forgot to add that my stamina's damn bad. had netball practice last sun n after lyk 20mins gitu dahh pancit!! ohh my! musibah kabirah! n my body ached lyk wat sehh the day after. heh heh. nmpk sgt da tk fit lagik. keke. so hopefully dis sun tk pnat sgt n can play with the sec2. paisey dok klw pancit dulu!! ahakz! juz a frenly match lahh.

btw i'm kinda doubting myself. specialist bahagian climbing?? really ahh? nta sampai nta tdk pat atas rock tu lau gi rock climbing. nyahaha.

n also td mcm suay gitu kn. tgh fening2 dlm claz, truz ust bahar panggil baca pat depan for usul. urgh! main baca je sehh! quite a num of mistakes lahh. nasib ust tk cakap pape. how to think of grammar when my head's pounding lyk crazy?? haiyyo! then after dat insya' pon same. kne panggil with madi for the munaqasha thingie. nasib sehh i still remebered all the vocabs n the story a bit lahh. so relieved sehh! n tanks mady for not bombarding me with tricky qstns. hehe. so at least da lepas lahh my part. even azlina n marhama said kecian sehh aja tgh sakit2 den due2 insya' n usul kne panggil. haha. dugaan.

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suffering from terrible headache. wahh pianggg eyy! i juz realised sumting. i keep falling sick. first twas the flu which alhamdulillah stopped already. n now headache..?? my immune system's low. ouch. n i actually slept lyk for an hour during mustalah? wooo. n i woke up, tgh blur2, den suddenly panic coz cant control my hand. i mean lyk my hand juz fell off from the chair!! n i was lyk ehhh?? apesal?? few seconds passed, my mind clear already den i was lyk ye'elehh.. semut2 lahh. haha. idiot. ya i noe. abe tk senonoh plak tu. bgn je tros tnye azlina qiyam nnt mkn ape. nyahaha.

ohh ya did i tell u dat test mustalah was cancelled?? weee!! really! obviously i wasnt ready at all. n was lyk dahh tawakal je lahh. tk sanggop sehh nk hafal bnyk2. coz truly, memorising is lyk one of my weakest points. soo evrybody was practically holding their breath when ust came in. n ust was lyk oblivious to the tense atmosphere, took out his book n innocently asked, nari blaja ape??. evrybody was lyk ohh hifz ust! then ha5 reminded ust n u noe wat he said?? "ohh actually bkn nari. saya cume nk kamu seme bersedia dulu saje." hehehe. juz my luck.

i'm a busy gal. yep. aside from my ohh so huge responsibility as prefect, i'm also this coming qiyam's head programmer. haiyyo. then juz not got to know for the archery n adv club i'm the specialist for the climbing stuff?? WOAHH. so juz now alhamdulillah managed to draft the program amidst the gigglings, laughings n headache. credits to kimah, maan, fiza lee n huri! yeah! juz hope the asatizah gonna approve everyting.

then tmr got test tauhid which i THINK i can handle. i kinda have a rough idea of ustzh's qstn n juz hoping for the best. dats it. doakn kte seme yek? syukran! also tmr got the crash course thing for archery. kinda looking fwd to it. total coolness. ALSO tmr have to make sure the prefects board is complete. ust sandisi's been bugging me abt it until juz now sehh. n he was lyk "mataa ya bint? ghadan? qiyamah!". but i'm really really grateful that all my frens bangsa yg le harap nye. mati sehh klw kne uat bende ni seme sendri. hamdan lillah.

ohh ya lastly i realized too that when i'm having this terrible headache, my mood's kinda terrible too. was buying bubble tea juz now (heck i need some sort of jolt to this brain of mine. brain freeze..? get it??), n the aunty was asking me got 20cent not? n i actually retorted back "no" in a.. well.. not so polite way. n the aunty gave me this surprised "relax man!" look. heehee. sowwy aunty. then there's few sec malay guys behind me going lyk ehh garangnyerrrr. kong asam btol. pegi sujud syukur aku tk ape2kn krg. hmph! mcm real jek. but after dat i tried to control lahh. got these 2 makciks peranakan lyk.. muslim lahh.. they actually bagi salam at me. n so i put on my best frenly n polite expression n answered their salam. see? i'm not so bad after all.

k got to go now peeps! makan, gosok baju n lau masih fening nk gi tdo! lau tk then maybe juz MAYBE revise my tauhid? weeeeeeee~ nyahaha! but i kinda doubt that. heehee. bye!

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changed my skin as u can see. i'm really attached to black i think. have to stop myself from choosing another black backgrd skin. my blog needs color. but this is too plain i think. maybe i'm gonna change it when i've got the tym. but i'll stick to this for the mean tym. adios ppl.

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k sorry havent update for quite sumtym. been busy in sch. really busy. on friday me n maan actually went out of sch at 7pm! can u believe it?? soo late sehh! even ust Hasbi went home already. terror kan kte? principal pon da alek sehh. all coz of the prefect lauhah. i insisted on finishing it up dat day. even though there wasnt enuf white vanguard. coz we kinda estimated wrongly. i didnt expect maan's green splosh was dat small. so we recycled from the previous's lauhah deco. there were several thin wite strips. so tampal2 n cover2, alhamdulillah jadi! =) i was soo proud man. at 1st maan was lyk cukop ke? then i was lyk insya-Allah bole2. then cekik dara ade ke de kate susah btol dapat head kedekut! hahaha! bknnye ape, as i've said, nk abizkn everything on dat day. so da sng. can focus on other things. still a lot of things to do sehh. do taqdim tafsir. plan for qiyam. study for test. afal qur'an. i doubt maan is reading this but if u are, thanks a lot k.. for evryting. when u said u'll stand by me all the way, u really did. i wun forget this. ever.

u guys shud see the lauhah. damn pretty i tell u. n ALL credits go to aimaan. de yg wat seme. me cuma tolong gunting2 jek. i'll try to post the pic one day k. coz the pic wif yun.

so tadi celebrated yun n aidah's bday!! hehehe.. we actually held a small party in claz. i brought the cake, fries n those chicken seaweed wrap or wateva u call dat. amany brought mee. maan brought drinks. n az muffins. well that was suppose to be her breakfast btw. haha. then actually we kinda messed up yun's surprise part. kima lahh de bwk yun naik. then she was lyk ehh krg tk blang pon nk wat party. she tot we're only celebrating aida's bday. dgn selamba nye de mkn fries dulu seme. then she even put the bday thing on the cake. klaka sehh. ltak bende tu pat cake sendri! haha! even after sarya said tkmo. then we brought aida to class. then sang 'em both the bday song. aida was surprised. yun paisey. kena cilok kappa gal?? nyahaha! den we eat lor.. ohh ya even fiza came! cool rite?? ohh ya n she brought KFC. then gave 'em both the present.

after stuffing ourselves with all the food -as usual i'm the juara b'tahan when it comes to eating- we finish up our filming for the tauhid. alhamdulillah.. we managed to wrap up evryting. it was loads of fun sehh. keco.

then after that me yun n fas we pusing2 bugis. tk best sgt lahh. coz bnyk kedai tutop. then hit home.

so tmr insya-Allah in the morning we're gonna play netball. saje2 je. da lame sehh tk main. actually hadaf de nk excercise. i mean it's been quite some tym sehh tk excercise! soooo bad! confem lari2 sket je da pancit! ahakz! need to build up my stamina. nnt archery n adventure start, klw cant keep up with the kids, buat malu jekk!! haha! especially lau panjat tembok skejap da tk mampu. u'll know why. *wink* we're gonna excercise in the morning, then head to ustzh's house utk mandi n all. then tuition. juz harap2 not too tired. n ohh tmr me n maan gonna discuss abt tafsir a bit. yeah we're in the same group. cool huh?

i'm feeling more attached to my members. maybe coz we spent a lot of tym together. cant imagine when we go our separate ways. even aidah dat tym during recez mentioned sadly nnt next year cume de az far n zul je pat meja yg kte salu dok. sedey sehh. how tym flies. n u simply dun realise it. n how i miss my sis. maybe coz of my hectic schedule. mcm da lame sgt kte tige wif amany tk dok together n talk2. zul, aku rinduuuuuuuu sgt kat ko!! sorry ehh aku tk spend tym sgt ngn ko.... =(

so much things on my mind. so much things to do. responsibilities keliling pinggang. dats wat preu2 is all abt. but i accept all that. so that i'm fully prepared for Uni lyf insya-Allah. cehh! lyk they said, if u can handle preu2 alj, u can handle anything. mcm btol jek. ahakz!

btw i chatted wif masyhadi juz now! i was lyk soo shocked n surprised sehh when he added me. we all miss him. n i wonder how he looks now. n his loghat is all indon. heh. tkle disalah kn lahh.

woahh i have this tendency to update my blog once in a lot of while but wif a blardy long entry. mcm mana lahh krg le sanggop baca all this crap smp abez? haha. btw fiza wat is ur blog's url?? aku nk curik gamba td!!

dats it i guess. thanks ppl for enduring the torture of reading all this. bye.

yesterday didnt go sch. bad case of flu. really bad. cant breathe thru my nose. urgh.

so 9feb. ari penentuan. nyahaha. sesungguhnya ku amatlah tk berperasaan. really. i mean most of them were lyk "ehh seram nyeeee!!" esp kimah (smgt countdown summore!). but me, maan n yun? na-da. even tcr nana n tcr yasmin were freaked out. its lyk we're emotionless or sumting. i was only worrying abt my majalah whether can finish on tym or not. haha. really. maybe coz already tawakkal-ed evrything lah. i mean logically even if u worry lyk crazy, it still wun change ur result rite? da termaktub. so juz accept it with an open heart. ikot rezeki n nasib masing2 lah. n ard 2+ i actually started to worry! okay fine not abt my reults. but worrying why i dun feel as nervous n anxious as the others. kinda lyk abnormal. weird. haha. stupid. ya i noe.

so 1 of the first person to log in and check her result was kimah. she did quite gd except for her science. n i was lyk, ookay if she got dat grade, ape lg aku sehh?? so at last! i'm feeling more human. i was actually worrying abt my result! then suddenly heard a commotion. huda's result. woahh only A's n B's!! i was lyk green with envy seh! congrats huda!! then maan actually screamed! coz she got B3 for math n science! i was lyk, WOW!! no way i'm gonna get DAT kinda result. so became more greener with jealousy.

my turn. ok ya i actually screamed too. coz i passed my math n science!! nyahaha!! lame. ya i noe. i mean at least maan screamed coz she got B. but i screamed coz i got C?? pathetic seyy. ahakz! burst into tears summore! but tell u the truth? i wasnt confident lahh that i can pass my math n science. math?? i got a freaking F9 ok for my prelim. n my paper 1 i didnt manage to finish my paper. AT LEAST 20marks down the drain juz lyk dat! serious! as for science, also i didnt manage to finish the paper. cudnt really rmbr y. tk cukop tym gaknye. so yahh my result? 3A 1B 2C. alhamdulillah. i achieved my goals which is to pass all the subjects, get distinction for both malay n irk n also to get an agg of below 20 for all 6subjs. hamdan lillah. =)

notice to all. pls dun compare the aljuniedianz's result with those who study Olevel full-tym. coz it's juz sooo not fair. we only study lyk half of wat they study. the num of academic periods dat is. they also can focus only on the O. but for us, we cudnt give our undivided attention coz we still have our arabic subjs to worry abt. ard 10 or more? yup. n the best part? sch xm clashed with O. its lyk for all the days we dun hv O, we hv to sit for sch xm. so u really cant blame us for not passing with flying colors. yg pelajaran pat sch pon penting pe. bknnye ape, but i'm sick of hearing ppl say that madrasah student cant do well in O. they look down on us. especially alj. my say to dat kinda ppl : shuddup. try to be in our shoes. then u can open ur blardy mouth.

now for the next step. shud i juz follow the flow -u noe lyk finish alj den go azhar- or shud i gamble n start study for my A? i'm reconsidering my latter's choice coz my math C6? its lyk, u're kidding me?? math C6 berangan nk amek A??. yahh dat kinda thing. and also considering my assignments b'lambak sgt. dunno if i can cope. argh! help ppl!

k la dats it. tmr going sch. compulsory for evrybody. y? to deco class. yeah pathetic. i noe. especially kena dtg as per normal. 7:30. lyk heck?? they shud at least start a bit later. haiyyo. so after dat gonna do tauhid project n a bit of usul. sorf lagi kena anta next week. n next week's also last week for hifz. after dat imtihan hifz 6 pages. lyk #&%!@??? aru afal ngn ust 1page!! omg! i really gotta buck up sehh!! k k gotta go. nak finish up my part for the tauhid project. k la ppl. niwei thanks a lot k sal doakan n wishing kejayaan for me. jazaakallahu khaira jazaa'! daa~

btw to all my frens out there, yg b'jaya CONGRATS!! bg yg kurang b'jaya, NEVA GV UP!! retake the paper if u think its necessary. venture elsewhere klw mampu lyk m'sia ke ape. its not the end of the world. bumi Allah ni luas. ilmu ade sana sini. dun fret. sembahyang istikharah klw perlu utk mintk petunjuk. never forget dat we're always there 4 u. supporting u all the way insya-Allah. n bagi yg bakal mengambil O, blaja btol2 k. study smart. krg beruntung sgt2 sal da ade bnyk pertukaran utk bg krg lg sng blaja for O. tk mcm kte last yr. so u guys shud get better result then us. k? =)

bye.

i just have to tell u guys abt how paiseh i was yesterday. ust sandisi's teaching us tafsir n fiqh. n every monday there's both subjects. i alwaaaaays get confused on which one's first. tafsir of fiqh. then maan took out tafsir. i was lyk confem ehh tafsir? n she confidently nod. then ust asked wat was the last thing we studied so dgn segala confiden nye me ckp "wahdaaniyyah!"(tafsir). then dee pat depan truz pusing n she was lyk ehh skrg bkn fiqh ehh? then amany checked her timetable n it was fiqh at dat tym!! omg!! nasib baik yg dgr cuma row depan (dee,amal n fas). erk!! *so paisey ley*


so today. was blardy pissed off when i alighted at near-my-house-bus-stop. on my way home i always have to cross the road. n now there's stupid green fences between the two roads! which means i have to take the overhead bridge then up another flight of stairs plus another flight to finally reach my house's front door. urgh!! so pathetic! well alhamdulillah i'm still capable of enduring all that up the stairs thing but i really pity mama. i mean even when there was no fences, evrytym she climbs the stairs je da t'mengah2. ni tambah lagi torture. they shud at least wait until the promised lift which stops at evry floor is placed here. so bad man.


so its confirmed. O results on the 9th which is this friday. i dun feel anything lahh. tgh tawakkal jek. n well still hoping for some miracle to happen. lyk my result t'tuka ngn ade bdk pandai ni ke. haha. i dunno. but i'm totally not having high hopes. i'm just hoping to get credit for all the subjects. dats it. argh! bende da lepas pe. malas ar nk pikir2.


so to all my frens yg tgh tunggu O results : ALL THE BEST OF LUCK TO U GUYS! JGN LUPA UTK SALING MENDOAKAN SESAMA KITE YEK! =)

n to all those yg tgh baca this entry : DOAKAN KITE SEME K. dlm ramai2 yg doa, insya-Allah satu mesti kena punye.. =) syukran jazilan.

okay so i didn't really blog til lyk the 15th.. ahakz! sorry ppl. too busy i guess. i'm kinda having flu rite now. n a bit of cough. its an on and off kinda ting. so lyf's starting to be kinda hectic rite now. sooo many projects still pending. but now we're still werking on the tauhid one. coz that'll cost us our CA marks. n the usul thingie, we sorta have to do a thesis type. individually. lyk wow. haha. its lyk we're already in U.

Siti Hajar
Twenty on twenty-three nov.
Schoolin'.
Yes i'm a mina tudung n i'm proud of it!
Basically a happy-go-lucky n a simple person.