Tuesday, December 4, 2007 @11:37:00 PM
ohh ya btw i want to apply a bookstore privilege card.
Kinokuniya or Borders??
Labels: help
@10:45:00 PM
Teacher Hajar. How does it sounds? haha! =P nahh i think Miss Hajar sounds better.
so ya i got a job at zulfa kindergarten! alhamdulillah.. =) was applying for ustazah cum assistant teacher but end up got a teacher post. so i've to handle 2 classes, teach academic in english except malay lahh and sabar dgn apape dugaan yang melanda dlm claz tu from 8am to 5pm. well thats my werking hours lahh dunno i've to teach 'em til wat tym.
so now i'm kinda lyk going thru on job training. ohh ya my pay? since i only hv my O n i'm a beginner, tkla dpt bnyk sgt. lg2 klw they insist potong cpf. i'm bringing back lyk someone wud say "peanuts". haha! tkpe lahh. can get other means to earn more.
guess wat? i'm gonna handle nursery and k1. GOSHHH!!! I'M SOOO DEAD!! nasib baik cuma for lyk 8months gitu. think i'm gonna hv to read some books on small kids psychology or sumting? get ready mentally n physically. haha! anybody wants to gv some tips or sumting feel free to do so k? thanks! =) bye~
I'm missing my frens so muchh!!
Labels: teacher?
Sunday, December 2, 2007 @7:13:00 PM
da malas nk carik keje.
yep. haha. but just now went for interview at zulfa. 8.30am. omg. mcm da lame sgt tk bgn pagi2. its at jurong west btw. heh. end up taking a cab there. nasib ayah sponsor. haha. den biasa lahh kene isi form. there's a lady yg tgh isi the same form jgk lahh. ohh ya btw i wasnt really sure i was applying for what job actually. kwang3. i only know teaching. weekend ke weekdays ke bdk kecik ke bdk besar i've no idea.
when it came to the part kena write down ur sijil/diploma/ijazah, i only wrote 2. my preu n olvl. but the lady terus lyk whip out a file yg well, quite tebal n starts flipping thru. i was lyk wow. haha. then also ade this part u hv to write down 2names yg bkn ur sedara so they can so called gv info abt u. erk. pikiran kejap. so i wrote zah fadila n tcr hatta. then kne tulis add n their occupation. nasib kat undergrd tu i still got reception. haha. mule2 tkde seyy. then goyang2 kn hp sket ade la dpt 1bar. jadi lahh tu. call abg hatta den tried calling zah but tkde org angkat. so had to call sarya tnye add zah. haha. da nearly a year n lyk evry week pegi uma de still tk igt add. ahakz! malunye. tu pon i only got her blk n ave. tp kn pikir alek camne they want to contact those ppl ehh. num tk mintk even emel pon tkde. hmmmmmmmmmm. gimmick je gaknye. n even the lady pon mcm pikiran nk tulis ape. i tink her hp tk dpt reception lahh. after i finish, aru nk bg de pinjam hp abe rupe2nye de da submit. n she din fill up dat part. ler.
she kena interview lyk less than 10mins. then i kena lyk ard 15mins seyy. i think. but it feel so long! next was my turn. ade 2 zah. den she asked me i prefer aja bdk level ape. i said pri. den de tnye presch? i was lyk i can teach lahh but i'd prefer teaching pri lvl. den drg kata the position i'm applying for is actually for permanent kindergarten ustazah. mon to sat. erkkk. wah piangg eyy. haha. then de suro converse in eng. ok lahh. coz the ustazah has to teach in eng. maju sehh bdk2 ni. nnt seme tk tau ckp melayu. hah.
drg ade tnye abt my next step. tk smbg blaja ke. i didnt actually lie lahh. i just play ard with my werds. i said i've no plans yet to study overseas. which is quite true. smp skrg sehh tk tau nk gi mane n kuliah ape. sng kata i was very careful abt my choice of werds lahh. haha.
then ade this 1part they gv me a senario. panic kejap ar. ingtkn drg nk tanye wat will i do klw ade bdk dlm claz uat hal ke. reti nye akuu!! skali drg suro mcm write a note to parents klw let say anak drg termuntah then kte salinkn baju kai uniform kte. how'd we inform the parents n suro mintk bg alek the uniform. lahh. basically they're testing my writing skills lahh. ohh keeeeyyy. tulis ar but i'm more concern abt my grammar. heck da 1yr sehh tinggalkn eng. conversing tu ok lahh. ni tulis! to parents! i was frantically going thru my basic sey. has ke had ke abe klw a pair consider singular or wat. gaaaa! mane yg rasa bunyinya sedap i just wrote lahh. haiyyo.
last2 i end up try mengaja. well coz thats the only thing i hv experience in. haha. wahh so draggy seh my post. tkpe lahh. wish me luck k ppl! bye~
p/s: i only lied once ok. that tym. but not anymore. so stop making it sound so bad. lyk i lie everytym. i just play ard with my werds ok. i'm just so tired of all this phm tk? i dun hv control over my own future. i do things coz thats wat ppl want me to n thats wat they expect me to do. not coz i want to do it. not coz siti hajar really wants to do it. i dun hv my own say to mould my own future. wat they say is not mujarrad iqtiraah. bal ijbaaran li. maa índi sultoh fi takwiini mustaqbalii nafsii. how pathetic.
dun ask me y the sudden change of language. i've simply no idea.
i'm missing my frens. a lot.
i feel mcm so distant frm u. mayb its just me lahh. i dunno. but i'm lyk more sensitive nowadays. sng t'kecik ati klw ur gurau t'lebih. nta lahh dats how i'm feelg now. i may look strong but i'm so soft when it comes to things related to emotions. dunno if u saw that. nta ehh mayb coz u're so busy nowadays. which i dun blame u at all. but i miss u dats for sure. dunno if u're reading this. but i hope this doesnt add to ur already-huge-burden-cum-problems. sorry ehh.
Labels: zulfa