Friday, June 1, 2007 @10:26:00 AM
i don't feel so good. my throat feels funny.
n usually that leads to fever.
oh no.
for the past 6months, i lost my momentum.
lost my focus.
i was thrown off guard
by the fact that i'm in an all arabic environment now.
it feels.. different?
n so it became kind of a routine.
dragged myself to sch everyday.
sit in class til sch ends.
heck i barely concentrate on wat the teachers are saying.
its all so.. vague?
and so i've to bear the consequence of my act of neglect.
my position in class?
the worst that i've ever gotten in the history of my sch days.
needless to say
the worst time to get it too.
hah.
ppl just dont understand.
tried explaining my situation.
my stand.
but no.
i'm set to follow the blardy flow.
why can't i have the best of the two worlds?
hell no.
wat are my choices?
na da.
this is my life.
why am i still clinging on to u?the reality is crystal clear.it was agreed upon that there's no way we cud be together.we both know that one day we're gonna have to let go of each other.but i just.. cant.