chowz!

lazeeeeeeee

2007-01-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

went tuition juz now. was at cck mrt stn n abt to tap my ezlink when my craving for sweet stuff kicked in. so instead headed to fairprice n bought 2packets of the yuppi gummi bear tingie. hah. fast fwd. boarded the train n there was a vacant seat so obviously i sat down. then........ there was this chinese lady -with her family lahh the maid n all- n she was holding her sons hand. then the son suddenly pointed his finger at me n went berserk! i was lyk "huh?" coz telinga tgh tersumbat -tgh dgr lagu- so i cudnt really make out wat that boy was saying. then ping!. i got it. i stand up. the lady was lyk "no no its okay" but i juz smiled. the boy immediately lunged to the precious seat. spoil brat. his mother was so paiseh. the only reason i gave up my seat was to save his mother from total humiliation. sheesh!

so i was kinda late. i missed the bus. but havent i told u before that i'm one lucky gal? when i was abt to enter the lift to ustazah's house, i saw her waving her hands to wait the lift for her. haha. so i wasnt late. simply on tym. perfect. *smiles innocently*

cant believe that the weekend is abt to end in a few hours! gaaah! i'm still a lazy bum. lazy to go to sch. lazy to study. lazy to think abt arabic werds. lazy lazy n more lazy. heck when izit i'm gonna snap out of this lazy syndrome. bah. gdnyte evrybody. =)

pics

2007-01-13T22:40:00.001+08:00

i just have to post these pics. taken using my hp cam. hah.

woopsie! sorry amany!

ok this is much better.

crazee me n maan! nyahaha!

crazee us!! i wun breathe a werd on when we took dis pic! hah!

was abt to burst into laughter. n ade rupe2 mcm step kiut. ahakz! =P

2007-01-13T19:52:00.000+08:00

weee!! so long neva bloggg!! so firstly HAPPY BELATED B'DAY to dear HURI!! heehee. well her bday was yesterday. tuuuuuuu de belated bday gal.

(dats me, fiza n huri)

kids r cute. damn cute. really. the things they say just tickles u. especially the primary ones. i'm sooooo missing my childhood days. haha. BUT those primary 6 adult wannabes are such a pain in the a**. yea. they tink they're so gd. gangsters are cool. yea rite. but heck, cabot solat? how LAME is that? soo kental sey. hell i'm not juz gonna sit down n watch them cabot. nor am i gonna chase them ard the whole sch all the tym. stupid boys. watch ur a**es. lets see wat u ppl are made of.

some ppl juz hv foul mouths dont they? they can talk bad behind ur back n be oh so sweet in front of u. wat happen to "respecting ppls feelings"? or even "tolak ansur"? no wonder ppl doesnt lyk u. u juz luv trashing n bitching 'em doncha? u always want evryting to be ur way. n when they dont, u start calling ppl pathetic. i dunno y i'm letting u off the hook this easy. the others n i've been giving in to u waaay many tyms. maybe becoz we dun want things to get messy. n maybe coz we dun wanna send the wrong message to the other kids. for now yeah i can tolerate u. but mind u my patience is thinning. anymore bitching ard from u, u're gonna get it from all of us. dun tink we cant make ur lyf miserable. coz trust me we know ur weakness. ur major weakness. yep. so be careful with ur words. u think u're sooo perfect? get a reality check gal. coz u sucks. big tym. hah.

n no i'm not in a bad mood or anything. juz pretty annoyed at some ppl. dats it.

so okay. watched death note 2 with zul juz now. she actually made me watch death note 1's vcd. so semangat. n being the gd sister i am, i did. even though the malay translation was blardy crappy. really blardy crappy. its lyk a direct translation of evry japanese word. even the names got translated! gd thing i'm a "cepat tangkap" person. haha. so after she begged me to accompany her watch DN2, i relented. the story was okay. cool. n now i've juz finished watching barnyard. haha. the story's totally cute! really! u guys shud watch it.

u noe yesterday i was kinda late than usual. n i actually panicked. kept glancing at my watch. i mean usually i'll be lyk "yea i'm already late. watever". espacially during my 1st tym being late for the semester. but now its.. different. it feels.. wrong. maybe coz of the responsibility ting. i dunno. but i do know for sure that i'm not perfect. i hv lots of flaws. sumtyms i feel that i'm juz not fit to be a head. there's lyk a huge difference between me n kak sakinah. but maybe u dun hv to be the perfect head. u juz have to gv it ur best shot.

k ppl most probably i'm gonna blog lyk once a week. or maybe more. i dunno. i'm schooling remember? n i'd rather sleep than sit in front of this computer during normal sch days. hah. n pardon me for my choice of werds for this entry. hehe. daaa~

i got alfatiha bersanad! =)

2007-01-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

yeaa its saturday!! u noe wat dat means?? no sch!! nyahaha! mcm bdk2 sehh. haha.

YESTERDAY: hmm.. it's only the 3rd day of sch n we already hv 2 assignments to do. thank god both of 'em are group assignments n not individual ones. so okey lahh. tauhid n insya'. hmmm. n heck yesterday paisey sehh! in the morning i was at the gate lahh tgk drg uat keje. then tcr yasmin came n talk2 with me. okey. then there was this lady with her primary1 kid, she just walked past all the other latecomers n was heading towards where all the primary kids were already lined-up n reciting their doa. neither kima nor min saw her coz they were busy taking down the names of the newcomers. so i had to "kejar" the lady (she looks lyk peranakan n was wearing furdah btw) n i said to her politely "uhh cik, anak cik lmbt jd de kene brato kat sana" n she gave me the 'huh?' look. well at least i assumed she was since i can only see her eyes, mind u. so being the so called patient gal i am, i cleared my throat n tried again. "erm cik, seme pelajar klw lmbt kene brato kat sana" dgn b'sungguh2 ku cuba meng'explain'kn padanya sambil menunjuk ke arah pelajar2 lmbt yg sedang berato. n u noe wat she said? "erm sorry, can u speak english?" erk??? tk paham melayu rupenyerrr! yakla! malu nyerrrr!! hahaha! ckp ler siang2! ishh! n now for the highlite of yesterday. guess wat?? i already hv bacaan alfatihah bersanad!! alhamdulillah! =) so happy sehh. all preu2 got it from ust affendi obviously. n i'm looking fwd to start talaqqi bersanad. i wonder kena ngn sape ehh. hmm.

TODAY: lepak pat uma. tgk tv. haha. watched "monster house". kiut show. n mlm ni maybe nk start bg2 duties among the preu1 n 2 prefects. itu okey. nk inform each one of them yg parah tu. kne msg satu2. wadoii. abiz lahh lpas ni nk kena bajet my sms. haiyyo. k la. nk gi pray. cheers evrybody!! =)

all hail alj's head prefect 2007!! =)

2007-01-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

yeah at last i'm rajin enuf to blog!! nyahaha!! k giler. so where'd i stop the last tym? mon rite? so okay. here goes nothing.

TUES : went out with zuliana. we went to bugis village first coz she wants to buy baju. then in the end she got the same baju dat i got the last tym there! haha. brown color too but different shade of brown lahh. but no fair sehh! i got that baju for lyk 20+ n she got it for juz 15bucks?? hua lau man! then turned out to be that the salesgal's new there n de t'sala ckp harga. rezeki ko lahh zul... -pasrah sehh bunyinya.haha.- then i saw the same frenly salesgal dat attended me the last tym. then she gave her emel for me to add her at frenster. hehehe. we pusing the whole bugis village n me step tour guide ahh gitu. hahaha. =P then next stop was arab st. need to buy sch stuff la. tmr schooling wat. wristband seme lahh. then zul got her tudung cotton. wahh so hepi sehh dat gal! borong abiz! mcm2 color de belik! haha! then next stop: far east plaza. we actually walked from newton mrt stn to dat place! woahh! i never know dat far east tk jao sgt dr madr irsyad. cool sehh. so its lyk we're on zul's territory lak. td pat bugis my territory. haha. mepek. so juz pusing the basement level of far east. or was it level 1? nta lahh. n i got my bag!! weeee~!! hahaha. army green in color. so due2 happy lahh. we both got wat we wanted. we're two satisfied customer. hehehe. then ate at LJS n we both alik naik bas. the end.

p.s: jgn tkt zul, satu ari aku akn cuba ice-cream tu jgk!! one dayy..

WED : bermulalah ari pertamaku sebagai seorang pelajar preu2 di madr. ceyy.. formal lahh sket. dan bermulalah juga tanggungjawapku sebagai seorg ketua pengawas. cedebahh. i still haven't really come to terms with that. lyk wow. but thank god my fellow prefects are really cooperative. =) . there's lyk a whole lot of perubahan lahh at sch. positive ones. cool sehh. bleargh! mlz uhh nk cite bnyk2. basically lyk the normal first day of sch lahh.

TODAY : start studying already. truth is i still haven't adapt to my "new environment". 1mth plus tk sentuh buku pon. so wadya expect. tk concentrate sgt ahh. lagi2 qawaid sehh. lost. haha. its lyk i dun even realize how tym flies. tup2 da abez claz. dragged myself home n sleep. so tired. haiyyo. terok sehh. ohh ya today those preu1 gonna-be-prefects got their forms. but only for trial first lahh. mcm2 reaction sehh. ade yg btol2 nye hepi -guys lahh mostly- n ade yg.. well.. mixed reaction? drg ckp tknk tknk but dlm hati tk tau lahh. pape sok kte tgk je lahh. btw, can i change my seating? i dun wanna seat at the back. da la same claz b'turot2. aru last year dok blakang. mendak ar. haiz. ni ke nasib org tinggi?? da la upset ar. abey da official gitu i'm at the back. pape la. bye.

selamat ari raya aji n happy new year!!

2007-01-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

so yesterday was hari raya haji!! hehe! yea went to sch to help out -ushering- but then turn out to be we're not dat needed lahh.. sedey kan. so hang ard a bit at sch. watched the kambings n help out here n there. here's some pics :

see the kambing kena sembelih. the HUGE cut on its neck. cian nye.

i think this kambing also kena sembelih already.

tangkap feel konon tgh khutbah la. haha. but its kinda a bit too low doncha tink so?

candid pic of us aru abez mkn briyani. SEDAPP!!

me, maan, dee, min n mastura (not in pic). since there's no place 4 us at the canteen, kat tgh2 dunia tu pon bole laaa..

then after dat went home where the family already b'kumpol. i was kinda tired lahh. dunno y.

sempat tdo jap. haha.

then played with the cuzzies. kena wrestling sehh with the little tots! 3 vs 1! obviously i was outnumbered. heh. but i won. i think.

Today: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!! actually zul ajak gi orchard she wanna buy her sch bag. but i was really tired sehh. so sorry gal. but then at ard 5+ mama n ayah ajak gi cosway point since they wanna deliver some stuff to someone at woodlands. not much tym to pusing2 there since masa tk mengizinkan. so bought my sch shu. ok lahh since my size susah nk dpt kn. BUT the shu nye jahitan is wite in color! so i'm kinda worried wether i'm allowed to wear it in sch or not. see it for urself. then had our tea break at delifrance. n home sweet home.

my sch shu. wat u tink guys?? can wear this to sch not?? see the wite jahitan.

so dats it. tmr last day of hols!! noooooooo!! haha. maybe wanna go "makan besar" wif some frens n go out wif zuliana kot? hmm.. tgk lahh nnt. so ppl do comment on my new sch shu k. i'm kinda worried lahh. if cannot then kena kiwi the wite jahitan lor. ahakz! daaa~ enjoy ur last day of the hols!! =)

bleargh!!

2006-12-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

ok i'm still recovering from the shock of reading zuliana's entry. o lvl result will be known on mid feb!!! shit man!! damn! i'm sooo not ready yet. n hell yeah i'm regretting for not giving my best shot. haiz... no use crying over spilled milk rite? damn damn damn!

okay so on thurs went to sch for prefect meeting. only for the preu1 2006 lahh. talked abt next years prefect board. n yeah we already knew the gals head prefect for 2007. nyahaha! nahh not revealing anything. just wait n see lahh. surprise surprise. heh. but heck the current preu1 prefects have to do a lot of duties for the 1st 3 days of sch. n i do mean A LOT. we hv to jaga during morning, then assembly, recez n solat. woahh. then aft that meeting, me n aimaan had to wait for the rain to teduh a bit. coz obviously both of us din bring umbrella. typical of us lahh. haha. then the two of us pusing2 bugis junc, bugis village n OG looking for sch bag. tk jumpe yg b'kenan di hati sehh. yeah its already lyk the 30th of dec n still no sch bag n sch shu. haiyyoo. so reached home at ard 7. dats it.

then yesterday saw me spring cleaning the living room n the computer corner a bit. 31st IS raya rite? hehe. then it was my room. discarded all the not-using-anymore notes n papers n books. theres lyk a whole stack of along n angah's RI notes. collect habok je sehh pat my room. so threw 'em all away. n in the end there's lyk 4 big bundles -the big red plastic bag ones- n 1 small one in total. a lot huh? haha. all the spoiled clock n bedside lamp (i wonder y all that are still in my room??) tym to throw 'em away. so yeah i slept at ard 3am. heh.

today. continued spring cleaning my room. cleared my oh so messy study table, rearrange the books on my shelf -with the new sch books of coz. hehe- n after dat it's cleaning tym! a thorough cleaning mind u. vacuumed n mop the whole room! even behind the shelf, behind the bed... smgt ehh?? haha. damn tiring man. n thank god nenek's sleeping over tonite to help mama cook for raya tmr. so i can escape lahh. hehe. its becoz tmr the whole family (mama's side) b'kumpol at our house. thats part of y mama's so kancheong to clean up the whole house. haha. n juz now kak sakinah msged me mintk tlg tron sch tmr. kena tlg usher. haiyyo. dunno can or not. but cian lak coz tk cukop org. its 11-3. n everybody'll serbu my house tmr at ard 3. bagaimana sihh?? *confused* k lahh.. wanna relax myself.

anyway:

EIDUL ADHA AL-MUBARAK!! =)

KULLU 'AM WA ANTUM BIKHAIR!

hmm.. another stay-home day

2006-12-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

booo!! haha. i'm missing sch. weird huh? n of coz i miss my frens. but on the other hand, i'm reluctant to let go or part with the hols. not that i hv any choice dat is. but its lyk.. can't imagine the torture in store for us preu2 newbies. the syllabus (ALL in arabic. no more academic rmbr??).. the projects.. the responsibilities.. boohoo!! i really do miss my pri n sec days! really! for all those pri n sec i'm-an-adult wannabes, cherish ur days. its not easy being adults. waaa!! n i still haven't made up my mind on where to go after preu2. bleargh!

anyway if confirm tmr i'm going to sch! haha! da lama tk menjejakkan kaki kat alj.. hehe. got meeting lahh.. hmm. i'm in no mood to write anything more. stay cheerful evrybody!

so long no blog leyyy

2006-12-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

wahhh!! ola peeps! long tym no update.. haha. coz i went out lyk.. everyday? yah.. haha! since tuesday til saturday.

so lets recap a bit on wat happened from.. wednesday rite?

wednesday:

went to sentosa!! ahakz! with whole family that is. was really2 glad man it stopped raining. mama said "doa budak2".. coz i'm sure they prayed really hard for the rain to stop. heh. so had loads of fun there. didnt mandi laut though. no mood lahh. hehe. went to all the shows there. animal shows. cool man! took pictures with 'em. then when i wanna pose for a pic with this monkey, he kinda b'tenggek on my shoulder. suddenly it tarik my tudung! hard! woahh quite pissed off ley. more to paisey lahh. haha. i mean there were other people too. sheesh! but cannot blame the monkey. he ain't know anything wat. haiz. juz my luck.

then went with nina n kak nana for the luge n skyride! the luge was awesome man! its kinda lyk the go-kart lahh. then the skyride.. heh heh. freaky. n scary. its lyk u're sitting on a chair and a rope hook u up.. up up n away. haha. kak nana totally freaked out on the skyride. teehee. sorry babe!

then at abt 4+ it started to rain. we stayed there for sometym then headed back to mak itam's house for prayers. then me, mama n ayah went to bestari to eat. n then home.

thursday:

went out with mama n ayah to IMM. they're looking for a cupboard or sumting lahh for their room. we pusing2 the whole of IMM's level 2 i think. quite tiring. haha. at the end of the day, no time to shop. we kinda had to rush home for maghrib prayer. so along picked us up then went home. i only managed to buy... socks? haha. really. sch socks lahh. so sad. then mama n ayah went out again to deliver some stuff. they bought mee hoon soto for me. woah. it was sooo hot n spicy! ahakz! da la aku ni tk tahan pedas. so i was "crying" all the way. my eyes n nose were watery. was breathing heavily thru my mouth. haha. yeah. that bad. 3/4 thru my dish, i nearly gave up. but then sayang lahh. tkkn nk buang kan makanan. so teguk air sejuk then finished the whole thing up. phew! n yay of coz! i'm soooo proud of myself. hehe.

friday:

went out with zul n amany. it was shopping for amany, window shopping for me n juz tagging along for zul. haha. i ain't got my money that tym. yet. so ate at LJS n pusing2 PS. then zul had to go home. so the two of us head to bugis village. looksie looksie around. amany bought lyk 3 t-shirts? haha. i only bought a brown t-shirt at IP ZONE. heh. but relax dude. we're coming down to bugis again tmr. teehee. coz i'll have my money by then.

saturday:

well at first i went to IP ZONE before meeting amany. actually tot of changing the tee that i bought the day before to a bigger size if available. coz i bought size S. but i forgot that i'm gonna wear that with another long-sleeve shirt. so its kinda ketat a bit lahh. but the tee no more stock? hmph! then the minute i step at bugis, immediately rush to the toilet. y? coz i wanna wear that tee over the long sleeve shirt i'm wearing. its creamish in color n not that tebal. so i dun feel that comfy lah. tkt nmpk ape yg tk patot nmpk. hehe. semangat sehh pakai baju t-shirt to over the long-sleeve one. haha. but when i look again, its not ketat after all. haha. really. even amany said its juz nice. okay so i bought 2 brown blouses there. 1 light one n the other a darker brown. so no more blouse for me! enough! i wanna buy other stuff lahh.. haha! n oh i bought a brown belt too to go with the two blouses. heh. its all about brown dude!

sunday:

nahh i just stayed home. n eat a lot. haha. mama cooked both nasi n mee goreng. then along brought home nasi briyani from his fren's engagement ceremony. n mama n ayah got nasi minyak from a jemputan. wow!! so yah. i ate a lot man. then tried the new weighing scale mama bought. (yeah i juz got to noe the old one already spoiled. sheesh!) n i weigh 46kg! haha! cool! its been sometym since i last excercised but i'm still maintaining my weigh! haha!

monday:

yeah stayed home again. get ready some sch stuff lahh. alter my sch uniforms n wrap up all the new books nicely. n i kinda t'koyakkan one of my sch uni. haha. really. was pulling the thread of the lipatan on the below part of the baju then suddenly, RIIIPP!! wooo.. cool. haha. then the sch books i'm still halfway thru lah. okay fine not even halfway to be honest. hehe. i've wrapped only lyk 2 books? hehe. hey i'm gonna continue wrapping after this okay. so ya. dats it. gotta finish up some house chores. maybe i'm going to 7-11 later. suddenly i'm craving for twisties. or chahos even. junk food lahh. dun ask y.

tata evrybody~

shopping spree!! well, the muqaddimah for it lahh actually.. haha!

2006-12-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY:

so sad. zoo trip with cuzzies cancelled. coz of the rain n also coz we didn't manage to get the card thing (2 of 'em = free admission for 8 peeps). n heck i'm not forking out 15 bucks for a zoo trip. haha. no offence. y pay when u can enter for free? (omg i sound lyk a typical kiasu s'porean. haha! =P ) so stayed home n watched "diva popular" n "flushed away". dunno y but i'm kinda into the cartoon movies nowadays. yeah i'm gonna borrow my aunty's "barnyard" n "open season". n at home there's still "monster house" to watch. n "casino royale" (this is NOT a cartoon movie mind u. underaged kids, stay away from this movie!).

TODAY:

okay so went for a shopping spree with fas. cool man! haha! its not really a shopping spree lahh. lyk i said, aru muqaddimah (permulaan) jek. td more to survey2 jek. but i'm sooo pooped out rite now. haha yeah. i confess. my feet's aching. hehe. hello but we've been walking lyk non-stop from 1+ to 7 okay! pusing the whole of bugis village, harbourfront centre n vivo(well okay not the whole of vivo but the whole 2nd storey of it i think? twice! dr ujung ke ujung tau). ate at McD first lahh. how to shop if haven't eat? no energy mehh! n ya twas raining non-stop lahh. then as usual got kiasu nyonyas tolak2 n nearly pricking my dear eyes with the ujung of their umbrellas. so dangerous sehh. relax lahh. haiyyoo. gd thing i've got gd reflex. managed to dodge on tym. if not....

k so got the slipper i'm looking for. juz the simple one lahh. then also bought a baju at bugis village. so nice ley. the kind i like of coz. haha. but fas u wanna noe something? the baju's kinda long rite? but when i wear it i kinda have to pull it up coz i just realized if i wear it long, it covers my butt. then the getah lyk "cengkam" under my butt. sooo not flattering. haha. but when pull up nice lahh. only its not panjang. i think i'm gonna buy that kind of baju summore. but tk panjang punye lahh. so nice. haiz.

hmm, i think bugis village's gonna be my shopping spot. the baju2 there now got lots of long sleeve ones. cool. n i lyk to tawar menawar there. heh heh. btw fas, made up ur mind oready which bag to buy? this gal ahh was lyk in a huge dilemma sehh. nearly all the bags there she said nice. then dunno want to buy which one. n dats lyk a gigantic problem. keke.

after dat went to harbourfront. the baju there okay lahh. but not much variety. if u're the kind yg rajin enuf to wear cardigan then okay lor. but me wear cardigan? haha. malas. then i bought a plain long sleeve shirt at bossini. am planning to buy short sleeve shirts to go with it. hmmm.. maybe at IP zone? the shirts there r nice.

then we ended my shopping spree with a cup of teh tarik. wahh so refreshing man. hot teh tarik on a rainy day after shopping. so great. then went home lor. as usual ayah picked me up at dover. he kinda have to wait for me lahh. heh heh. told him oready i'm gonna be late n nvm i'll go back on my own (okay fine i didnt really mean that. haha) but he insisted on waiting. so okay lor. hehe (alhamdulillah..).

its still raining cats n dogs. tmr the whole of my family plan go sentosa. hopefully can go on with plan lahh. insya-Allah. i kinda plan on sun tanning tmr. but with this weather? *shakes head* no no must think positive. heh heh. ayah said if tmr we go back early, maybe can go shopping! yeyy! ahakz! shopping nye pasal, kaki lenguh pon le endure. n this is the REAL shopping spree. hehehe. but seriously? i've lyk a whole list of to-buy things. but ayah noes lahh i only shop lyk crazy during sale tym which is now. klw ari2 biasa jarang uhh shopping. so ya. mama da bising suro pack things for tmr's trip. jadilahh insya-Allah. so ya. n i need to rest my aching feet. haha. cheers everybody!!

am not sleepy

2006-12-17T02:33:00.000+08:00

its 2:33am. n i can't sleep. dunno y. haiz.

now sitting in front of comp, nursing a cup of milo. i tot milo is kinda lyk coffee-for-those-not-old-enuf-to-drink-one. not that i'm not old enuf. haha. duhh! its just that i tot milo's lyk to freshen u up. lyk coffee. but fiza said drinking milo makes u feel sleepy. really? then y the heck ppl drink 'em in the morning? to fall asleep? hmmmmm. *wonders*

yaa chatting with wan on msn rite now. kinda grateful at least i hv someone to talk to. along's watching football.

well, the truth is i haven't been the good daughter. i mean ya i did some of the house chores but apparently all that doesn't count. mama wants and expects more. yeah had an earful just now. n as usual ayah's on my side but he told me nicely to be more "rajin" in this house. thanks ayah for understanding. hell i was bingit when mama bising2 but what can i do, just endure lor. so today's gonna see me be the maid-of-the-day. sometyms i feel lyk its not fair. mama didn't see me kluakan n masokkan kain baju tu bape bnyk kali becoz of the rapidly changing n full-of-surprise weather. n i had to clean up the mess that my dear brothers left behind when they rush outta the house. n thats just the few things that i did when nobody's home. when i rest, thats the tym mama came home then accuse me of not doing any housewerk. juz laze on the couch watch tv. huh??

why do mothers have to nag so much? y cant they ask nicely n patiently lyk fathers do? am i gonna be lyk that one day?? is it lyk a natural thing for mothers??? eeekkk... *tries to shake that freaky tot outta head*

well, but watever it is, i know she luvs me A LOT. n thats wat matters. its okay i guess to be nagged lyk all the tym. it IS my fault. i think. i'll try my best lahh to be a gd daughter. she hv only me to rely on to lessen the house chores burden anyway. well when i hv a daughter i wud want her to be a rajin person. so i'll try to be one now. coz wat goes around comes around rite? haha. pikir jauh seyy.

aaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhh

y izit i'm still not sleepy?? damn! n i've finished my milo. even wan had went offline. him as usual missing someone. n i took up the counselor role. as usual. haha. tk abiz2 si wan tu. relax man!!

i'm a really ambitious person. its not that i wanna achieve a lot of things. no. i hv only one thing in mind actually. no two. for the tym being dat is. one of 'em is achievable insya-Allah. i wanna do well in my preu2. n i'm sure thats wat ALL preu2's want. okay so thats just natural n plain logic. who does not want to succeed in his/her lyf rite?? but the other one... well, a lot of ppl would say its kinda.. ermm.. how'd u put it.. far-fetched? ya dats it. n especially when they see my O result next year. haha. i'm quite confident i would say. n ayah has faith in me. but angah was kinda sceptical abt it. n mama's... ermm.. surprised to hear dat? my best guess wud be that she doesn't expect me to take that route. she wants me to just follow the flow. lyk evrybody else. stereotype expectation. i dunno. ustzh fadilah gave me her full support. in fact she's the one who pressed me to do it in the first place. i did ask some ppl's opinion. n they told me to go for it. if along n angah can do it, y can't i? yes i may not be a total genius lyk both of 'em. but at least i can try. n its the effort that counts. haiz. i'm confused. really.

think i'm gonna stop here. this post's kinda long isn't it? haha. so its 3:51am. woahh took me more than an hour to type all this. heh. guess i'll try to get some sleep. somehow. peace evrybody.

library, here i come!!

2006-12-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

ohh ya btw i've finished reading all the four books borrowed from the library. yeah want to borrow some more.

yesterday in siti hajar's lyf

2006-12-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

hi peeps! ya.. am getting better. alhamdulillah. no more flu, feeling juz a lil bit feverish n cough pon da kurang (thanks to the "obat batok cap ibu dan anak" highly recommended!). so yesterday went to amany's house with zul for a movie marathon. watched aquamarine, little man n nanny mcphee. haha! cool! we ordered pizza n lasagne. *drools*. had a great tym la. its been sometym since we last hang out together. ohh ya btw already got the cover for my 6280. for 4 bucks! sheesh! okay lar...

when on the way back, decided to drop by at west mall. dunno y. haha. it was already 8pm dat tym. when i stepped into the mall, the first thing i saw was a huge crowd at bossini. SALE!! ohh my. my instinct's damn good. can sense a sale! haha! its 50% sale storewide! cool! so ape lagi, masok ahh! i've always liked bossini's pants.. they're comfy. really. so got a beige pant for $21.50! yep actual price is $43! ahakz! but ya, after paying for that pant, i feel sooo broke! darn! how to shop summore??

oh ya when i was looking for my size, then there was this boy, he looks lyk a sec kid la. kinda cute. he kept looking my way n smiling2. wat bodo je la. he was with his brother or sumting. i was already queing (wrong spelling ehh?) at dat tym. he was nudging2 at his brother n pointing2 at me (nk suro bayarkn ke dik??). then his brother geleng2 kpale n start queing. after i paid, on my way out, had to pass by them btw, that guy gave a huge smile n said bye. haha. i juz smiled back. it was a sisterly smile okay. sort of. duh! that guy, i mean that boy's lyk 2 or 3 years younger?? haha. mcm2 lahh bdk2 skrg.. haiz.. reached home at 9pm. i'm kinda broke. hopefully can get some money from ayah to go shop for slipper n sandal. n other stuff of coz. so much stuff to buy.. so little money. see y i wanna be rich?? well still waiting for the right tym to go shopping with that sumone. hehehe.

ohh ya btw for a 1GB mini SD memory card, is $24.50 a gd bargain?? i need ur opinion ppl!! thanks!! =)

my head's heavyyyy

2006-12-12T19:38:00.000+08:00

cough + more cough + fever + flu = BLARDY HEADACHE

yep. dats the freaking truth.

my head's really heavy leyy rite now.

can't even have a full 10mins of cough-free time.

and after each coughing fit, it feels as if i hv asthma.

so dats it.

wanna eat, consume any medicine available in this house which states "for flu" n "for cough", watch tv or read a book while waiting for sleepiness n grogginess to kick in then SLEEP lyk a baby.

well, ALHAMDULILLAH.

they say when we fall sick dat means dosa2 kite diampunkan. rite?

=)

*tries to smile amidst coughing fit*

yep. looking at the bright side of lyf.

Hajar logging off... *cough cough*...

new hp~ wee~ ahakz!

2006-12-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

yey i got a new fone! haha! ala just the nokia 6280. can get n70 for $33 after trade-in my 3100 but... just dun feel lyk forking out money for a hp. malaz. think u already figure out that i got this fone for free. haha. upgrade plan lahh. i'd rather use the 33 bucks to buy memory card. so have two fones now. hehe. next 2 things on my to-buy list are :

hp cover

1GB / 512MB memory card

after dat have to go shopping buy sch stuffs. n also new clothes (yep somebody offered to be my banker! ahakz! weee~).

ohh k btw my flu's already gone. but fever still staying for a couple more days i tink? n flu's being replaced by cough. my throat's itching lyk wat sia! ishh!!

n ya along also amik his new fone today. the w850i. yeah my dream fone. *sobs*. tis ok. at least i got a slide fone also. freaky. haha. 3 siblings. 3 different fone brands. sony ericsson, samsung n nokia. haha! cool! well even before getting new fones, we've been using the same respective brands lahh. ahakz!

k dats it i guess. sick gal. no mood to write many2 stuff.

btw kak nana, hope its confirmed yah the trip on the 18th?? ya pak uda can get the card thing but i have to take it from him 1st, on dat day itself at ard 9 or 10am.

k cheers evrybody!!

sick n crazeeeee

2006-12-10T16:55:00.000+08:00

i'm sick. yep. blardy flu n fever. now i'm alone at home. singing my hearts out. haha. yeah suara sengau n all. cool wat. well the weird thing is that i'm becoming more jiwang-ish nowadays. yeah serious. must be the freaking fever. gaaaahh!!

really2 hope can get a new fone tmr. singtel's offer are awesome man!! really! check it out. well along's gonna take his new fone today. the sony ericsson W850i! damnnn!! well thanks to me. i showed him the darn offer. haha. n hopefully the offer for dat fone is still on. if not i'm gonna get the N70 or nokia 6280. yeahh! ahakz! told amany abt the offer thingie n got her excited lyk wat. heh heh. she's gonna check it today. semangat.

they say disebalik ape yg terjd ade hikmahnye. damn true i tell u. when ayah used my plan to get angah a new fone (he din tell me abt it), i din grumble. i mean it is his line i'm using. under his name. even tho he used my duit blanje to pay my hp bill, its still his money in the first place wat. i was a bit dissapointed at dat tym. but wat can i say. benda da t'jd pon. so diam2 je la. waited patiently for angah's plan to end. which is today btw. haha. n yeahh now i hv the chance to get a new fone at a freaking low price. =) penantian itu satu penyeksaan. true. tp ia berbaloi. i mean imagine, if i took a fone few months ago, n now theres a lot of offers for other better fone, confem gigit jari seyy! so ya.. moral of the story : dun grumble! maybe u din get wat u wanted now but maybe in the future theres better things fer u. just be patient. aite?

*sings loudly* always look on the briiiight side of lyf!! to doot, to doo doo doo doo dooo~ c'mon sing wit me!! always look on the briight side of lyf!! -til fade-

siow. blame the fever. n flu.

i'm missing ppl!!

2006-12-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

well yesterday nite i chatted with sumone. it's been sumtym lahh since i last saw or chatted with him. he wanted to send me this song but the transfer rate was too slow. but then i managed to find that song. it's.. touching. haha. really. a malay song. berjiwang2 aku smlm. ahakz! yeah n today he's going to indon. jakarta i tink? for a few days lahh. pagi2 he msged suro take care. u too dear fren. sorry tk dpt reply. =)

ookaay then this morning my sis zul msged me. de tanye bile nk kua same2 with amany. mcm tau2 je i'm missing them both. haha! so we plan to do a movie marathon at amany's house (her new house btw. hehe.). on thursday maybe. darn! i'm missing ALL my frens! for the others, "oit biler nk gi escape?? nk tunggu org keje amik cuti, abiz jgk tau december oliday ni! ish!"

ME, ZUL n AMANY. cool eyy? haha! GALS GO WILD!! (zul yg bikin ni)

i'm missing 'em both!! k this tym we look more.. demure? haha!

koraaangggg!! biler nk gi escape???

fas, jgn perasan ehh tgk gamba ni.. heh heh. we ALL look pretty! keke!

it's kinda weird. i'm missing my classmates.. really. the background.. freaking nice eyy?

feeeeeeeeeeveeeeeeerrrrrrr

2006-12-09T16:33:00.000+08:00

kay i'll try to make this post as short n simple as possible. can't drag too much. nanti jd mcm post yg lepas tu. ahakz!

alryt. yesterday? wif mama we went to visit a fren of hers whose gonna go perform the haji next week. i think? at sembawang. had a big lunch before going there. alighted at wdlnds mrt stn. n i was lyk "mama naik bas ape?" n she juz said "apape lahh yg gi sembawang" huh?? so we walked aimlessly at the bus interchange looking for sign that states "sembawang". dari hujung ke hujung sehh jln. then i practically had to force mama to call her fren ask what bus to take. mcm susah sgt gitu nk tepon. sheesh! haha! ape lahh mama. *geleng kpale*.

u noe there's still kuih raya at mama fren's house! haha! serious! abt 6 types of kuih? with the kerepek n all. cool! ahakz! ape lagi, melantaklahh! teehee. the cookies were fabulous i tell u. *drools*. haha! then bile tym balik tu, as we were walking along the corridor towards the lift, tibe2 ade bunyi anjing menyalak!! punye t'kejot! i was btol2 sbela the gate so the dog was lyk inches away. i totally freaked out man! tapi my t'kejot i still managed to maintain ar. haha. tak jd pekik. skali mama tibe2 grabbed my hand! then she screamed! ape lagi, dgn me skali lahh t'pekik! haha! kecoh jap.

then went to cosway point. mama wanted to buy the carbon thing for our fax but she forgot the model no. of our fax. lahh. pnat je pegi. then we passed by popular n mama suddenly ask "ehh nk bli cd taufik tk??" i was lyk "ehh okay ah!" hehehe. so ya i bought taufik's cd! n got his poster also! ahakz! weee~ pastu gi lot1.. mama nk tukar duit. me gi NTUC jap.. sweet talk.. then polar. aru alek. so ya. thats it.

for today: juz laze at home. watch tv.. relax lahh. cherishing evry moment. haha! coz next year's gonna be one hectic year. confem no tym nk lepak2 kat uma mcm ni. so ya. anyway i dun feel so gd ar today. mcm nk kena fever. nvm. cheers evrybody!!

(hope this post is not too long! ahakz!)

panjangnyerrrr

2006-12-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

wahh.. my post's blardy long mehh. baru perasan. ahakz! selamat lahh krg membaca. tp klw mlz tkya baca suda. ahakz!

escape to gilerness

2006-12-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

TODAY :

woke up earlier than usual. which is at 10am (okay it may not be early for u ppl but this is an achievement for me ok! usually i wake up at.. erm.. nvm. hehe! malu lahh nk blang). mama saw me holding my converse shu (nak cuci) then she was lyk "hah! skejap2! ni cuci skali tudung2 ni.. alahh.. sikit jek (6 pieces! sikit ehh?). ahh da terlanjur tu, berus kan skali stoking along" ahhh?? eeewww! his football stoking!! then at the "heel" part of the stoking there's lyk a red stain.. (o'ohh) i was lyk "mamaaaaa!! ape tuuuu??" "alah tkde pape lahh.. kaki de injured dat tym. abe b'darah." omg!! blood?? double eeewww!! tp terpaksa kan.. so wat to do. ish! malang btol nasib aku. then did some house chores lah. as usual.

ohh ya i saw the weighing scale in mama's room. so try2 lor. at 1st i was lyk "49kg?? mamposs!!" *worries* then bile tgk btol2.. "e'ehh sala lahh.. 44kg lah!! haha!" fuhh.. lega sehh. wait.. "mama, weighing scale ni accurate kan??" n she said ya. hehe. but then i usually weigh ard 45-49kg. so yeahh! need to eat more!! heh heh! no problemo for me!! weee~! ahakz!

YESTERDAY:

my word of the day: freaky.

went to escape with zul, naq n isha!! yeahh! twas great man!! but lemme story from the beginning k.. pada semalam.. jeng3..

the day b4, at first naq said meet up at ct hall at 10:30 (i tink). then suddenly in the middle of the night (tgh smgt tgk asian games) i got a msg from her saying to meet up at bugis at 8! ahhh?? cptnyerr! wadoi!! so yesterday after subuh prayer, i didn't get the chance to sambong tdo ar. practically had to drag myself out of bed sey! hehe! n had a difficult tym getting isha out of her bed! ahakz! smgt ar siap2 seme. reached bugis at ard 8.40 gitu. but nobody there? so pusing satu daerah bugis mrt tu looking for naq coz tkt de tunggu tmpt lain. but na da. i was lyk ookaayy.. where's that gal sehh? then i juz sat at the bus stop drinking nescafe original ice coffee (to truly wake me up!! i was still lyk kinda groggy from lack of sleep). then received another msg from naq saying that she's still at home. got some problem. she's gonna meet us at pasir ris ard 11 or 12. n dat tym it was lyk 9.15?? hmmm mmmm. jap tau tk yg home de kat jb? haha. really. hmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmm.

so called isha n zul suro meet kat pasir ris je. then i saw a lot of alj ppl there. n i do mean A LOT. haha. serious. ade those from sec4 n sec3 i think. so juz melepak at the tangga wait for them. wait wait. then zul came. wait some more. isha came (at last!). head to white sand mac for breakfast. had pancakes!! yeahh! nyam3! teehee! then we talk2 ley. there's lyk soo much things to talk abt. haha! we went lyk from 1 topic to another n another n the list goes on n on. after dat while waiting for naq to call me, kite jln2 lahh kat white sand. aft that meet up wif naq n we're on our way to escape! yeah! (at last!)

n kat sana punye ramai org!! mak oi! n ramai jgk org yg dikenali! ahakz! really! especially alj ppl. i was blardy frustrated coz pepsi, cadbury n panasonic tutop!! arrrrrghhh!! bad luck sehh. *sobs*. first stop was the rainbow thingie which isn't dat scary. i keep sliding from side to side. cian tol org sbela ku. lupe lahh sape. ringan sgt kot? hehe! then next we went to the go cart thing! yeahh babe! haha! Q de punye lahhh panjang. waduhh! then got some idiotic chinese ppl smoke there. padehal terpampang sehh sign "NO SMOKING". sheesh! bodoh nye org. but then i dun really care coz i was busy cuci mata! hehehe! there's two guys yg jaga the go cart thing then isha commented that yg 1 tu hensem. then she ask me antara that 2 mane lg hens. i chose 1 n she picked the other 1. so its 1 for her n 1 for me la. nyahaha! that guy sooo cute leyy! de gelap2 sket but bile de senyum or ktawe.. fuuuh! cair jap! haha! ohh n isha when she saw the guy yg de kate hens tu dkt2, she changed her mind. cancelled. hehe!

the guy yg i chose mule2 he went to naq aft we were all seated in the cart n tunggu drg check ar. zul was laughing at me. mocking me. kong asam tol. then he checked zul nye seat belt aru de gi kat me. he was lyk "secure tak the belt?" "ahh? tk tau.." then he adjusted my seat belt "klw terlanggar ke ape ke juz stay k tkmo bgn. tau?" he smiled. omg! *swoons* darn! haha!

okay then main lahh games yg lain. then tried my luck at the shooting hoops nye game. cume msk satu je out of four? shucks! n u need at least two to win a stuffed toy. well.. juz my luck. k here comes the best part. bile nk main the superman thing, the guy tu ade lg! tehehe! n also bile nk main yg bende pusing2 tu, de pon yg jaga! wahh.. mmg kite ditakdirkan bertemu. ceyy! (perasan! nyahaha!) sehati sejiwa katakn =P. then zul met her jejaka idaman at the haunted house. haha! wat a place. (sorry zul!) no no bkn the hantu. heh heh. org yg jaga the place lahh. n no bkn "penjaga" okeyy. he got a goatee. tp syg, cume skali je de nmpk. aww too bad. then ni aru tau actually dat guy da bertunang. ouch! better luck next tym zul! hehe! btw the haunted house tk seram jek! penat jekk pegang tgn zul kuat2! hish! yeahh coz kat depan was isha n naq. so by the tym me n zul jln, hantu de da klua da. hehehehe.

then our last game was the train ride thingie for kids. small kids. muahaha! burok gler sehh! n we rode it 4tyms!! siow. haha. ohh ya bile kte naik the viking, across of us was this chinese lady with her son. me n isha we both threw our arms up whenever our side of the viking naik lahh. best woo!! hehe. then bile kte turon, dat chinese lady she said to me n isha smiling2 "wahh gd ahh u". maksod de gd pasal kte tak tkt lahh bile naik viking tu. siap angkat tgn lagi tak pegang rail tu. hahaha! macam2..

so aft dat naq alek. kite 3 gi harbourfront jln2. no no only me n isha coz zul de jmpe mak de kat banquet n they went home together. so pusing2 lahh kat situ. smp ard 9 gitu. called ayah suro amik kat dover coz de OT. i was a bit late lahh. tp da blang ayah da. then ayah tak baik sehh!! de kacau me abez2!! reached dover at 9.40 gitu. when i call him, de kata de da smp uma! i was lyk "haaaaaa???" pastu de ktawe2! suke sehh ayah. den he said tak la de pat west coast tgh makan. siap burp lagi to prove his point. ishhhhhh. abe takkan kena tunggu?? da lahh tmpt taxi stand tu gelap. n ayah sempat sehh tkt2kn me!! ishh! ade ke de kata kat situ keras sket. waaa! pastu de ktawe2 n hang up de fone. panic kejap. den call mama nk complain. skali tkde org angkat lak. ish! aru ltak fone truz ayah smp. (selamaaat!) hmph!! suke ehh ayah kacau2 org.. tkpe2.

so tu je lah. exciting day lahh smlm. hehe. k nk makan ar. need to gain weight leyy. hehehe! jgn jelez~

trip to zoo!!

2006-12-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

was browsing thru the pics in my folder, then suddenly stumbled across pics taken early this year.

when we went to the zoo!! weee~ ahakz! had to do this eng project lahh dat tym. so ya.. enjoy!!

(most of the pics are already in my frenster i think.. but heck, this is MY blog. i can put up watever pics i want. nyahaha!)

this is the most attractive signboard there i think. soo cute! ahakz!

group piccie!! see the sealion's kissing me! *giggles*

me n fas with tourists. had to interview them. n they were damn frenly! *smiles*

the otters are sooo cute!!

fas, me, yun n i-man with another tourist. he's blardy tall man!!

ok i forgot wat this creature is. but isn't it cute?? haha!

few more inch then i'll be as tall as the giraffe!! (wow!)

reminds me of a monkey at riau island.. de minum tek tarik! from a bottle yg tutup de, monkey tu bukak sendri! serius! ahakz!

this pic's a bit blurry.

i was darn tired sehh.. but forced myself for a last interview with this pretty lady.

dats all. cheers ppl! =)

walking away...

2006-12-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

too lazy to post the hari raya pics today. sorry peeps.

i'm walking away from the troubles in my lyf.

am i? how i blardy wish i cud. how i wish i cud just turn back tym. then i wud alter that 1 darn moment. change that 1 stupid step i made.

agreeing to befren u.

but i know i can't. impossible. n deep down, i know i can't just walk away from all the troubles in my lyf. just lyk dat. the guilt'll hang on to me. tightly. lyk a leech on skin. n simply won't let me go. wat guilt u ask?

guilt for causing a rift between 2 buddies. a bad one.

guilt for causing someone to get blamed for the things he didn't do.

guilt for giving hopes n promises to another someone. wat was i thinking?? n he keeps ungkit abt certain things. things that i dun rmbr saying 'em. am i suffering from amnesia then? sheesh! but he'll be lyk "rmbr dat day when u said..." n i'll be lyk "huh? i said that??"

i'm so sorry. its better this way. i think. yeah true i'm walking away from all my troubles. but that doesn't mean i've forgiven u. u know how bad u made me feel?? up until now i still feel guilty. why'd u have to react that way? it's my lyf. i can do watever i want. i can contact whoever i lyk. i'm nobody's sayang or so-called lover. u know dat. so wats up?? its not that easy for me to put evryting behind. dun ask y. all the casual talks. y'd u have to take evryting so seriously? u're a fren. dats it. u know who i hv feelings for. maybe juz a bit. but it's still there. n now i lost him. thanks to u.

maybe one day u'll see my no. appearing on ur hp screen. the day i finally bring myself to forgive u. next yr? few years from now? 10yrs? i dunno.

but wat i do know is that, i'm juz gonna walk away from the troubles in my lyf. guilt n all. no turning back. n be myself again. dats it. n no u dun have to wait for me. go n move on with ur lyf.

20th nov

2006-12-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

okay lets walk down memory lane again.. 20th nov.

yeah rmbr the date clearly coz thats the last paper for my olvl. mcq science. went to the centre "lenggang kangkong" sey. only bring a pencil, a pen n an eraser. which i stuffed 'em all in the front pocket of my jeans. ahakz! n i didnt care to study or watsoever. yeah i'm THAT happy-go-lucky. n carefree. nyahaha! juz sit there, shade whichever alphabet that appealed to me the most (mostly chak-chak-koti), hand up the darn paper n dats it. no more olvls for me! *smiles innocently* gamble je ar. yea my lyf's full of gamble. juz hope that lady luck will always be there whenever i need her. ahakz! crap.

k then watched "step up" with my cuzzies. the show was awesome i tell u. the dance steps. how i wish i cud dance lyk dat. nyahaha! but i'm pretty sure i hv two left feets. hehe. then had a great tym at vivocity! pusing2 kat situ.. pnat gler sehh. yea here's some pics. enjoy!

isn't the backgrd nice?

simply melepak at the steps.. nabil wats up with the tongue??

nyahaha! borrowed nabil's sunglasses. cool huh?

oookaaay.. we used the timer thing on the cam to take this pic.

i think this is the only pic of ALL of us.

are we in front or at the back of vivocity? hmm..

BANG! nyahaha!

weee~ right in the middle of the "stadium" thingie at vivo.. sabrina tgh watpe? *wonders*

okay i badly need to sit. sorry for the "not-so-sopan" sit. hehe.

thats it then. maybe i'm gonna post the hari raya celebration pics next. tgk la dulu.. stay cheerful everybody!! weee~~ bye!

sukma!! giler sehh tibe2 igt sal sukma! ahakz!

2006-12-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

yeah thats me. i know i look stupid so juz shuddup. ahakz! was scanning the pic (ct n me) so i decided to scan this pic too. haiz. i miss sukma. no more sukma for me. i'm left with juz one more year at alj. how tym flies. now is already dec. juz a month more n i'll have to study lyk crazy for my final year at alj. n hopefully clears it without any tahsin or tasfiyyah. insya-Allah.

btw abt sukma. memories juz came flooding in. how the "kakak2 hijau" worked their butts off. i was in charge of the cheerleading kids. had to create cheers for them. n all cheers must be in ARABIC. wahh piangg eyy. so it was juz me, huda, khairina n faeza. some of them gave ideas for the song. mostly it was me n huda who created the lyrics. simple2 ones lahh coz the cheerleading team consists of primary kids. mostly pri 4. had loads of fun training them. btw they hv this competition for the best cheerleading team lah.

then on the day itself, the cheerleaders were all so geared up to cheer n evryting. but sadly, n i mean really2 sadly, they didnt get the support of the other "hijau ppl". yep. dats the blardy truth. most of the kakak2 were juz lyk sitting down with their legs crossed, trying to maintain their "jambu-ness" amidst the hot weather. even the tcr in charge for the green house, tcr yasmin, noticed that all of them were "man-watching". duh! (ok i'm guilty of dat too -juz a lil bit though- coz somebody caught me staring at someone on the track. ahakz! til i was dubbed his peminat paling setia! sheesh! but juz dat one event! i was trying to see who was leading n who actually won that event! *blushes* n i wasnt trying to tangkap jambu or anyting.. u're kidding me?? with me looking lyk dat?? [the pic above]). n all the kakak2 preu (my org2 kuat) had their own jobs to do. except for me. well i kinda switched places with kima since she was the only one not assigned to any job so i can help farya lead the cheerleaders.

so it was up to me, farya, wida n some others to save the day. haha! mcm powerpuff gals seh! haha! cian sehh bdk2 cheerleader tu seme. its obvious lahh that they were dissapointed. all the other houses were semangat cheering. i kinda blow up a bit there. ahakz! pnat2 pekik kat drg suro supportive sket, but only fell on deaf ears. well wat to do. so kite2 yg smgt ni we juz told the cheerleaders "drg tknk cheer tu drg nye pasal. biar lahh seme kakak2 tgh sibuk nk tangkap jambu. we dun need those kind of ppl anyway". yg paling smgt was me n farya lahh. n fiza pon bnyk tolong. mcm nk t'cabot sehh tekak pekik bnyk2. serious! coz we sort of have to lead the cheers lah. n they especially like the army2 marching cheer. i only rmbr the rhythm. tk igt ar the werds. n that cheer requires someone to lead it then followed by the cheerleaders. since i was the only one who rmbr the lyrics (coz i created them. haha!), so ya, all out pekik mcm ape. n ya i saw some blardy sec kids snickering at me. burok ahh kena pekik kan. as if i care. as if i gv a damn. coz at the end of the day, GREEN HOUSE WON THE BEST CHEERLEADING TEAM!!! yeah! no thanks to them! pah!

n somebody even said that we won the cheerleading thingie coz of me. coz i was the one paling smgt. cheering lyk crazy. then waving the flag. nyahaha! nta lah. but ya. i was satisfied. even though all the medals went to the cheerleaders, i was darn satisfied. tak sia2 i lost my voice that day. haha! the enthusiasm they showed.. yeah they deserve the medal. n the looks on their faces when tcr yati said that we won that category, were priceless. haiz.. i kinda miss that moment. cuma farya n me je yg tau n rasa the hardship n the seksa-ness we face that day.. k la dats it i guess.. sukma da bape lame lepas ni baru skrg nk tulis. hahaha! cheers!

today in hajar's lyf

2006-12-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

well mama practically shoo-ed us all from the house today. y? coz evrybody's not going out. n she needs to change s'pore $ to malaysian RM as tmr she's going to JB. so she was lyk grumbling to herself "bile tknk kirim pape, smorang klua. bile nk kirim, seme tk kua uma plak." haha! n then she kinda paksa evrybody in the house to go out. go anywhere lah. ahakz! mcm2.. so in the end i lah jd bdk baik.

ard 6pm gitu i went out to go library. spent ard 20mins to half an hour there. btw my appearance was a bit selekeh lah. jeans, long sleeve shirt, tudung itam n (jeng3) slipper!! nyahaha! burok sehh.. as if i care. so after dat went to change money. n then, smgt pegi ten mile junction stakat nk beli yg "roti boy" tu. kekeke! mama la ni buat aja kempunan! she keeps mentioning abt roti boy.. the smell n evryting. so tempting man! so ya, actually took the LRT there. u hv to alight at bukit panjang station n change LRT if u wanna go to ten mile junc. blardy hell! i've to wait lyk 20mins sehh juz to board the LRT to go to my destination which is just a station away! lyk duh! klw mcm gini mrt, mati sehh ari2 lmbt gi sch! ahakz!

actually i was kinda a bit blur lahh.. its been quite some tym since i last took the LRT.. nyahaha! then i was lyk the only person waiting on the platform for the LRT to ten mile junc. so i was a bit worried lahh. tkt t'sala platform ke ape.. haha! then the LRT arrived (at last!) n thank goodness there were quite a number of ppl in there. tunggu punye lama, ride de skejap je?? wadoi! pnye sakit ati! hmph! sheesh! then after buying the "roti boy" (nyam3! weee~), had to wait lyk another 15mins for the LRT to arrive?? omg! n i was kejar-ing my maghrib. nasib baik smp uma on tym seh! fuh! n btw, i'm munching the "roti boy" while typing this. weeeeee~ jgn jelez~~ hehehe! sedap kn bau de?? coffee!! hehe.. so dats it. maybe tmr i'm going to JB. tgk lahh klw bole bgn pagi2.. hehe! i've been sleeping late n of coz waking up late these days. its the hols!! gimme a break ley!

btw, i've scanned n uploaded this pic at last. no, this pic tkde kene mengene ngn my post kat atas. ahakz! this was the pic i took wif Ct at tamp mall after watching movies at syaz's house.

see Ct? i'm rajin after all.. haha! =P

my blog~ wat happened???

2006-11-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

i totally messed up my blog.

does that explains the suddenly dissapeared posts n the new tagboard?

weeeeee~

i'm now PATIENTLY trying to put everything back in their places.

i'm sooo bad at this.

thanks fiza lee n ct for helping me out.

btw, yesterday went to sch with zul n kima to buy sch books. somehow my outfit was a bit too.. erm.. girlish? (the pink tudung n kurta.. with the shus.. ahakz!) . n sort of.. unappropriate for sch? (jeans!!!). the Q was blardy long sehh! even though we reached there at abt 10.45. then while queuing (is the spelling right?) , theres this cute lil gal.. she's so fair n her hair colour's brown! da besar mezti lawa gler. kima was playing peek-a-boo with her (n zul sumhow became her wall). then the lil gal's mom told her to salam us. n she came to us with her right hand outstretched! no wait, she came to ME wanting to salam me. ahakz! she likes me!! (sorry kima! ahakz!) then the 2nd tym she salam zul. lastly aru de salam kima! muahaha! too bad!

then the boy at the counter who attended me was kinda cute. after he checked all the books n counted the total which was ard $110, he was kinda surprised. "mahal nye kak.. akak ade cukop duit tak??" ahakz! duh! nak beli buku skola takkan bawak $10 je kan.. hehe.. i forgot his name. nama de pelik skit.. i only remembered got "el-rani" ar.. sumting lyk dat.. n he's smart too.. got top3 in claz.. ehh aja wats up with the details? lain mcm jek.. *winks* haha!

then accompanied kima to polar at raffles and after dat went to syaz's house. weee! had a blardy great tym there! it's been quite sometime since i saw my irsyad frens. jenab, eda, ct n zul were there.. n syaz of coz! ahakz! i was damn late n only got to watch half of the movie marathon. too bad. just my luck n the sisterhood of the travelling pants. the former was quite nice. there were a lot of shoutings whenever the mcfly guy wants to kiss lindsay. nyahaha! the latter was boring. yeah everybody agreed to that. the only entertaining part was the story abt rory gilmore (i dunno her actual name. i dun care. haha!). banyak cuci mata gak ahh. *winks* we ate pizza n fries.. everybody was juz lepak-ing lahh.. then talk talk abt the near future. JC, poly.... how jenab? da decide? hehe.. also we had gal talk.. learned a lot abt... certain... things. hehehe.. *syyy* really guys we juz have to do this kind of things more often. its soooo fun!

then teman ct gi popular at tamp mall.. we were talking abt songs n she mentioned a westlyf song "total eclipse of the heart" n suddenly we both squealed lyk 2 crazy gals! nyahaha! ok ok we're naturally crazy but this is lyk crazy crazy. squealing in the middle of the pathway? kwang3. yeah thats our favourite song. thats y. jenab n eda terkejot.. then jenab pulled eda away.. konon mcm tk kenal kte due ar.. hehehe!

oh ya i saw that someone on the way to tamp mall. i couldn't look away coz i was talking to ct n facing her. he juz stared. dats it.

*sniff sniff* i smell something. food! weeee~ k nk makan! bye~~

i got new sports shu!! weee~

2006-11-27T19:45:00.000+08:00

oookaay~

mama tried to wake me up at ard 9am..? coz she wants me to tag along -ayah's on leave today btw- they wanna visit my aunty's father. he's bedridden. but i simply couldn't wake up. bad hajar! haha! so they went without me. woke up at 10+.. mama called n said that if i want my brunch (breakfast+ lunch), then i'd better turon causeway point coz they're gonna eat at the banquet there. punya kelam kabot siap.. hehe!

so met them at courts.. n went to banquet. i had black pepper chicken with nasi pattaya n acar. weee~ haha! n the plate's damn big man! seriously! the diameter of the plate's bigger than the dulang itself! haha! n the chicken was quite big. soo gedik. ayah was surprised that i manage to finish the whole meal.. haha! eyy it costs $4.30 sey! lau tk abez kan syg.. wasting sehh.. ok fine i was hungry. its suppose to be my brunch!!

i saw dee! she cabot claz! (erm.. it wasn't suppose to be a secret rite?) bad dee! really2 bad dee! btw mak aku ckp kau makin kecik! u're shrinking! how come??

then went to the sports shop.. i need a pair of sport shus! my last sport shu got ranap when i was training futsal at sch.. haha! n all this while whenever i play sports, i'm either barefoot or wearing the converse shu (sooo not the proper footwear). even yesterday i wore angah's shu.. which was damn big! haha! juz got the normal sport shu lahh.. very simple one.. n veeeery big! nyahaha! had to get the men's type coz the women's one, no size! sheesh! u see, my feets are long but slim. so the sport shu was damn "bigga".. n even ayah n angah can wear it! oh my! yahh it's THAT big. humongous (is the spelling rite?) even. hah! mama said my feet's like the big foot's.. haha!

So actually tadi petang we're suppose to go jogging agn.. (me n my new shus of coz! hehe!) but it rained. so cancelled. somehow i felt releived.. coz my body's still aching from yesterday's workout. ahakz! (dun tell mama n ayah k). juz where is the blardy tiger muscle rub when i need it the most?? darn!

so maybe later we're going out agn.. to ikea i think. they wanna buy a wardrobe or sumting lahh.. i tink i wanna get one of the bean bags. yeah!

n i dun think i'll be werking this hols.. malaz! haha! really.. so i'm juz gonna lepak at home i guess.. n try to make up my mind whether to "take the next big step" or not.. hmm.. i'm pretty sure i can cope.. its only for two years anyway.. but at the same tym i dun wanna jeopardise my preu2 next yr.. thats the most crucial yr seh! haiz.. tgk lahh nnt.. apape pon mama n ayah's very supportive.. i'm damn lucky to hv parents lyk 'em.. *smiles*

oh ya btw.. i dunno y but i'm becoming lyk jiwang-ish gitu. my mp3's full of westlife songs. luv songs. nyahaha! but not all lahh.. rock n pop are still dominant! woohoo! ahakz!

k dats it i guess.. mama's cooking. n it smells great. k wanna check out wat she's cooking.. daa~

pinggangku yg ramping..

2006-11-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

well, today was juz like the other days.. laze on the couch watching tv..

EXCEPT

i went jogging with mama n ayah~~!! woohoo~ haha! it's been quite some tym since i last excercised.. serious!! woahh i'm sooo not fit anymore! i only ran lyk.. 6 rounds?? lepas tu da t'mengah2 sey! sheesh! even ayah ran more rounds than me! *so paiseh* haha! then tried the mini gym there. i always tot it was so.. pathetic. (dun tell mama i said that). but after trying some of the excercise thingie there, it was actually quite.. ok. haha!
then i was on this thing which mama said is gd for the pinggang. it's basically lyk moving ur waist from side to side lah (i tink). there was this nyonya in front of me n she said to me "wahh bagus ar org muda mcm lu.. pinggang slim lor.." hahaha!! weee~~ i hv a slim pinggang!! feewiiit~ jgn jelez haa.. muahaha!! =p

wait..

or was it after i gelek2 on the thingie that my pinggang became slim..? hmmmm... not bad ehh that thingie..

muahaha!! i'm still a kiddo!! weee~ ahakz!

2006-11-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

You Are 12 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

does that mean over-confident??

2006-11-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

You Have Low Self Esteem 0% of the Time

Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth.
You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

How is Your Self Esteem?

Y izit always yellow?? i may consider being a PE tcr.. weee~ haha!

2006-11-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

Your Aura is Yellow

You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others.
While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you.

The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others

Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey

Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor

What Color Is Your Aura?

i'm bored~

2006-11-25T22:32:00.001+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence

You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together.
Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination.
There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language.
You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands).

You would make a good athlete, physical education teacher, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

hmm.. i'm a sagittarian..

2006-11-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

Your True Sign Is Aries

Daring
Friendly
Energetic
Risk Taking
Dynamic Daredevil
Always on an Adventure
Without a Care in the World
Quick-Witted and Quick-Tempered

What's Your True Sign?

muahaha! kinda true.. wink

2006-11-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

You are a Tomboy Girl!

Instead of flirting, you tend to pal around with the guys you crush on.
And why not? You can hold your own in sports, video games, and gross out contests.
Just make sure and suprise them with a touch of girlishness every once and a while.
Then you'll be treated like the hottie you are - not like one of the guys.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

my power color is bright yellow???

2006-11-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: November 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.
You're good at so much - you never know what to do.
Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.
You are destined for a life of travel and fun.

Your strength: Your likeability

Your weakness: You never feel satisfied

Your power color: Bright yellow

Your power symbol: Asterisk

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

dedicated to 2 ppl..

2006-11-25T00:38:00.000+08:00

not revealing any names.. tknk lahh aibkan org.. u know who u r..

for sumone:

i'm sorry i messed up ur lyf. truly sorry. ppl accused u of stuffs that u didn't do. n i noe punca nye was me. i dun blame u for "mengilangkn diri". i totally understand. i'm juz shocked at some ppl's attitude. they only hear one side of the story. so called facts. then assume things. things which are blardy untrue. i simply dunno how to fix this mess up. yeah i feel really guilty.

for another sumone:

i'm sorry things didn't werk out. lyk u said, we're different. big tym. my only regret is not being straightfwd with u. instead i chose to beat ard the bush, mind my words n drop hints instead. hints that some of 'em u misinterpreted wrongly. i dun blame u. but u're too secretive. n sensitive. bnyk benda awk sala fhm. but its ok if u wanna go ard telling ppl untrue things abt me esp abt wat i said. i don't give a damn. but pls, jgn salakn or babitkn org lain? n i dun care if ppl think that i'm a bitch and that i toy ard with ppl's feelings. no i'm not mad. it's juz dat bnyk sgt benda yg got twisted ard. that really pissed me off. nvm lahh. n yeah i do appreciate ur effort to make my bday a memorable one. i really do. but its juz so.. not rite. thanks anyway.

i'm lucky

2006-11-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

i juz realized how lucky i am.

there are people out there who werked their butts off to get a passing grade. to be promoted to the next level.
who cried when they saw "failed" in their record book.

people who don't have frens lyk i do.
frens that are always there for me thru thick n thin.

there are also people their parents didn't even rmbr their bdays.

subhaanallah.
i took evryting for granted.

alhamdulillah for all these blessings.
alhamdulillah for the great frens U gave me.
alhamdulillah for all the wonderful things in lyf.

i'm blissfully blessed. *smiles*

thanks fiq for making me see n be grateful for all these stuff. =)

for all of u out there, be grateful always. even for the simple things in lyf. appreciate 'em. coz there are others who are not so lucky as we are.

btw a fren juz told me abt a dream of hers. so scary man. abt "kiamat". n dat really got me to mengucap bnyk2. another realization. idup ni sementara. n it'll end when we less expect it to. bertaubatlah selagi berpeluang.

"Life only pass us once ; Today's moment becomes tmr's memory. Enjoy evry moment, gd or bad, coz the gift of life is life itself"

gasp! result day!!

2006-11-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

well, when i was in the car with ayah, i didn't feel anything.. i mean no jitters or butterflies in stomach. na da. ayah was lyk asking me whether i'm feeling nervous or watsoever. i juz replied "ntah lahh mcm tk b'perasaan gitu skrg". haha! seriusly. maybe coz i was btol2 lyk tawakkal n da pasrah lahh with watever the outcome is. i know i slacked big tym so obviously my result's gonna drop. so dats it. n its not over confident tau.

so ya my position is 5th. % dropped a bit. only failed a subject which is math coz i got f9 for pre-lim. yeah dats bad, i know. haha. n guess wat?? i actually passed my adab n balagha!! woohoo!! i didn't even touch both books until like half n hour before the papers itself? heh heh.. n yeah i proved that effort counts. no no not abt revising but abt not leaving any qstns blank. i was lyk so blur man when i see the paper. actually was close to tears lahh. hehe! eyy bnyk sehh markah de! but even so, i juz sat there n wrote watever i like.. haha.. ya cite dongeng. i didn't give up or leave any blanks. even though deep down i know that watever i wrote is crap but i dun care. at least i tried. n ya it paid off.
so ok la.. kinda already expecting the result except for adab n balagha.. =)

CONGRATS TO ALL MY MEMBERS N FRENS!! THEY ALL PASSED!! WEEE~! AM SOOO PROUD OF U ALL!!

TO ZUL: CEY! TAUN DPN DA JD KAKAK2 SEC4 SEHH! HEHE..

TO AMANY: YEAH U PASSED.. TP TAUN DPN KO JGN NK WAT HAL LG OR SLACK LIKE THIS AGAIN!

TO AZ, FAR N I-DA: NMPKNYE KTE BAKAL BERJIRAN LA YEK! JAGA CLAZKU BAIK2 TAU..

TO YUN N FAS: I TOLD U, U'RE GONNA MAKE IT! =)

TO FIZA: PIKIR TOL2.. TINGGAL LG 1 TAUN JEK SEHH..

TO ORG YG CURIK MY POSITION: NEXT YR IS REDEMPTION TYM!! HEHEHE..

TO MAAN: TKPE KTE DROP SKET.. TAUN DPN ADE.. BALAS DENDAM AR BEB!

TO KIMA: EY GEMOK! KN KU CKP KO LEPAS.. TK CAYA! NIWEI FOCUS GAL! KNOW UR PRIORITIES.. KAU TU PELAJAR. JGN BG PERKARA2 SAMPINGAN YG TK PENTING DETER U AWAY FROM UR GOAL. K?

TO FIQ: ALL THE BEST YAH! WHEN U'VE REACHED UR GOAL, GIMME A CALL. KENA BLANJA! HAHA!

TO PREU1 2007: AM LOOKING FWD TO WORKING WITH U GUYS.. WE'RE GONNA RAWK THE SCH! HAHA!

TO THOSE YG TK BERJAYA: NEVER EVER GV UP. GET IT?? THIS IS NOT THE END BUT THE VERY BEGINNING. I'M SURE U HV UR OWN PLANS SO WATEVER IT IS, ALL THE BEST! GAGAL SEKALI BUKAN BERMAKNA GAGAL UTK SELAMA-LAMANYA.. N LYK UST HASBI SAID "KLW LULUS DI DUNIA TETAPI GAGAL DI AKHIRAT TETAP TIADA GUNANYA"..

My b'day!! =)

2006-11-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

ookayy.. so 1st of all, i'm 17 already!! hehehe! sweet 17 summore! feewiit! ahakz! perasan sehh.. ok ok.. juz wanna say a BIG THANK U to all those yg wish me.. luv u guys!! muahh!! (mushy2 lg.. haha!) n a blardy BIG THANK U to zul, amany, maan, az, i-da, yun, kim n far for the surprise just now!! wee~~!! hehehe.. saaayaaangg krg seme!! =)

At first i was a bit kecik ati coz my adik didn't wish me!! haha~ turn out to be she n the others have a surprise up their sleeves! so touched lahh.. amany n her actually waited under my blk.. dgn my jln yg punye "cpt".. ahakz! lenguh kaki drg tunggu.. keke.. then aft a while maan n far muncol.. heh heh.. aft dat aru yun, i-da, kim n az smp.. tu pon actually drg da naik tau my blk kira da pt dpn uma tp turon alik coz tkde kasot2 pt lua! haha! coz aja mskkn kasot2 drg pt dlm uma as it was raining at dat tym.. nasib baik mama nmpk drg kt bawah n she said "aja ade kwn aja dtg lg tau" so i went down.. mcm2..

den we lepak2 at my house.. they wanna watch big momma 2 so ramai2 melepak pt dpn tv.. mama msk nasi briyani!! woohoo!! haha! jgn jelez yekk.. mmg rezeki drg lahh.. but it was a bit spicy.. still scrumptious nevertheless.. pastu aru potong kek! sedap gler sehh! ohh no i forgot the name.. but yg penting its CHOCOLATE!! haha!

oh ya btw mama was soo kiut sehh td.. she actually send an ucapan wishing me b'day at warna juz now..!! but i was in the train on the way back! she called bile da dibacakn that ucapan n i was lyk "nape mama tk blang siang2??" haha.. upset gak ahh i missed it but its actually published at warna's bulletin.. here it is:

"Dari mama mu, salmah saat. untuk siti hajar s'mat hari lahir yg ke 17 thn. Selamat berjaya dan kuatkan iman dlm mengharungi alam remaja."

Isn't dat sweet?? hehe.. luv her sooo much!

my b'day cake!! nyam3!
The delicous cake with the candles..
yey!! cutting the cake with az..

me n az!! bdk2 nov! heehee!

haha! b'kecah sehh!

The 3 hardcores smgt tgk cite the big momma! siap bwk pinggan dpn tv kau!

sedaaap tau!! tkmu jeles ehh.. kte nga mkn briyani.. woohoo!!

the present the gave me! shoo kiut! another pooh to my collection! heehee!

thanks u ppl for making my b'day a memorable one! oh ya i-da's not in the pic.. but i luv her too! hehe..

When we went to sentosa..

2006-11-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Okay so this are some pics taken during our excursion to sentosa!! (courtesy of yun) weeee!! haha.. Had loads of fun lahh.. Btw i'm still waiting for the pic where we all actually held a SNAKE!! So scary man.. Haha! I'll post it when i get it k..

Sir Stamford Raffles n his 4 wives. Yeah i'm the one flirting with him.
All of us at the entrance. If u notice, mcm kuih lapis kn?
Maan, Yun, Aja n Kima inside the Carlsberg watever-it-is.
Pull me!! Its a beca (trishaw) btw.
Ish! Tak gerak sehh the bike! Berat lahh krg!

Jika mudah tersinggung..

2006-11-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hey there's this article i read at berita harian.. I know it sounds somewhat lame but heck, it's actually kinda true.. Actually experienced it a couple of tyms.. So ya.. "La'allakum tastafiiduuna syai'an".. May u ppl learn sumting from it ok.. Cheers! It's in malay btw..

Jika mudah tersinggung..
Orang yg mudah tersinggung mudah dikenali dan akn membuat orang lain berhati-hati. Drpd berhati-hati, org akn menjadi muak dan akhirnya menjauhkn diri kerana tdk ingin terlibat dlm masalah (so true man!). Mereka juga akn menjadi org yg 'dipulaukn'.
Salah satu puncanya ialah terlalu ingin dihargai sehingga jiwa seperti terseksa apabila terasa org tdk menghargai.
Kalau kita terlalu sensitif, hati kita akn terlalu sakit sehingga kenikmatan hidup kita terjejas. Terjadinya pertengkaran dan permusuhan, salah satu sebabnya, ialah kerana mudah tersinggung. Biasanya ia berpunca drpd rasa tdk puas hati terhadap perilaku org kpd kita.
Ini yg menyebabkn kite tersinggung, dan biasanya perkara minimum yg dilakukn ialah membela diri, lalu tindakan selanjutnya ialah memikirkn keburukan org tersebut.

Berikut beberapa panduan yg mudah-mudahan dpt melatih kita agar tdk mudah tersinggung:
*Jgn menilai lebih kepada diri kita. Jgn bnyk beringat-ingat bahawa kita telah bnyk berjasa agar kita tdk tamak kepada penghargaan. Kita harus melatih diri utk hanya berasa sekadar hamba Allah yg tdk memiliki apa-apa kecuali sedikit ilmu yg dipercikknNya, dan lebih bnyk tdk tahu. Dgn begitu, hidup kita akn menjd ringan kerana semakin ingin dihargai, dipuji dan dihormati, akan semakin sering kita sakit hati.
*Kita harus melihat bahawa apapun yg dilakukn org ke atas kita adalah bermanfaat kalau kita dpt menanganinya dgn sikap yg tepat.
*Kita harus empati, iaitu melihat sesuatu tdk dari sisi kita. (always think positively and out of the box.. jgn menghukum org membabi buta aje..)
*Teruslah pertingkatkn diri. Ketika menghadapi penghinaan, anggaplah ia satu kesempatan utk perbaiki diri. Perilaku buruk org terhadap kita, jadikanlah ia pelajaran utk mengamalkn sifat mulia iaitu memaafkn org yg menyakiti dan membalasnya dgn kebaikan. Episod disakiti ialah episod peningkatan diri.

This was written by KH AA GYM. I only copied the important part so if the language is a bit haywire, then its me ya. Haha. Basically dun be too sensitive. Mula2 mmg org akn jaga hati kita but after some tym, org jd tk kuasa...

There's a first for everything!!

2006-11-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

Weee~! Assalamualaikum wr wb..
People!! I'm actually blogging!! Haha! At last i'm rajin enuf to actually create a blog.. Hey just finished my last paper for O yesterday ok.. *grins widely* yeah i know most of u were already hip-hip-hurraying like.. ten days back? tau lah mcm lmbt sgt gitu.. but who cares?? Most importantly i can already enjoy like nobody's business!! yeah!! Ain't i rite fellow science peeps?? Heh.. Its not as if i'm busy studying lah.. I mean if i'm in front of the com for like 24/7 then its soooo obvious that i'm not studying.. At least when i'm in my room with the door shut, there's still a possibility that i'm actually revising for the exams..(mama n ayah always found me sleeping when they terjah my room.. hehe.. bad luck)

Speaking of exams, i'm gonna get my record book on thursday! Of all days!! Y this thursday?? Bleargh! Too bad.. Juz my luck i guess.. Sheesh! Doakan for me k? I mean yeah i know i've been slacking, n i'm actually already bracing myself for the worse.. There's a huge probability that my result's gonna suffer a downfall.. But heck, "KUN FAYAKUUN".. Tol ak? So i'm basically tgh tawakkal n well, akan redha dgn watever the outcome is.. N this is also wat i wanted my fellow frens to do.. There's nothing more we can do to change the outcome of our results.. Life was tough during and before the exam period.. N i mean really tough.. Cuma kite yg melaluinya yg tau.. How we endured those times.. The pressure n all.. So ya, we gave n tried the best that we could.. "MAN JADDA WAJAD" Kite same2 doakan for each other k?

Abt my O's.. Wellll.. I'm not having high hopes lah.. Seriusly.. For some weird reason i juz dun feel the pressure of O.. No great desire to perform well.. Even along was like so mad that i'm not taking it seriusly.. Olvl is a big exam he said.. Yeahh.. But i dun feel anything? Maybe because we're in different environment.. Totally different..

K dats it.. Tym to EAT! Hehe.. Ok ok got to go now.. Before ayah finish up the mee siam!! *gasp!* Byeeeee~~