i miss my blog. i really do.
this is where i "luahkn perasaan" n share "apape yg berlaku".

no human being is perfect. we make mistakes along the way. sometimes without even realizing it.
but its the role of those ppl close to us to correct our wrongdoings. am i right?

if i did things that may offend u, n i din realise it, y not tell me? if i'm on the wrong side, definitely i'll apologise n try not to do it again.

but y bottle up everything n only after i bug u lyk wat to tell me, only then u let evrything out. even so u were very reluctant. n being very general. i was lyk, i did that? when sey?. tetap tknk bilang jgk.

how on earth am i suppose to know n realise my wrongdoings?? some things may be ok to me but not to u. n vice versa. i may be observant but i cannot read ppl's minds. n we're still getting to noe each other better.

get a grip aja. relax.

yes i admit i bnyk kekurangan. bnyk sgt. some offensive habits or things that i did or said, i'll try to change for the better. but some things, u just need to accept me for who i am.

i can be VERY defensive. but if u can prove me wrong, definitely i'll relent.

anyway i'm sorry i hurt u a lot. terus terang i tak ada niat langsung to hurt u. only a psycho wud want to hurt their close n love ones. when u asked me to muhasabah diri, i mcm kena 1 tight slap. am i THAT bad? wow.

now my turn. pls be more reasonable. as in prove ur points. or try putting urself in my shus, how'd u feel. am i fair to react that way.
n pls dun b selfish. its not only abt u. u dun wanna explain or prove my wrongdoings coz u dun wanna rmbr those bad memories. but thats the only way i can learn my mistakes. so i wun keep repeating them secara tak sengaja.

i'm sorry.

but lyk i said this is MY blog. tmpt i pour my heart out.

Siti Hajar
Twenty on twenty-three nov.
Schoolin'.
Yes i'm a mina tudung n i'm proud of it!
Basically a happy-go-lucky n a simple person.