to err is human. right?
n they say its not really abt how big or how horrible the mistake is, but wat u learn from it.
then why is it ppl repeat the same mistake over n over again? even after saying to themselves "ok so that was a mistake. i wont do it again." thats wat u call learning from mistake right?
gaaaaaaaaa~
silly + idiot + subconscious = repeat the same darn mistake.
is it just the human nature? n this is the reason of kewujudan the word "repent"? but to think, isnt it sheer stooopidness that u know its a mistake n yet u do it again?
also,
they say when there is a will, there is a way. is it really true? personally to me, there are things that even how bad u want ém to happen, it just couldnt happen. simple as that.
even how much u ponder over it and rack ur brains to find just one simple solution, u just could not find it. even with the aid of gd brains and experience.
yet again,
nothing is impossible right?
"kun fayakun"
(aper ni hajar, bobal belit2 sehh.)
dats exactly wats on my mind.
positive: impossible is nothing!
negative: face the reality gal!!
part of me is just letting it go. but yea i have to admit, the other part of me is still holding on. tight.
but how??
n we're back to square one. again.
i'm just mad at myself. heh. tu je.
Labels: mistake?
well ok. skrg tgh xm. truth is i dun feel as if skrg tgh xm. really!
mcm gi sch, msk claz uat excercise, den go home.
no xm jitters, xm fever or watsoever. na-da.
am i abnormal?
da la tk blaja. heh. mon was insya'n sorf. well at least insya' i did hafal the mufradat (vocab). but i kinda underestimated ust bahar's paper. nmpk mcm tk bnyk the qstns. but end up tk abez uat. yep. my mistake. i admit. ni kes da t'biasa ngn ust razif nye paper lahh. hehe.
as for sorf, i only went thru the qaída kat tusyen. tk sempat hafal pon. n yet, i entered the xm room dgn confident skali. haha. even masa nk klua uma pagi tu, mama was lyk worried abez nye coz tk nmpk i blaja. n dgn selambanya i said, alahh insyaAllah bole uat nye. overconfident la pulak. but alhamdulillah dpt uat. =)
then juz now was nahu. i need to score this paper. coz nahu is lyk one of my strong subj lah. n again, tk sentuh pon buku smp lah td pagi. the day b4 chatting lahh.. tgk tv lahh.. heh! den td pagi pon stakat go thru notes yg ust bagi. b4 nk msk xm room aru flip thru the book. n hamdan lillah dpt uat. =)
so tmr is tafsir. ni jap lagi aru nk bukak buku. with my dear tafsir maraghi by my side. well at least i hope jap lg mood nk blaja tu ada lahh. bole gitu ehh. haha.
btol jgk lahh they say bile da preu2 ni bnyk btol dugaan de. dis is part of it lahh. xm pon mcm tk xm. malas sgt nk blaja.
btw, i'm sunburnt. yep. da gelap sgt. hehe. pasal archery kat asyakirin. sat the whole day there. n sun half day je. coz lpaz tu gi tusyen. panas de masyaAllah. details next tym lahh k. then org seme igt sal mandi laut. tcr yasmin said, u ni org blaja during the weekends u plak pegi mandi laut.
haha. kn da nmpk sgt yg aku ni tk blaja. sheesh!
gamble gamble n gamble. tk pna nk blaja btol2. klw klua ape yg da blaja, den alhamdulillah. klw tk, nasib ar. haiyyo. when am i gonna snap out of this lazy n heck-care syndrome? hmmmmmmm...
Labels: ohh skrg tgh xm ehh?
this is gonna be a short one.
a really really short entry.
oh btw today alj cuti. hehehe.
so later going to dee's house to study.
but i really need to post this.
HAPPY 17TH BDAY NINA!!! (she's the one in green btw)
yeah i know i wished u already but i just have to put this up in my blog. hahaha. n obviously i dun have a pic of u only so t'paksa ltak gamba ni. hehe. all the best k dear cousin!
btw Mak Uda says Happy Birthday n may u success in ur O's insya-Allah.
=)
dats it. daa~