anyway:

booo!! haha. i'm missing sch. weird huh? n of coz i miss my frens. but on the other hand, i'm reluctant to let go or part with the hols. not that i hv any choice dat is. but its lyk.. can't imagine the torture in store for us preu2 newbies. the syllabus (ALL in arabic. no more academic rmbr??).. the projects.. the responsibilities.. boohoo!! i really do miss my pri n sec days! really! for all those pri n sec i'm-an-adult wannabes, cherish ur days. its not easy being adults. waaa!! n i still haven't made up my mind on where to go after preu2. bleargh!

anyway if confirm tmr i'm going to sch! haha! da lama tk menjejakkan kaki kat alj.. hehe. got meeting lahh.. hmm. i'm in no mood to write anything more. stay cheerful evrybody!

wahhh!! ola peeps! long tym no update.. haha. coz i went out lyk.. everyday? yah.. haha! since tuesday til saturday.

so lets recap a bit on wat happened from.. wednesday rite?


wednesday:

went to sentosa!! ahakz! with whole family that is. was really2 glad man it stopped raining. mama said "doa budak2".. coz i'm sure they prayed really hard for the rain to stop. heh. so had loads of fun there. didnt mandi laut though. no mood lahh. hehe. went to all the shows there. animal shows. cool man! took pictures with 'em. then when i wanna pose for a pic with this monkey, he kinda b'tenggek on my shoulder. suddenly it tarik my tudung! hard! woahh quite pissed off ley. more to paisey lahh. haha. i mean there were other people too. sheesh! but cannot blame the monkey. he ain't know anything wat. haiz. juz my luck.

then went with nina n kak nana for the luge n skyride! the luge was awesome man! its kinda lyk the go-kart lahh. then the skyride.. heh heh. freaky. n scary. its lyk u're sitting on a chair and a rope hook u up.. up up n away. haha. kak nana totally freaked out on the skyride. teehee. sorry babe!

then at abt 4+ it started to rain. we stayed there for sometym then headed back to mak itam's house for prayers. then me, mama n ayah went to bestari to eat. n then home.


thursday:

went out with mama n ayah to IMM. they're looking for a cupboard or sumting lahh for their room. we pusing2 the whole of IMM's level 2 i think. quite tiring. haha. at the end of the day, no time to shop. we kinda had to rush home for maghrib prayer. so along picked us up then went home. i only managed to buy... socks? haha. really. sch socks lahh. so sad. then mama n ayah went out again to deliver some stuff. they bought mee hoon soto for me. woah. it was sooo hot n spicy! ahakz! da la aku ni tk tahan pedas. so i was "crying" all the way. my eyes n nose were watery. was breathing heavily thru my mouth. haha. yeah. that bad. 3/4 thru my dish, i nearly gave up. but then sayang lahh. tkkn nk buang kan makanan. so teguk air sejuk then finished the whole thing up. phew! n yay of coz! i'm soooo proud of myself. hehe.


friday:

went out with zul n amany. it was shopping for amany, window shopping for me n juz tagging along for zul. haha. i ain't got my money that tym. yet. so ate at LJS n pusing2 PS. then zul had to go home. so the two of us head to bugis village. looksie looksie around. amany bought lyk 3 t-shirts? haha. i only bought a brown t-shirt at IP ZONE. heh. but relax dude. we're coming down to bugis again tmr. teehee. coz i'll have my money by then.


saturday:

well at first i went to IP ZONE before meeting amany. actually tot of changing the tee that i bought the day before to a bigger size if available. coz i bought size S. but i forgot that i'm gonna wear that with another long-sleeve shirt. so its kinda ketat a bit lahh. but the tee no more stock? hmph! then the minute i step at bugis, immediately rush to the toilet. y? coz i wanna wear that tee over the long sleeve shirt i'm wearing. its creamish in color n not that tebal. so i dun feel that comfy lah. tkt nmpk ape yg tk patot nmpk. hehe. semangat sehh pakai baju t-shirt to over the long-sleeve one. haha. but when i look again, its not ketat after all. haha. really. even amany said its juz nice. okay so i bought 2 brown blouses there. 1 light one n the other a darker brown. so no more blouse for me! enough! i wanna buy other stuff lahh.. haha! n oh i bought a brown belt too to go with the two blouses. heh. its all about brown dude!


sunday:

nahh i just stayed home. n eat a lot. haha. mama cooked both nasi n mee goreng. then along brought home nasi briyani from his fren's engagement ceremony. n mama n ayah got nasi minyak from a jemputan. wow!! so yah. i ate a lot man. then tried the new weighing scale mama bought. (yeah i juz got to noe the old one already spoiled. sheesh!) n i weigh 46kg! haha! cool! its been sometym since i last excercised but i'm still maintaining my weigh! haha!


monday:

yeah stayed home again. get ready some sch stuff lahh. alter my sch uniforms n wrap up all the new books nicely. n i kinda t'koyakkan one of my sch uni. haha. really. was pulling the thread of the lipatan on the below part of the baju then suddenly, RIIIPP!! wooo.. cool. haha. then the sch books i'm still halfway thru lah. okay fine not even halfway to be honest. hehe. i've wrapped only lyk 2 books? hehe. hey i'm gonna continue wrapping after this okay. so ya. dats it. gotta finish up some house chores. maybe i'm going to 7-11 later. suddenly i'm craving for twisties. or chahos even. junk food lahh. dun ask y.


tata evrybody~

YESTERDAY:

so sad. zoo trip with cuzzies cancelled. coz of the rain n also coz we didn't manage to get the card thing (2 of 'em = free admission for 8 peeps). n heck i'm not forking out 15 bucks for a zoo trip. haha. no offence. y pay when u can enter for free? (omg i sound lyk a typical kiasu s'porean. haha! =P ) so stayed home n watched "diva popular" n "flushed away". dunno y but i'm kinda into the cartoon movies nowadays. yeah i'm gonna borrow my aunty's "barnyard" n "open season". n at home there's still "monster house" to watch. n "casino royale" (this is NOT a cartoon movie mind u. underaged kids, stay away from this movie!).

TODAY:

okay so went for a shopping spree with fas. cool man! haha! its not really a shopping spree lahh. lyk i said, aru muqaddimah (permulaan) jek. td more to survey2 jek. but i'm sooo pooped out rite now. haha yeah. i confess. my feet's aching. hehe. hello but we've been walking lyk non-stop from 1+ to 7 okay! pusing the whole of bugis village, harbourfront centre n vivo(well okay not the whole of vivo but the whole 2nd storey of it i think? twice! dr ujung ke ujung tau). ate at McD first lahh. how to shop if haven't eat? no energy mehh! n ya twas raining non-stop lahh. then as usual got kiasu nyonyas tolak2 n nearly pricking my dear eyes with the ujung of their umbrellas. so dangerous sehh. relax lahh. haiyyoo. gd thing i've got gd reflex. managed to dodge on tym. if not....

k so got the slipper i'm looking for. juz the simple one lahh. then also bought a baju at bugis village. so nice ley. the kind i like of coz. haha. but fas u wanna noe something? the baju's kinda long rite? but when i wear it i kinda have to pull it up coz i just realized if i wear it long, it covers my butt. then the getah lyk "cengkam" under my butt. sooo not flattering. haha. but when pull up nice lahh. only its not panjang. i think i'm gonna buy that kind of baju summore. but tk panjang punye lahh. so nice. haiz.

hmm, i think bugis village's gonna be my shopping spot. the baju2 there now got lots of long sleeve ones. cool. n i lyk to tawar menawar there. heh heh. btw fas, made up ur mind oready which bag to buy? this gal ahh was lyk in a huge dilemma sehh. nearly all the bags there she said nice. then dunno want to buy which one. n dats lyk a gigantic problem. keke.

after dat went to harbourfront. the baju there okay lahh. but not much variety. if u're the kind yg rajin enuf to wear cardigan then okay lor. but me wear cardigan? haha. malas. then i bought a plain long sleeve shirt at bossini. am planning to buy short sleeve shirts to go with it. hmmm.. maybe at IP zone? the shirts there r nice.

then we ended my shopping spree with a cup of teh tarik. wahh so refreshing man. hot teh tarik on a rainy day after shopping. so great. then went home lor. as usual ayah picked me up at dover. he kinda have to wait for me lahh. heh heh. told him oready i'm gonna be late n nvm i'll go back on my own (okay fine i didnt really mean that. haha) but he insisted on waiting. so okay lor. hehe (alhamdulillah..).

its still raining cats n dogs. tmr the whole of my family plan go sentosa. hopefully can go on with plan lahh. insya-Allah. i kinda plan on sun tanning tmr. but with this weather? *shakes head* no no must think positive. heh heh. ayah said if tmr we go back early, maybe can go shopping! yeyy! ahakz! shopping nye pasal, kaki lenguh pon le endure. n this is the REAL shopping spree. hehehe. but seriously? i've lyk a whole list of to-buy things. but ayah noes lahh i only shop lyk crazy during sale tym which is now. klw ari2 biasa jarang uhh shopping. so ya. mama da bising suro pack things for tmr's trip. jadilahh insya-Allah. so ya. n i need to rest my aching feet. haha. cheers everybody!!

its 2:33am. n i can't sleep. dunno y. haiz.


now sitting in front of comp, nursing a cup of milo. i tot milo is kinda lyk coffee-for-those-not-old-enuf-to-drink-one. not that i'm not old enuf. haha. duhh! its just that i tot milo's lyk to freshen u up. lyk coffee. but fiza said drinking milo makes u feel sleepy. really? then y the heck ppl drink 'em in the morning? to fall asleep? hmmmmm. *wonders*


yaa chatting with wan on msn rite now. kinda grateful at least i hv someone to talk to. along's watching football.


well, the truth is i haven't been the good daughter. i mean ya i did some of the house chores but apparently all that doesn't count. mama wants and expects more. yeah had an earful just now. n as usual ayah's on my side but he told me nicely to be more "rajin" in this house. thanks ayah for understanding. hell i was bingit when mama bising2 but what can i do, just endure lor. so today's gonna see me be the maid-of-the-day. sometyms i feel lyk its not fair. mama didn't see me kluakan n masokkan kain baju tu bape bnyk kali becoz of the rapidly changing n full-of-surprise weather. n i had to clean up the mess that my dear brothers left behind when they rush outta the house. n thats just the few things that i did when nobody's home. when i rest, thats the tym mama came home then accuse me of not doing any housewerk. juz laze on the couch watch tv. huh??


why do mothers have to nag so much? y cant they ask nicely n patiently lyk fathers do? am i gonna be lyk that one day?? is it lyk a natural thing for mothers??? eeekkk... *tries to shake that freaky tot outta head*


well, but watever it is, i know she luvs me A LOT. n thats wat matters. its okay i guess to be nagged lyk all the tym. it IS my fault. i think. i'll try my best lahh to be a gd daughter. she hv only me to rely on to lessen the house chores burden anyway. well when i hv a daughter i wud want her to be a rajin person. so i'll try to be one now. coz wat goes around comes around rite? haha. pikir jauh seyy.


aaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhh


y izit i'm still not sleepy?? damn! n i've finished my milo. even wan had went offline. him as usual missing someone. n i took up the counselor role. as usual. haha. tk abiz2 si wan tu. relax man!!


i'm a really ambitious person. its not that i wanna achieve a lot of things. no. i hv only one thing in mind actually. no two. for the tym being dat is. one of 'em is achievable insya-Allah. i wanna do well in my preu2. n i'm sure thats wat ALL preu2's want. okay so thats just natural n plain logic. who does not want to succeed in his/her lyf rite?? but the other one... well, a lot of ppl would say its kinda.. ermm.. how'd u put it.. far-fetched? ya dats it. n especially when they see my O result next year. haha. i'm quite confident i would say. n ayah has faith in me. but angah was kinda sceptical abt it. n mama's... ermm.. surprised to hear dat? my best guess wud be that she doesn't expect me to take that route. she wants me to just follow the flow. lyk evrybody else. stereotype expectation. i dunno. ustzh fadilah gave me her full support. in fact she's the one who pressed me to do it in the first place. i did ask some ppl's opinion. n they told me to go for it. if along n angah can do it, y can't i? yes i may not be a total genius lyk both of 'em. but at least i can try. n its the effort that counts. haiz. i'm confused. really.


think i'm gonna stop here. this post's kinda long isn't it? haha. so its 3:51am. woahh took me more than an hour to type all this. heh. guess i'll try to get some sleep. somehow. peace evrybody.

ohh ya btw i've finished reading all the four books borrowed from the library. yeah want to borrow some more.

hi peeps! ya.. am getting better. alhamdulillah. no more flu, feeling juz a lil bit feverish n cough pon da kurang (thanks to the "obat batok cap ibu dan anak" highly recommended!). so yesterday went to amany's house with zul for a movie marathon. watched aquamarine, little man n nanny mcphee. haha! cool! we ordered pizza n lasagne. *drools*. had a great tym la. its been sometym since we last hang out together. ohh ya btw already got the cover for my 6280. for 4 bucks! sheesh! okay lar...


when on the way back, decided to drop by at west mall. dunno y. haha. it was already 8pm dat tym. when i stepped into the mall, the first thing i saw was a huge crowd at bossini. SALE!! ohh my. my instinct's damn good. can sense a sale! haha! its 50% sale storewide! cool! so ape lagi, masok ahh! i've always liked bossini's pants.. they're comfy. really. so got a beige pant for $21.50! yep actual price is $43! ahakz! but ya, after paying for that pant, i feel sooo broke! darn! how to shop summore??


oh ya when i was looking for my size, then there was this boy, he looks lyk a sec kid la. kinda cute. he kept looking my way n smiling2. wat bodo je la. he was with his brother or sumting. i was already queing (wrong spelling ehh?) at dat tym. he was nudging2 at his brother n pointing2 at me (nk suro bayarkn ke dik??). then his brother geleng2 kpale n start queing. after i paid, on my way out, had to pass by them btw, that guy gave a huge smile n said bye. haha. i juz smiled back. it was a sisterly smile okay. sort of. duh! that guy, i mean that boy's lyk 2 or 3 years younger?? haha. mcm2 lahh bdk2 skrg.. haiz.. reached home at 9pm. i'm kinda broke. hopefully can get some money from ayah to go shop for slipper n sandal. n other stuff of coz. so much stuff to buy.. so little money. see y i wanna be rich?? well still waiting for the right tym to go shopping with that sumone. hehehe.


ohh ya btw for a 1GB mini SD memory card, is $24.50 a gd bargain?? i need ur opinion ppl!! thanks!! =)

cough + more cough + fever + flu = BLARDY HEADACHE


yep. dats the freaking truth.


my head's really heavy leyy rite now.


can't even have a full 10mins of cough-free time.


and after each coughing fit, it feels as if i hv asthma.


so dats it.


wanna eat, consume any medicine available in this house which states "for flu" n "for cough", watch tv or read a book while waiting for sleepiness n grogginess to kick in then SLEEP lyk a baby.


well, ALHAMDULILLAH.


they say when we fall sick dat means dosa2 kite diampunkan. rite?


=)


*tries to smile amidst coughing fit*


yep. looking at the bright side of lyf.


Hajar logging off... *cough cough*...

yey i got a new fone! haha! ala just the nokia 6280. can get n70 for $33 after trade-in my 3100 but... just dun feel lyk forking out money for a hp. malaz. think u already figure out that i got this fone for free. haha. upgrade plan lahh. i'd rather use the 33 bucks to buy memory card. so have two fones now. hehe. next 2 things on my to-buy list are :

i'm sick. yep. blardy flu n fever. now i'm alone at home. singing my hearts out. haha. yeah suara sengau n all. cool wat. well the weird thing is that i'm becoming more jiwang-ish nowadays. yeah serious. must be the freaking fever. gaaaahh!!

really2 hope can get a new fone tmr. singtel's offer are awesome man!! really! check it out. well along's gonna take his new fone today. the sony ericsson W850i! damnnn!! well thanks to me. i showed him the darn offer. haha. n hopefully the offer for dat fone is still on. if not i'm gonna get the N70 or nokia 6280. yeahh! ahakz! told amany abt the offer thingie n got her excited lyk wat. heh heh. she's gonna check it today. semangat.

they say disebalik ape yg terjd ade hikmahnye. damn true i tell u. when ayah used my plan to get angah a new fone (he din tell me abt it), i din grumble. i mean it is his line i'm using. under his name. even tho he used my duit blanje to pay my hp bill, its still his money in the first place wat. i was a bit dissapointed at dat tym. but wat can i say. benda da t'jd pon. so diam2 je la. waited patiently for angah's plan to end. which is today btw. haha. n yeahh now i hv the chance to get a new fone at a freaking low price. =) penantian itu satu penyeksaan. true. tp ia berbaloi. i mean imagine, if i took a fone few months ago, n now theres a lot of offers for other better fone, confem gigit jari seyy! so ya.. moral of the story : dun grumble! maybe u din get wat u wanted now but maybe in the future theres better things fer u. just be patient. aite?

*sings loudly* always look on the briiiight side of lyf!! to doot, to doo doo doo doo dooo~ c'mon sing wit me!! always look on the briight side of lyf!! -til fade-

siow. blame the fever. n flu.

i'm missing 'em both!! k this tym we look more.. demure? haha!

koraaangggg!! biler nk gi escape???

fas, jgn perasan ehh tgk gamba ni.. heh heh. we ALL look pretty! keke!

it's kinda weird. i'm missing my classmates.. really. the background.. freaking nice eyy?

kay i'll try to make this post as short n simple as possible. can't drag too much. nanti jd mcm post yg lepas tu. ahakz!

alryt. yesterday? wif mama we went to visit a fren of hers whose gonna go perform the haji next week. i think? at sembawang. had a big lunch before going there. alighted at wdlnds mrt stn. n i was lyk "mama naik bas ape?" n she juz said "apape lahh yg gi sembawang" huh?? so we walked aimlessly at the bus interchange looking for sign that states "sembawang". dari hujung ke hujung sehh jln. then i practically had to force mama to call her fren ask what bus to take. mcm susah sgt gitu nk tepon. sheesh! haha! ape lahh mama. *geleng kpale*.

u noe there's still kuih raya at mama fren's house! haha! serious! abt 6 types of kuih? with the kerepek n all. cool! ahakz! ape lagi, melantaklahh! teehee. the cookies were fabulous i tell u. *drools*. haha! then bile tym balik tu, as we were walking along the corridor towards the lift, tibe2 ade bunyi anjing menyalak!! punye t'kejot! i was btol2 sbela the gate so the dog was lyk inches away. i totally freaked out man! tapi my t'kejot i still managed to maintain ar. haha. tak jd pekik. skali mama tibe2 grabbed my hand! then she screamed! ape lagi, dgn me skali lahh t'pekik! haha! kecoh jap.

then went to cosway point. mama wanted to buy the carbon thing for our fax but she forgot the model no. of our fax. lahh. pnat je pegi. then we passed by popular n mama suddenly ask "ehh nk bli cd taufik tk??" i was lyk "ehh okay ah!" hehehe. so ya i bought taufik's cd! n got his poster also! ahakz! weee~ pastu gi lot1.. mama nk tukar duit. me gi NTUC jap.. sweet talk.. then polar. aru alek. so ya. thats it.


for today: juz laze at home. watch tv.. relax lahh. cherishing evry moment. haha! coz next year's gonna be one hectic year. confem no tym nk lepak2 kat uma mcm ni. so ya. anyway i dun feel so gd ar today. mcm nk kena fever. nvm. cheers evrybody!!

(hope this post is not too long! ahakz!)

wahh.. my post's blardy long mehh. baru perasan. ahakz! selamat lahh krg membaca. tp klw mlz tkya baca suda. ahakz!

TODAY :

woke up earlier than usual. which is at 10am (okay it may not be early for u ppl but this is an achievement for me ok! usually i wake up at.. erm.. nvm. hehe! malu lahh nk blang). mama saw me holding my converse shu (nak cuci) then she was lyk "hah! skejap2! ni cuci skali tudung2 ni.. alahh.. sikit jek (6 pieces! sikit ehh?). ahh da terlanjur tu, berus kan skali stoking along" ahhh?? eeewww! his football stoking!! then at the "heel" part of the stoking there's lyk a red stain.. (o'ohh) i was lyk "mamaaaaa!! ape tuuuu??" "alah tkde pape lahh.. kaki de injured dat tym. abe b'darah." omg!! blood?? double eeewww!! tp terpaksa kan.. so wat to do. ish! malang btol nasib aku. then did some house chores lah. as usual.


ohh ya i saw the weighing scale in mama's room. so try2 lor. at 1st i was lyk "49kg?? mamposs!!" *worries* then bile tgk btol2.. "e'ehh sala lahh.. 44kg lah!! haha!" fuhh.. lega sehh. wait.. "mama, weighing scale ni accurate kan??" n she said ya. hehe. but then i usually weigh ard 45-49kg. so yeahh! need to eat more!! heh heh! no problemo for me!! weee~! ahakz!


YESTERDAY:

my word of the day: freaky.


went to escape with zul, naq n isha!! yeahh! twas great man!! but lemme story from the beginning k.. pada semalam.. jeng3..


the day b4, at first naq said meet up at ct hall at 10:30 (i tink). then suddenly in the middle of the night (tgh smgt tgk asian games) i got a msg from her saying to meet up at bugis at 8! ahhh?? cptnyerr! wadoi!! so yesterday after subuh prayer, i didn't get the chance to sambong tdo ar. practically had to drag myself out of bed sey! hehe! n had a difficult tym getting isha out of her bed! ahakz! smgt ar siap2 seme. reached bugis at ard 8.40 gitu. but nobody there? so pusing satu daerah bugis mrt tu looking for naq coz tkt de tunggu tmpt lain. but na da. i was lyk ookaayy.. where's that gal sehh? then i juz sat at the bus stop drinking nescafe original ice coffee (to truly wake me up!! i was still lyk kinda groggy from lack of sleep). then received another msg from naq saying that she's still at home. got some problem. she's gonna meet us at pasir ris ard 11 or 12. n dat tym it was lyk 9.15?? hmmm mmmm. jap tau tk yg home de kat jb? haha. really. hmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmm.


so called isha n zul suro meet kat pasir ris je. then i saw a lot of alj ppl there. n i do mean A LOT. haha. serious. ade those from sec4 n sec3 i think. so juz melepak at the tangga wait for them. wait wait. then zul came. wait some more. isha came (at last!). head to white sand mac for breakfast. had pancakes!! yeahh! nyam3! teehee! then we talk2 ley. there's lyk soo much things to talk abt. haha! we went lyk from 1 topic to another n another n the list goes on n on. after dat while waiting for naq to call me, kite jln2 lahh kat white sand. aft that meet up wif naq n we're on our way to escape! yeah! (at last!)


n kat sana punye ramai org!! mak oi! n ramai jgk org yg dikenali! ahakz! really! especially alj ppl. i was blardy frustrated coz pepsi, cadbury n panasonic tutop!! arrrrrghhh!! bad luck sehh. *sobs*. first stop was the rainbow thingie which isn't dat scary. i keep sliding from side to side. cian tol org sbela ku. lupe lahh sape. ringan sgt kot? hehe! then next we went to the go cart thing! yeahh babe! haha! Q de punye lahhh panjang. waduhh! then got some idiotic chinese ppl smoke there. padehal terpampang sehh sign "NO SMOKING". sheesh! bodoh nye org. but then i dun really care coz i was busy cuci mata! hehehe! there's two guys yg jaga the go cart thing then isha commented that yg 1 tu hensem. then she ask me antara that 2 mane lg hens. i chose 1 n she picked the other 1. so its 1 for her n 1 for me la. nyahaha! that guy sooo cute leyy! de gelap2 sket but bile de senyum or ktawe.. fuuuh! cair jap! haha! ohh n isha when she saw the guy yg de kate hens tu dkt2, she changed her mind. cancelled. hehe!


the guy yg i chose mule2 he went to naq aft we were all seated in the cart n tunggu drg check ar. zul was laughing at me. mocking me. kong asam tol. then he checked zul nye seat belt aru de gi kat me. he was lyk "secure tak the belt?" "ahh? tk tau.." then he adjusted my seat belt "klw terlanggar ke ape ke juz stay k tkmo bgn. tau?" he smiled. omg! *swoons* darn! haha!


okay then main lahh games yg lain. then tried my luck at the shooting hoops nye game. cume msk satu je out of four? shucks! n u need at least two to win a stuffed toy. well.. juz my luck. k here comes the best part. bile nk main the superman thing, the guy tu ade lg! tehehe! n also bile nk main yg bende pusing2 tu, de pon yg jaga! wahh.. mmg kite ditakdirkan bertemu. ceyy! (perasan! nyahaha!) sehati sejiwa katakn =P. then zul met her jejaka idaman at the haunted house. haha! wat a place. (sorry zul!) no no bkn the hantu. heh heh. org yg jaga the place lahh. n no bkn "penjaga" okeyy. he got a goatee. tp syg, cume skali je de nmpk. aww too bad. then ni aru tau actually dat guy da bertunang. ouch! better luck next tym zul! hehe! btw the haunted house tk seram jek! penat jekk pegang tgn zul kuat2! hish! yeahh coz kat depan was isha n naq. so by the tym me n zul jln, hantu de da klua da. hehehehe.


then our last game was the train ride thingie for kids. small kids. muahaha! burok gler sehh! n we rode it 4tyms!! siow. haha. ohh ya bile kte naik the viking, across of us was this chinese lady with her son. me n isha we both threw our arms up whenever our side of the viking naik lahh. best woo!! hehe. then bile kte turon, dat chinese lady she said to me n isha smiling2 "wahh gd ahh u". maksod de gd pasal kte tak tkt lahh bile naik viking tu. siap angkat tgn lagi tak pegang rail tu. hahaha! macam2..


so aft dat naq alek. kite 3 gi harbourfront jln2. no no only me n isha coz zul de jmpe mak de kat banquet n they went home together. so pusing2 lahh kat situ. smp ard 9 gitu. called ayah suro amik kat dover coz de OT. i was a bit late lahh. tp da blang ayah da. then ayah tak baik sehh!! de kacau me abez2!! reached dover at 9.40 gitu. when i call him, de kata de da smp uma! i was lyk "haaaaaa???" pastu de ktawe2! suke sehh ayah. den he said tak la de pat west coast tgh makan. siap burp lagi to prove his point. ishhhhhh. abe takkan kena tunggu?? da lahh tmpt taxi stand tu gelap. n ayah sempat sehh tkt2kn me!! ishh! ade ke de kata kat situ keras sket. waaa! pastu de ktawe2 n hang up de fone. panic kejap. den call mama nk complain. skali tkde org angkat lak. ish! aru ltak fone truz ayah smp. (selamaaat!) hmph!! suke ehh ayah kacau2 org.. tkpe2.



so tu je lah. exciting day lahh smlm. hehe. k nk makan ar. need to gain weight leyy. hehehe! jgn jelez~

was browsing thru the pics in my folder, then suddenly stumbled across pics taken early this year.

group piccie!! see the sealion's kissing me! *giggles*

me n fas with tourists. had to interview them. n they were damn frenly! *smiles*

the otters are sooo cute!!

fas, me, yun n i-man with another tourist. he's blardy tall man!!

ok i forgot wat this creature is. but isn't it cute?? haha!

few more inch then i'll be as tall as the giraffe!! (wow!)

reminds me of a monkey at riau island.. de minum tek tarik! from a bottle yg tutup de, monkey tu bukak sendri! serius! ahakz!

this pic's a bit blurry.

i was darn tired sehh.. but forced myself for a last interview with this pretty lady.

dats all. cheers ppl! =)

too lazy to post the hari raya pics today. sorry peeps.



i'm walking away from the troubles in my lyf.


am i? how i blardy wish i cud. how i wish i cud just turn back tym. then i wud alter that 1 darn moment. change that 1 stupid step i made.


agreeing to befren u.


but i know i can't. impossible. n deep down, i know i can't just walk away from all the troubles in my lyf. just lyk dat. the guilt'll hang on to me. tightly. lyk a leech on skin. n simply won't let me go. wat guilt u ask?

guilt for causing a rift between 2 buddies. a bad one.

guilt for causing someone to get blamed for the things he didn't do.

guilt for giving hopes n promises to another someone. wat was i thinking?? n he keeps ungkit abt certain things. things that i dun rmbr saying 'em. am i suffering from amnesia then? sheesh! but he'll be lyk "rmbr dat day when u said..." n i'll be lyk "huh? i said that??"


i'm so sorry. its better this way. i think. yeah true i'm walking away from all my troubles. but that doesn't mean i've forgiven u. u know how bad u made me feel?? up until now i still feel guilty. why'd u have to react that way? it's my lyf. i can do watever i want. i can contact whoever i lyk. i'm nobody's sayang or so-called lover. u know dat. so wats up?? its not that easy for me to put evryting behind. dun ask y. all the casual talks. y'd u have to take evryting so seriously? u're a fren. dats it. u know who i hv feelings for. maybe juz a bit. but it's still there. n now i lost him. thanks to u.


maybe one day u'll see my no. appearing on ur hp screen. the day i finally bring myself to forgive u. next yr? few years from now? 10yrs? i dunno.


but wat i do know is that, i'm juz gonna walk away from the troubles in my lyf. guilt n all. no turning back. n be myself again. dats it. n no u dun have to wait for me. go n move on with ur lyf.

okay lets walk down memory lane again.. 20th nov.



yeah rmbr the date clearly coz thats the last paper for my olvl. mcq science. went to the centre "lenggang kangkong" sey. only bring a pencil, a pen n an eraser. which i stuffed 'em all in the front pocket of my jeans. ahakz! n i didnt care to study or watsoever. yeah i'm THAT happy-go-lucky. n carefree. nyahaha! juz sit there, shade whichever alphabet that appealed to me the most (mostly chak-chak-koti), hand up the darn paper n dats it. no more olvls for me! *smiles innocently* gamble je ar. yea my lyf's full of gamble. juz hope that lady luck will always be there whenever i need her. ahakz! crap.



k then watched "step up" with my cuzzies. the show was awesome i tell u. the dance steps. how i wish i cud dance lyk dat. nyahaha! but i'm pretty sure i hv two left feets. hehe. then had a great tym at vivocity! pusing2 kat situ.. pnat gler sehh. yea here's some pics. enjoy!

simply melepak at the steps.. nabil wats up with the tongue??

nyahaha! borrowed nabil's sunglasses. cool huh?

oookaaay.. we used the timer thing on the cam to take this pic.

i think this is the only pic of ALL of us.

are we in front or at the back of vivocity? hmm..

BANG! nyahaha!

weee~ right in the middle of the "stadium" thingie at vivo.. sabrina tgh watpe? *wonders*

okay i badly need to sit. sorry for the "not-so-sopan" sit. hehe.

thats it then. maybe i'm gonna post the hari raya celebration pics next. tgk la dulu.. stay cheerful everybody!! weee~~ bye!

yeah thats me. i know i look stupid so juz shuddup. ahakz! was scanning the pic (ct n me) so i decided to scan this pic too. haiz. i miss sukma. no more sukma for me. i'm left with juz one more year at alj. how tym flies. now is already dec. juz a month more n i'll have to study lyk crazy for my final year at alj. n hopefully clears it without any tahsin or tasfiyyah. insya-Allah.


btw abt sukma. memories juz came flooding in. how the "kakak2 hijau" worked their butts off. i was in charge of the cheerleading kids. had to create cheers for them. n all cheers must be in ARABIC. wahh piangg eyy. so it was juz me, huda, khairina n faeza. some of them gave ideas for the song. mostly it was me n huda who created the lyrics. simple2 ones lahh coz the cheerleading team consists of primary kids. mostly pri 4. had loads of fun training them. btw they hv this competition for the best cheerleading team lah.


then on the day itself, the cheerleaders were all so geared up to cheer n evryting. but sadly, n i mean really2 sadly, they didnt get the support of the other "hijau ppl". yep. dats the blardy truth. most of the kakak2 were juz lyk sitting down with their legs crossed, trying to maintain their "jambu-ness" amidst the hot weather. even the tcr in charge for the green house, tcr yasmin, noticed that all of them were "man-watching". duh! (ok i'm guilty of dat too -juz a lil bit though- coz somebody caught me staring at someone on the track. ahakz! til i was dubbed his peminat paling setia! sheesh! but juz dat one event! i was trying to see who was leading n who actually won that event! *blushes* n i wasnt trying to tangkap jambu or anyting.. u're kidding me?? with me looking lyk dat?? [the pic above]). n all the kakak2 preu (my org2 kuat) had their own jobs to do. except for me. well i kinda switched places with kima since she was the only one not assigned to any job so i can help farya lead the cheerleaders.


so it was up to me, farya, wida n some others to save the day. haha! mcm powerpuff gals seh! haha! cian sehh bdk2 cheerleader tu seme. its obvious lahh that they were dissapointed. all the other houses were semangat cheering. i kinda blow up a bit there. ahakz! pnat2 pekik kat drg suro supportive sket, but only fell on deaf ears. well wat to do. so kite2 yg smgt ni we juz told the cheerleaders "drg tknk cheer tu drg nye pasal. biar lahh seme kakak2 tgh sibuk nk tangkap jambu. we dun need those kind of ppl anyway". yg paling smgt was me n farya lahh. n fiza pon bnyk tolong. mcm nk t'cabot sehh tekak pekik bnyk2. serious! coz we sort of have to lead the cheers lah. n they especially like the army2 marching cheer. i only rmbr the rhythm. tk igt ar the werds. n that cheer requires someone to lead it then followed by the cheerleaders. since i was the only one who rmbr the lyrics (coz i created them. haha!), so ya, all out pekik mcm ape. n ya i saw some blardy sec kids snickering at me. burok ahh kena pekik kan. as if i care. as if i gv a damn. coz at the end of the day, GREEN HOUSE WON THE BEST CHEERLEADING TEAM!!! yeah! no thanks to them! pah!

n somebody even said that we won the cheerleading thingie coz of me. coz i was the one paling smgt. cheering lyk crazy. then waving the flag. nyahaha! nta lah. but ya. i was satisfied. even though all the medals went to the cheerleaders, i was darn satisfied. tak sia2 i lost my voice that day. haha! the enthusiasm they showed.. yeah they deserve the medal. n the looks on their faces when tcr yati said that we won that category, were priceless. haiz.. i kinda miss that moment. cuma farya n me je yg tau n rasa the hardship n the seksa-ness we face that day.. k la dats it i guess.. sukma da bape lame lepas ni baru skrg nk tulis. hahaha! cheers!

well mama practically shoo-ed us all from the house today. y? coz evrybody's not going out. n she needs to change s'pore $ to malaysian RM as tmr she's going to JB. so she was lyk grumbling to herself "bile tknk kirim pape, smorang klua. bile nk kirim, seme tk kua uma plak." haha! n then she kinda paksa evrybody in the house to go out. go anywhere lah. ahakz! mcm2.. so in the end i lah jd bdk baik.

Siti Hajar
Twenty on twenty-three nov.
Schoolin'.
Yes i'm a mina tudung n i'm proud of it!
Basically a happy-go-lucky n a simple person.