i totally messed up my blog.

does that explains the suddenly dissapeared posts n the new tagboard?

weeeeee~

i'm now PATIENTLY trying to put everything back in their places.

i'm sooo bad at this.

thanks fiza lee n ct for helping me out.


btw, yesterday went to sch with zul n kima to buy sch books. somehow my outfit was a bit too.. erm.. girlish? (the pink tudung n kurta.. with the shus.. ahakz!) . n sort of.. unappropriate for sch? (jeans!!!). the Q was blardy long sehh! even though we reached there at abt 10.45. then while queuing (is the spelling right?) , theres this cute lil gal.. she's so fair n her hair colour's brown! da besar mezti lawa gler. kima was playing peek-a-boo with her (n zul sumhow became her wall). then the lil gal's mom told her to salam us. n she came to us with her right hand outstretched! no wait, she came to ME wanting to salam me. ahakz! she likes me!! (sorry kima! ahakz!) then the 2nd tym she salam zul. lastly aru de salam kima! muahaha! too bad!

then the boy at the counter who attended me was kinda cute. after he checked all the books n counted the total which was ard $110, he was kinda surprised. "mahal nye kak.. akak ade cukop duit tak??" ahakz! duh! nak beli buku skola takkan bawak $10 je kan.. hehe.. i forgot his name. nama de pelik skit.. i only remembered got "el-rani" ar.. sumting lyk dat.. n he's smart too.. got top3 in claz.. ehh aja wats up with the details? lain mcm jek.. *winks* haha!


then accompanied kima to polar at raffles and after dat went to syaz's house. weee! had a blardy great tym there! it's been quite sometime since i saw my irsyad frens. jenab, eda, ct n zul were there.. n syaz of coz! ahakz! i was damn late n only got to watch half of the movie marathon. too bad. just my luck n the sisterhood of the travelling pants. the former was quite nice. there were a lot of shoutings whenever the mcfly guy wants to kiss lindsay. nyahaha! the latter was boring. yeah everybody agreed to that. the only entertaining part was the story abt rory gilmore (i dunno her actual name. i dun care. haha!). banyak cuci mata gak ahh. *winks* we ate pizza n fries.. everybody was juz lepak-ing lahh.. then talk talk abt the near future. JC, poly.... how jenab? da decide? hehe.. also we had gal talk.. learned a lot abt... certain... things. hehehe.. *syyy* really guys we juz have to do this kind of things more often. its soooo fun!


then teman ct gi popular at tamp mall.. we were talking abt songs n she mentioned a westlyf song "total eclipse of the heart" n suddenly we both squealed lyk 2 crazy gals! nyahaha! ok ok we're naturally crazy but this is lyk crazy crazy. squealing in the middle of the pathway? kwang3. yeah thats our favourite song. thats y. jenab n eda terkejot.. then jenab pulled eda away.. konon mcm tk kenal kte due ar.. hehehe!


oh ya i saw that someone on the way to tamp mall. i couldn't look away coz i was talking to ct n facing her. he juz stared. dats it.



*sniff sniff* i smell something. food! weeee~ k nk makan! bye~~

oookaay~


mama tried to wake me up at ard 9am..? coz she wants me to tag along -ayah's on leave today btw- they wanna visit my aunty's father. he's bedridden. but i simply couldn't wake up. bad hajar! haha! so they went without me. woke up at 10+.. mama called n said that if i want my brunch (breakfast+ lunch), then i'd better turon causeway point coz they're gonna eat at the banquet there. punya kelam kabot siap.. hehe!

so met them at courts.. n went to banquet. i had black pepper chicken with nasi pattaya n acar. weee~ haha! n the plate's damn big man! seriously! the diameter of the plate's bigger than the dulang itself! haha! n the chicken was quite big. soo gedik. ayah was surprised that i manage to finish the whole meal.. haha! eyy it costs $4.30 sey! lau tk abez kan syg.. wasting sehh.. ok fine i was hungry. its suppose to be my brunch!!

i saw dee! she cabot claz! (erm.. it wasn't suppose to be a secret rite?) bad dee! really2 bad dee! btw mak aku ckp kau makin kecik! u're shrinking! how come??

then went to the sports shop.. i need a pair of sport shus! my last sport shu got ranap when i was training futsal at sch.. haha! n all this while whenever i play sports, i'm either barefoot or wearing the converse shu (sooo not the proper footwear). even yesterday i wore angah's shu.. which was damn big! haha! juz got the normal sport shu lahh.. very simple one.. n veeeery big! nyahaha! had to get the men's type coz the women's one, no size! sheesh! u see, my feets are long but slim. so the sport shu was damn "bigga".. n even ayah n angah can wear it! oh my! yahh it's THAT big. humongous (is the spelling rite?) even. hah! mama said my feet's like the big foot's.. haha!

So actually tadi petang we're suppose to go jogging agn.. (me n my new shus of coz! hehe!) but it rained. so cancelled. somehow i felt releived.. coz my body's still aching from yesterday's workout. ahakz! (dun tell mama n ayah k). juz where is the blardy tiger muscle rub when i need it the most?? darn!

so maybe later we're going out agn.. to ikea i think. they wanna buy a wardrobe or sumting lahh.. i tink i wanna get one of the bean bags. yeah!

n i dun think i'll be werking this hols.. malaz! haha! really.. so i'm juz gonna lepak at home i guess.. n try to make up my mind whether to "take the next big step" or not.. hmm.. i'm pretty sure i can cope.. its only for two years anyway.. but at the same tym i dun wanna jeopardise my preu2 next yr.. thats the most crucial yr seh! haiz.. tgk lahh nnt.. apape pon mama n ayah's very supportive.. i'm damn lucky to hv parents lyk 'em.. *smiles*

oh ya btw.. i dunno y but i'm becoming lyk jiwang-ish gitu. my mp3's full of westlife songs. luv songs. nyahaha! but not all lahh.. rock n pop are still dominant! woohoo! ahakz!


k dats it i guess.. mama's cooking. n it smells great. k wanna check out wat she's cooking.. daa~

well, today was juz like the other days.. laze on the couch watching tv..

EXCEPT

i went jogging with mama n ayah~~!! woohoo~ haha! it's been quite some tym since i last excercised.. serious!! woahh i'm sooo not fit anymore! i only ran lyk.. 6 rounds?? lepas tu da t'mengah2 sey! sheesh! even ayah ran more rounds than me! *so paiseh* haha! then tried the mini gym there. i always tot it was so.. pathetic. (dun tell mama i said that). but after trying some of the excercise thingie there, it was actually quite.. ok. haha!
then i was on this thing which mama said is gd for the pinggang. it's basically lyk moving ur waist from side to side lah (i tink). there was this nyonya in front of me n she said to me "wahh bagus ar org muda mcm lu.. pinggang slim lor.." hahaha!! weee~~ i hv a slim pinggang!! feewiiit~ jgn jelez haa.. muahaha!! =p

wait..

or was it after i gelek2 on the thingie that my pinggang became slim..? hmmmm... not bad ehh that thingie..

You Are 12 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

You Have Low Self Esteem 0% of the Time

Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.

Your Aura is Yellow

You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others. While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you. The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor

Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence

You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together. Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination. There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language. You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands). You would make a good athlete, physical education teacher, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan.

Your True Sign Is Aries

Daring Friendly Energetic Risk Taking Dynamic Daredevil Always on an Adventure Without a Care in the World Quick-Witted and Quick-Tempered

You are a Tomboy Girl!

Instead of flirting, you tend to pal around with the guys you crush on. And why not? You can hold your own in sports, video games, and gross out contests. Just make sure and suprise them with a touch of girlishness every once and a while. Then you'll be treated like the hottie you are - not like one of the guys.

Your Birthdate: November 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem. You're good at so much - you never know what to do. Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long. You are destined for a life of travel and fun. Your strength: Your likeability Your weakness: You never feel satisfied Your power color: Bright yellow Your power symbol: Asterisk Your power month: May

not revealing any names.. tknk lahh aibkan org.. u know who u r..

for sumone:

i'm sorry i messed up ur lyf. truly sorry. ppl accused u of stuffs that u didn't do. n i noe punca nye was me. i dun blame u for "mengilangkn diri". i totally understand. i'm juz shocked at some ppl's attitude. they only hear one side of the story. so called facts. then assume things. things which are blardy untrue. i simply dunno how to fix this mess up. yeah i feel really guilty.

for another sumone:

i'm sorry things didn't werk out. lyk u said, we're different. big tym. my only regret is not being straightfwd with u. instead i chose to beat ard the bush, mind my words n drop hints instead. hints that some of 'em u misinterpreted wrongly. i dun blame u. but u're too secretive. n sensitive. bnyk benda awk sala fhm. but its ok if u wanna go ard telling ppl untrue things abt me esp abt wat i said. i don't give a damn. but pls, jgn salakn or babitkn org lain? n i dun care if ppl think that i'm a bitch and that i toy ard with ppl's feelings. no i'm not mad. it's juz dat bnyk sgt benda yg got twisted ard. that really pissed me off. nvm lahh. n yeah i do appreciate ur effort to make my bday a memorable one. i really do. but its juz so.. not rite. thanks anyway.

i juz realized how lucky i am.

there are people out there who werked their butts off to get a passing grade. to be promoted to the next level.
who cried when they saw "failed" in their record book.

people who don't have frens lyk i do.
frens that are always there for me thru thick n thin.

there are also people their parents didn't even rmbr their bdays.

subhaanallah.
i took evryting for granted.

alhamdulillah for all these blessings.
alhamdulillah for the great frens U gave me.
alhamdulillah for all the wonderful things in lyf.

i'm blissfully blessed. *smiles*

thanks fiq for making me see n be grateful for all these stuff. =)

for all of u out there, be grateful always. even for the simple things in lyf. appreciate 'em. coz there are others who are not so lucky as we are.


btw a fren juz told me abt a dream of hers. so scary man. abt "kiamat". n dat really got me to mengucap bnyk2. another realization. idup ni sementara. n it'll end when we less expect it to. bertaubatlah selagi berpeluang.


"Life only pass us once ; Today's moment becomes tmr's memory. Enjoy evry moment, gd or bad, coz the gift of life is life itself"

well, when i was in the car with ayah, i didn't feel anything.. i mean no jitters or butterflies in stomach. na da. ayah was lyk asking me whether i'm feeling nervous or watsoever. i juz replied "ntah lahh mcm tk b'perasaan gitu skrg". haha! seriusly. maybe coz i was btol2 lyk tawakkal n da pasrah lahh with watever the outcome is. i know i slacked big tym so obviously my result's gonna drop. so dats it. n its not over confident tau.

so ya my position is 5th. % dropped a bit. only failed a subject which is math coz i got f9 for pre-lim. yeah dats bad, i know. haha. n guess wat?? i actually passed my adab n balagha!! woohoo!! i didn't even touch both books until like half n hour before the papers itself? heh heh.. n yeah i proved that effort counts. no no not abt revising but abt not leaving any qstns blank. i was lyk so blur man when i see the paper. actually was close to tears lahh. hehe! eyy bnyk sehh markah de! but even so, i juz sat there n wrote watever i like.. haha.. ya cite dongeng. i didn't give up or leave any blanks. even though deep down i know that watever i wrote is crap but i dun care. at least i tried. n ya it paid off.
so ok la.. kinda already expecting the result except for adab n balagha.. =)

CONGRATS TO ALL MY MEMBERS N FRENS!! THEY ALL PASSED!! WEEE~! AM SOOO PROUD OF U ALL!!

TO ZUL: CEY! TAUN DPN DA JD KAKAK2 SEC4 SEHH! HEHE..

TO AMANY: YEAH U PASSED.. TP TAUN DPN KO JGN NK WAT HAL LG OR SLACK LIKE THIS AGAIN!

TO AZ, FAR N I-DA: NMPKNYE KTE BAKAL BERJIRAN LA YEK! JAGA CLAZKU BAIK2 TAU..

TO YUN N FAS: I TOLD U, U'RE GONNA MAKE IT! =)

TO FIZA: PIKIR TOL2.. TINGGAL LG 1 TAUN JEK SEHH..

TO ORG YG CURIK MY POSITION: NEXT YR IS REDEMPTION TYM!! HEHEHE..

TO MAAN: TKPE KTE DROP SKET.. TAUN DPN ADE.. BALAS DENDAM AR BEB!

TO KIMA: EY GEMOK! KN KU CKP KO LEPAS.. TK CAYA! NIWEI FOCUS GAL! KNOW UR PRIORITIES.. KAU TU PELAJAR. JGN BG PERKARA2 SAMPINGAN YG TK PENTING DETER U AWAY FROM UR GOAL. K?

TO FIQ: ALL THE BEST YAH! WHEN U'VE REACHED UR GOAL, GIMME A CALL. KENA BLANJA! HAHA!

TO PREU1 2007: AM LOOKING FWD TO WORKING WITH U GUYS.. WE'RE GONNA RAWK THE SCH! HAHA!

TO THOSE YG TK BERJAYA: NEVER EVER GV UP. GET IT?? THIS IS NOT THE END BUT THE VERY BEGINNING. I'M SURE U HV UR OWN PLANS SO WATEVER IT IS, ALL THE BEST! GAGAL SEKALI BUKAN BERMAKNA GAGAL UTK SELAMA-LAMANYA.. N LYK UST HASBI SAID "KLW LULUS DI DUNIA TETAPI GAGAL DI AKHIRAT TETAP TIADA GUNANYA"..

ookayy.. so 1st of all, i'm 17 already!! hehehe! sweet 17 summore! feewiit! ahakz! perasan sehh.. ok ok.. juz wanna say a BIG THANK U to all those yg wish me.. luv u guys!! muahh!! (mushy2 lg.. haha!) n a blardy BIG THANK U to zul, amany, maan, az, i-da, yun, kim n far for the surprise just now!! wee~~!! hehehe.. saaayaaangg krg seme!! =)

haha! b'kecah sehh!

The 3 hardcores smgt tgk cite the big momma! siap bwk pinggan dpn tv kau!

sedaaap tau!! tkmu jeles ehh.. kte nga mkn briyani.. woohoo!!

the present the gave me! shoo kiut! another pooh to my collection! heehee!

thanks u ppl for making my b'day a memorable one! oh ya i-da's not in the pic.. but i luv her too! hehe..

Hey there's this article i read at berita harian.. I know it sounds somewhat lame but heck, it's actually kinda true.. Actually experienced it a couple of tyms.. So ya.. "La'allakum tastafiiduuna syai'an".. May u ppl learn sumting from it ok.. Cheers! It's in malay btw..

Jika mudah tersinggung..
Orang yg mudah tersinggung mudah dikenali dan akn membuat orang lain berhati-hati. Drpd berhati-hati, org akn menjadi muak dan akhirnya menjauhkn diri kerana tdk ingin terlibat dlm masalah (so true man!). Mereka juga akn menjadi org yg 'dipulaukn'.
Salah satu puncanya ialah terlalu ingin dihargai sehingga jiwa seperti terseksa apabila terasa org tdk menghargai.
Kalau kita terlalu sensitif, hati kita akn terlalu sakit sehingga kenikmatan hidup kita terjejas. Terjadinya pertengkaran dan permusuhan, salah satu sebabnya, ialah kerana mudah tersinggung. Biasanya ia berpunca drpd rasa tdk puas hati terhadap perilaku org kpd kita.
Ini yg menyebabkn kite tersinggung, dan biasanya perkara minimum yg dilakukn ialah membela diri, lalu tindakan selanjutnya ialah memikirkn keburukan org tersebut.

Berikut beberapa panduan yg mudah-mudahan dpt melatih kita agar tdk mudah tersinggung:
*Jgn menilai lebih kepada diri kita. Jgn bnyk beringat-ingat bahawa kita telah bnyk berjasa agar kita tdk tamak kepada penghargaan. Kita harus melatih diri utk hanya berasa sekadar hamba Allah yg tdk memiliki apa-apa kecuali sedikit ilmu yg dipercikknNya, dan lebih bnyk tdk tahu. Dgn begitu, hidup kita akn menjd ringan kerana semakin ingin dihargai, dipuji dan dihormati, akan semakin sering kita sakit hati.
*Kita harus melihat bahawa apapun yg dilakukn org ke atas kita adalah bermanfaat kalau kita dpt menanganinya dgn sikap yg tepat.
*Kita harus empati, iaitu melihat sesuatu tdk dari sisi kita. (always think positively and out of the box.. jgn menghukum org membabi buta aje..)
*Teruslah pertingkatkn diri. Ketika menghadapi penghinaan, anggaplah ia satu kesempatan utk perbaiki diri. Perilaku buruk org terhadap kita, jadikanlah ia pelajaran utk mengamalkn sifat mulia iaitu memaafkn org yg menyakiti dan membalasnya dgn kebaikan. Episod disakiti ialah episod peningkatan diri.

This was written by KH AA GYM. I only copied the important part so if the language is a bit haywire, then its me ya. Haha. Basically dun be too sensitive. Mula2 mmg org akn jaga hati kita but after some tym, org jd tk kuasa...

Weee~! Assalamualaikum wr wb..
People!! I'm actually blogging!! Haha! At last i'm rajin enuf to actually create a blog.. Hey just finished my last paper for O yesterday ok.. *grins widely* yeah i know most of u were already hip-hip-hurraying like.. ten days back? tau lah mcm lmbt sgt gitu.. but who cares?? Most importantly i can already enjoy like nobody's business!! yeah!! Ain't i rite fellow science peeps?? Heh.. Its not as if i'm busy studying lah.. I mean if i'm in front of the com for like 24/7 then its soooo obvious that i'm not studying.. At least when i'm in my room with the door shut, there's still a possibility that i'm actually revising for the exams..(mama n ayah always found me sleeping when they terjah my room.. hehe.. bad luck)

Speaking of exams, i'm gonna get my record book on thursday! Of all days!! Y this thursday?? Bleargh! Too bad.. Juz my luck i guess.. Sheesh! Doakan for me k? I mean yeah i know i've been slacking, n i'm actually already bracing myself for the worse.. There's a huge probability that my result's gonna suffer a downfall.. But heck, "KUN FAYAKUUN".. Tol ak? So i'm basically tgh tawakkal n well, akan redha dgn watever the outcome is.. N this is also wat i wanted my fellow frens to do.. There's nothing more we can do to change the outcome of our results.. Life was tough during and before the exam period.. N i mean really tough.. Cuma kite yg melaluinya yg tau.. How we endured those times.. The pressure n all.. So ya, we gave n tried the best that we could.. "MAN JADDA WAJAD" Kite same2 doakan for each other k?

Abt my O's.. Wellll.. I'm not having high hopes lah.. Seriusly.. For some weird reason i juz dun feel the pressure of O.. No great desire to perform well.. Even along was like so mad that i'm not taking it seriusly.. Olvl is a big exam he said.. Yeahh.. But i dun feel anything? Maybe because we're in different environment.. Totally different..

K dats it.. Tym to EAT! Hehe.. Ok ok got to go now.. Before ayah finish up the mee siam!! *gasp!* Byeeeee~~

Siti Hajar
Twenty on twenty-three nov.
Schoolin'.
Yes i'm a mina tudung n i'm proud of it!
Basically a happy-go-lucky n a simple person.